SOMEDAYS LIFE SUCKS - NAZME FAISAL

  so, sometimes there are good days,  where you... well have a nice day. AND sometimes you have days where,  your best friend is sitting on the edge of a lake, soaking wet , wrapped in your hijab,  ...and you don't know what tf to do because..this is not what you expected on a nice saturday afternoon.

For context,  my best friend jonah, pencil dived into a lake, and i had to pull him out because hes a bitch ,  and my another best friend left fo a nice trip that he deserves after the nose deep shit we got ourselves into,  and then this assface decides to drown himself, 

"sorry naz... " the little seaweed says,  " you better be,  so what was it this time,  and why didn't you call me before you decided to go for a swim to afterlife? " i ask,

" I thought some OTHER dumbass was drowning, tuns out it was our dumbass, i pulled your *** up and now its time to answer " i am mad. i am fucking furious, because, nobody saw, nobody saw him drown, nobody helped, if i didn't happen to miss this lil shit, only Allah knows what would've happened.

" Luca told me to keep an extra eye on you, and you do this, " he looks at me, his expression since i pulled him out of the lake haven’t changed, hes terrified, the look of abject horror is not a good sign. l am more concerned now,

" jonah? jo? jonah? johna look at me " i kneel beside him pleading, he looks at me, " whats wrong jo " i ask, he looks at me for a while, then he screams "i hate you " as he sobs,

i hug him tightly, then he starts to apologise between sobs, and we sit there. he eventually stops, but i don't let go, neither does he,

"wasn’t me, it wasn’t me i - i " he starts to talk but chokes on his words, "shh sh its fine, i know, i know" those weren't sweet nothings, i did know that feeling,

shit.. luca goes away for one day....and the house is fire, what kind fucked up mentality do we have... Allah protect these two shits.

jonah wasn't always this impulsive or fucked up, it was in 5th grade that lotta shit hit the fan and....

after that year, every year sucked ***, so since 6th grade the responsibility of keeping this asshole alive by his mother before she ran away to paris.... and luca was given the responsibility to keep him company.  and this is the first time in years these dumbasses arent together.

i watched them both go through stuff together,  and honestly,  i knew this was coming,  i thought i was ready for this situation,i trained myself to protect him often from his own damn self,  but i didn't expect this soon like its only been half a day,  but i think i can save him,  even if i have to aggressively tell him how much i love him,  and that he's valid

well,  sometimes there are days when you have to hug your soaking wet best friend, because life wont be life without him.

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