3.Hard to let go

''How are you my dear?😊''

....that single sentence from Papa and mom made my mind blank and without realizing a tear drop 😢fall from my eyes.

Without a sec wait Papa immediately taken me into his warm embrace.... full of love and care.

Within a moment mom also joined that hug.

That night no one talked about anything. That moment...

, after a very long time I felt that 'yes ,They are the reason I am living for, I want them to be happy for me and I also wanna be happy with them and make them feel proud that they give birth to me and raised me.'

While thinking about these things , feeling the warmth of their embrace and continuous crying I don't know when I fall asleep. All I remember was my parents telling me that....

''It's ok,.... you are doing great..😌.and you can do anything you want😊'' while patting my back.

When I open my eyes ,

they were a little swollen from all the crying last night. I don't know how I get into my room ,slept peacefully under the warm blanket that maybe mom covered me with.

I felt like something is feeling lighter in my heart not very much but it was enough to make me realize that somewhere in my heart I wanna go back to my old self.

I felt like.... Annie, the one who loves to smile and love to make new friends ,the one who never get afraid from hard work and always achieves her goals with her own efforts wants to come back.

But sometimes .....it takes a lot of time and patience for a dark rainy night to end..... But I am starting to feel that even though the rain is heavy but there is hope that the dawn will come soon .

Although the conversation between me and my parents helped me to let them know that there are things troubling me

,but the anxiety and insecurities that have taken place in a corner of my heart still stopping to change back.😞

I get freshen myself up and came downstairs as mom had called me 10 min ago for breakfast.

I felt a little nervous as I thought ,that they may gonna ask some questions to me .

....I silently go to the dining table where Papa was reasing a newspaper .....(nervously) I greeted him

''g..Good morning Papa 😅''

Papa closed his newspaper paper and look towards me

....now I was really afraid what would he goona say ,will he be angry😠 that why I didn't tell him about my troubles or sad 😕that why I was only thinking about himself and not about them.

Then.......

( to be continued)😌

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