Setter In Love { Kageyama X Reader } Haikyuu!! Is this the end?

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This is the third time I'm writing this

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Whenever I go to submit

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my dad turns the wifi off

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•́ ‿ ,•̀

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I'm gonna pray this time I get to submit this

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let's go

Bokuto

Do you love someone in Karasuno?

I was a little taken aback at his sudden question

Y/N

Why are you asking me that..

Bokuto

I wanna know, now tell me

Y/N

What if I say ye-

Bokuto

Please be straight with your answer

Bokuto can be really funny and weird

even when he's emo

but when he is serious

you also gotta be

I sighed

Bokuto

Yes or no ?

Y/N

Yes...

He sighed, somewhat a happy and worried one

Bokuto

I'm happy for you. I really am.

Bokuto

But I have a bad news for you

Bokuto

I'm not trying to ruin our friendship

Bokuto

I really appreciate this friend circle of us three

Bokuto

but I'm both of yours friend, I can't hide anything from you two

Bokuto

So I'm just gonna go ahead and say this

Bokuto

Kuroo..

Bokuto

He.. loves you

I was shocked

I couldn't utter a word

a sudden burst of mixed emotions got me

I didn't know what to say or to do

Kuroo

I can't believe you did this..

Bokuto

Kuroo-

He heard the conversation

Kuroo

Why did you..

Bokuto

You would've told her sooner or later..

Bokuto

I couldn't keep it in since.. since if you told her later she would've been more hurt

Kuroo

Shut up you piece of shit

Y/N

Kuroo-

Kuroo

You stay out of this!

I flinched

I took a step back

Something was familiar about this tension between these two

I didn't want to experience this again

I didn't want to cause a fight again

Bokuto

Kuroo..

Kuroo

HOW COULD YOU

They started arguing

My eyes were starting to well up with tears

this is that incident once again

I wanted to stop them

I didn't want to leave either of them

I closed my eyes and blocked my ears

the trauma, once again flashed before my eyes

my biggest fear, my sadness

it all became true once again

flash back

I remember sitting on a corner of the living room while my parents were fighting. I was 7years old

I closed my eyes, blocked my ears

still the sound was loud and clear

your dad

It's your fault

your dad

You made this girl like this

your dad

you made her a piece of shit like you

your dad

only if you aborted he-

your mom

What do you mean abort?

your mom

She's my child, how do you expect me to abort her?

your mom

And why is it my fault?

your mom

weren't you also willing to take care of her?

your dad

If I knew things would turn out like this, she'd become like you I would never

your mom

Like me? what do you even mean

your dad

Rot here with that son of yours

your dad

I'm not taking him, she's gonna be like you as well

your dad

I'm taking her with me

your mom

for what..

your dad

To decrease the amount of damage you've done to her

My dad pulled me away with him

I remember my mom trying to pull me back with my baby brother on her lap

But my dad pushed her and took me away

Flash back end

Everything was happening once again

I wanted to run away

I wanted to

but that would be something a total coward will do

but right now, I'm nothing but a coward

I felt helpless

I turned around and ran away

guilt was swallowing me up once again

I was running until I bumped into someone

It was Oikawa san

Oikawa

Oh my, if it isn't- Y/n chan? Why are you crying?

Y/N

I-it's nothing..

Oikawa

You expect me to believe that?

Y/N

No it's nothing...

Oikawa

Aw come on

I couldn't help but keep crying silently

He suddenly hugged me

I was shocked

He might have thought that hugging me might make me feel better

It only made my mix of emotions go worse

Kageyama's pov

I was walking to the dorm after eating

Hinata went to the washroon so I was alone

I suddenly saw Oikawa san with someone

a girl perhaps

I quickly hid

It was.. Y/n..!

She was crying..?

What happened

Oikawa san suddenly hugged her

My eyes went wide

Y/n looked shocked

Her face slowly turning into an uncomfortable look

She slightly pushed him

Y/N

Sorry oikawa san...

She ran away

Oikawa san.. smirked

He walked away

I took this chance and followed her

Y/n's point of view

I didn't want to feel this anymore

I didn't like this

not one bit

It hurted so bad

I can't go against ny feelings

I fell for Kageyama

It's not my fault

I love him

But these two others, keep hurting me.. As well as I am..

It's better if.. I didn't existed

my parents wouldn't have parted their ways, kuroo and Bokuto wouldn't have fought, nor I have to hurt Oikawa and Kuroo

My existence is making everything wrong

I ran to the roof

I fell on my knees and started crying harder

It hurted alot

I didn't wanna do this anymore

I never thought Loving someone could hurt me so much

I didn't wanna love anymore

but does my heart listen..

Even if I think about him, my heart shows a dramatic size of affection

I slowly stood up

I went near the railing and looked down

4floor building

If I fall on my back or chest, that would obviously hit me in some vital spots

but I don't thik that I'll die that easily

if I fall headfirst.. yes, that would do it

I stood on the railing

a gust of wind clashed with my face

leaving a cold sensation because of the tears I shed

I looked down..

is this the end?

Y/N

huh?

Someone pulled me from behind

I looked at the person

Kageyama.

Those feelings came back

but this time it made me want to latch onto him

Kageyama Tobio

What are you doing?!

Kageyama Tobio

Are you crazy?!

Kageyama Tobio

You could've died if you fell!

I just looked at him

His dark blue eyes

I didn't even realize that I was on his lap

He stood up as I did

He looked at my tear stained face for awhile

and hugged me..

Kageyama Tobio

I won't ask what happened

Kageyama Tobio

Only if I could comfort you that will be enough for me

My face buried in his chest

I never realized I was this small compared to him

I smiled

It did comfort me

Y/N

Can I tell you what happened?

Kageyama Tobio

Only if you find it comfortable..

I smiled

I told him everything

Kageyama Tobio

I'll say that

Kageyama Tobio

It's not your fault

Kageyama Tobio

not your parents matter, and not even this

Kageyama Tobio

It was their choice to fight or not

Kageyama Tobio

the least you can now do is solve the problem as a friend

Y/N

How can I?

Kageyama Tobio

You can, but not today, let's try tomorrow, I'll help you

Kageyama Tobio

Now you're coming in back with me

Kageyama Tobio

I don't trust you after what I've seen

Kageyama Tobio

you might once again go and stand their

I laughed

He was still hugging me

Hinata came looking for Kageyama

Hinata

Oi Kageya-

Hinata

OH MY GOD

Hinata

WHAT'S HAPPENING

Hinata started jumping

Kageyama Tobio

Shut up you boke!

Hinata almost collapsed at us hugging

I laughed

Well, I guess I'll try to fix things between them

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hehe

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we're done here

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I'm actually trying to write everyday

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but you see

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we're shifting

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so I have a loads of work to do

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so that's why I can't make up time to write but I'm trying my best

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so bear with me

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and also

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if you're suicidal

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I'm sorry!

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If this somehow made you feel bad

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I'll say that, you shouldn't die

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you might think that you have a lot of reason to die

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but you have greater reasons to live for

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a tomorrow to see, a yesterday to remember and a today to cherish

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so don't be upset and keep going

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your time is bound to come

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so that's all for today!

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have a nice day/night

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I love you all <3

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byebyee💞