wasn't me - jonah grey

ok, I get it, it wasn't cool of me to jump into the lake with full clothing and it wasn't cool to yell at naz that i hate her, and it wasn't cool to throw a curve ball at naz while Lulu was out of town. he deserves this break and and also deserves to be alone.

Naz deserves a break from always saving my ***, I can see that why she needs to...

its just not comfortable or easy without luca, i know i shouldn't cling to him. its creepy and weird

But in my defence, I wasn't really aware that i was doing that, I mean I know that I went to the lake, I know that I jumped but I was only aware when i was underwater, but once I was there, I didn't really resist because I really didn't need to tho.

I couldn't speak or breath because I didn't need to, my lungs didn't fill up with water, it didn't hurt.

it was oddly freeing, like, I was floating, no restrains, and I saw everything clear. I was freaking weightless!  and to be honest it was amazing, but it didn't last because only after a few minutes shit goes down.

I got the ability to breath back therefore, the water didn't feel freeing it was choking me. It gave me a moment of happiness then snatched it away. That's when I started flailing, opening my mouth to shout for help but it didn't work, the water filled my mouth and throat.

I wanted to swim up but it didn't work, I tried again, and, again and. then I felt someone pull me, and there was someone, honestly I was terrified because the person who pulled me was a monster.

it had tentacles coming out of their head and waist , it's eyes were glassy black its face had no blood, I'm pretty sure that, that's when I passed out...

when I  woke up naz was there. she told me that she pulled me out, but didn't that creature pulled me up.  I  was confused and hurting,  and i screamed at her.  I  told her i hated her   but,  she hugged me.

Then the headache came,  and I  couldn't see anything,  its like,  I  slipped away from reality. Everything was dark,  then it wasn't,  in front of me came a red mist that slowly turned to a hazy white.

And luca was there,  standing there,  looking at me with his calm green eyes,  then,  he reached his hand towards me.

And I  looked at his hand,  stained with a sort of glimmering purple, then I  looked at him,  and then  he started to change, his forehead split open slowly,  achingly,  his both eyes showed pain,  and tears came streaming down,  thick black tears.

  The split on the middle of his forehead gaped  and took the shape of an eye. It was hauntingly black,  and both of his eyes turn the same shade. The gentle specks of freckles glowed  and there were lines connecting them,  the lines bled.  It bled ,  gold,  glimmering beautiful shade of gold.

He was crying,  and trying to scream,  but when he opened his mouth thick violet liquid filled his mouth.  It came out pouring from the sides.

I  stared in horror,  unable to move,  I  saw everything,  every moment.  I  couldn't go to him,  I  couldn't look away, i couldn't close my eyes,  I  couldn't  stop watching. I watched and watched.

And he was fully covered in it,  the purple goop,  the golden blood the black tears,  all of it.  The mix of three made a mess out him as he reached for me,  crawling and scratching, and when he grabbed my leg.  I  felt cold, cold as in my mind froze,  I  couldn't  think,  my body solidified and then he was gone and i,  i.. i

 I don't know what happened, i have just fell, i was supposedly staring at the ceiling, a weird translucent shades of neon pink and green and purple were dancing in front of my eyes, then i lifted my hand in front of my face.

 for a second i thought i was something else, my hand... hand was red, well i mean half to my fingers were red, and i had eyes on the back of my hand, and i screamed, but nothing came out, i didn't have a mouth, and i noticed that i wasnt breathing, my whole body felt cold and heavy and.... i could see everything, every direction, every possible way.

 And there was the mist again and i could see my self there, and tried to scream again but this time i knew that it wouldnt come out, beacausd i didnt have eyes or a nose, i just had eyes, i had eyes all over my body, my face, the skin around area of the eyes were red and the eyes, they were peircing black and they were staring at me, i was staring at me i couldnt stop, i didnt know how to..

an: hey there my beatiful readers i forgot u existed , sorry , i didnt think anybody likes my work , but HELLO THERE !  im continuing this story on W . A . T . T .P. A. D my id was give in first chapter author note byee love you guys .

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