Prologue

"Where do you think you're going?" Augustus asked, pulling me closer to him and making me breathless. His arm around my waist and his face in front of mine.

"Let go... Let go of me!" I demanded trying to loosen his grip.

"I've had enough of you already. How long are you gonna behave this way?" He asked.

"You have to be kidding me! What are you... A guy in his teens? Stop behaving like a teenager!" I was trying my best to loosen his arms, but he's too strong.

"The last time... I'm asking you, what went wrong between us? You're behaving like nothing happened between us... Why?" He kept asking me questions which I didn't have any answers to. I don't have anything to say. It's over between us, isn't it?

Things ended long ago between us, but now that I think about it, did it actually end? We didn't set our ways apart properly as well. Was he always so crazy in love with me? Was our relationship always like this?

He held my cheeks and asked, "did you never love me? Was it all in my head that we were lovers?"

I paused.

We were lovers? We loved each other...? Augustus...? No, the one I loved was Min Joon. Augustus is just a hoax. Augustus is just an illusion, an illusion to this ended relationship.

I don't know. It was when we were young... What was that between us back then? Love...? I wonder.

He held my chin and lifted it a little. I was lost in deep thoughts to even notice it. He grabbed my head and pulled it close, making my lips touch his. My eyes turned wide open and I was left shaken from the kiss. It's not something I wanted. No, I didn't! He smirked as his lips kept smooching mine and I was left aback.

"Mm... Sto...pp..." I mumbled as my hands resisted. I didn't want him to feel bad, but I also wasn't feeling it was alright. I needed to resist!

I looked through the corner of my eyes and I saw... Him. Walter, he was there... standing there silently without asking, or even questioning anything. I... I'm wrong. I did it all wrong! Why did I even do it? Why did I not resist more? Just why?

"Walter! Wait! Please!"

I kicked Augustus' leg and pushed him back. He fell down and hurt himself, but what was more important to me? I can't waste more time.

I need to... Need to... Get him. Get Walter and...

He left.

He's left.

Why? Why... Is that even supposed to be a question?

I messed up.

I messed up everything.

Is this how it'll end? Am I not gonna be able to be with Walter again? Why did I even come here… to him of all people?!

Come back. I want you to come back. This is not how it's supposed to be?!

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