A life without You

its already late in the evening. i think it was 11pm

the moon was bright, its seems that it light up our way intensionally.

the air was cold and its blowing towards us. the air telleng us to walk slowly and enjoy every momment that we were together.

as we walk by, the trees seem to be our gauide, silence is the only thing i can do as i enjoy this momment. she grab my arm and hold it tightly. and i feel her warm skin touching to mine. non of us try to broke the silence.

And suddenly i hear her voice whispering in a low but soft tone saying " will you stay beside me for the rest of our life. like before when we were young." i did not answer to her question intensionally. cause her voice make me calm and make me forget all the problem i have.

And then she whisper again. " A life without you, feels like i lost everything. You always take care of me, and never left me behind. Even you dont want to tell me. I feel your love was pure and true. Even though im not the only girl that you will be love. I will stay forever by your side."

And suddenly she stop walking. Looking straight in my eye, and i feel your eyes speak, telling me how deep is your love for me.

And my body move according to the feeling of my heart. Kissing you is the sweeties thing

i've ever had. From that momment, i wish that the time would stop. Because staying beside you is the greatest gift from above.

The time flies and we reach our home. And its time for us to separate for the meantime. As she enter to her home, i hug her from the back and tell her how much i love her.

I went home and still thinking of her. I wish we had desame room to stay. I felt sleep with a huge smile in my face.

"cringggggggg" the alarm clock was ringing.

Oh its already morning. I woke up with a joy in my face. And feel excited to see her again.

" your love is like a sun. that lights up my whole world. I feel the warm inside..." I was singing while having a bath. Ill love this feeling.

"hmmmp my son had already grown up. you were inlove am i right?" mom teasing me

"haha yes mom. And kate felt desame way" with a wide smile i replied to mom

" I already know that both of you had feelings for each other" mom told me

"how did you know that?" i asked

"moms instinc" she replied to me

" But dont forget to study hard. So that you can give her a better life." moms advice

" Copy mom" i replied

"' Mom i got to go. Im going to fetch kate from her home. Bye mom" i said while rushing through the door.

" Ok son. Take care of your self." mom replied shouting at me.

As i running through kate's house. I feel something wrong. I felt wierd.

"Good morning aunt dianne." I smiled and greet kate's mom

" same to you rico." she replied

" kate rico is here." aunt dianne yeld

" Just a minute mom. Im not yet done." kate replied

And then she showed up. I was stunned by her smile and beauty.

" Hi" kate started

" Hey rico what wrong? why are you not responsing?" as she continue

" Im sorry i was stunned by your appearace. By the way you look wonderfull today" i smiled and replied to her

" Lets go?" kate said while grabing my arms

" Alright were leaving." i replied

" Aunt Dianne were leaving."

" ok take care of my duaghter." she replied

We were taking our way to school.

" How many child yould like?" kate started the conversation

I smiled ang reply " hahaha as many as we can hahaha" luaghting to each other felt like the day would never end. " rico what ever happen to me. promise me one thing. that you will continue your journey even im not by your side." kate telling me with tenderness

"Kate don't say such thing. its very sad to think about it." i replied and smiled at her.

Kate stop and hug me in the street. And i hug her tightly. And suddently she shout out loud

" Rico watch out......." as she turn me around.

And i heard a multiple gun shot. And i felt kate arm fading from hugging me. And i saw blood from my arms. And i was painted

2 weeks later

At the hospital

I open my eyes.

looking around.

where am i?

what is this thing in my mouth.

I can't talk. I want water. Im thirsty.

Somebody give me water.