The dark days

Life is not a smooth journey, there are always ups and down in everyone's life. Sometimes its easy to solve your problems, sometimes you don't even know where the problem is.

This is what I was facing in my life I tried my utmost in my studies but sometimes things don't go the way we want them to. No matter how hard I tried, it felt like everything my time ,my efforts, hard work are not taking me anywhere. I was just stuck in a place where there was no light was showing. Family problems and unsuccessful career was taking me to the darkness because of which I was getting lonely eventhough I was the most talkative and the biggest chatter box among my friends and family.

Sometimes even if u love to talk and have so many friends but there is a place in your heart you couldn't open for anyone ,in which u hide your insecurities, anxieties, your problems,family problems, your love life trouble etc.

For me from those continuous failures in my career and the expectations of my family towards me were making me stuck in a place where I couldn't understand where should I go and whom should I tell my troubles? Eventhough my parents were very supportive for me and always cheer me up but sometimes the burden of expectations is so heavy that you get scared tell others that ''Sorry I am tired, can I not do this ?''

this was the life I was facing feeling completely lonely even in the crowd of people,just like a child gets separated from his parents ,not having the idea where to go and whom to ask ,hiding his face on his knees wishing for his parents to find him and take him away from the dark days.

while facing those dark days I started to talk less and less. It felt like slowly I was becoming someone totally opposite of my personality.

The one who just stays in the room repeatedly studying those thick books to pass the examination, thinking again and again that it must be my shortcomings which are stopping me from getting successful. But slowly those shortcomings started turning into insecurities. My mind started thinking that no matter how hard I try it will a failure. I started avoiding the topic of my studies whenever my parents talk to me. whenever they ask how my studies are going my answer was same ''Its Good''. I felt like ,I am trying to run away even knowing that there is a chain in my feets stopping me from going out of my room full of darkness.

........Hello dear readers, from the first episode it may seem like a depressing story but I wanted to tell you that its not a depressing story. this story tells you about how at some point of time in life all we need is a little warmth of heart.

thank you for reading ❤

to be continued...

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