Friends?

I wonder, if i stop pretending to be friends with them,

will i be back to my old self?

Will i able to accept people thoughts once again on how lonely i am?

But, i dislike that feeling...

Its scary

Yes, I would rather forget this feeling and keep on being friends with them, im sure its not that bad even with all those harsh words,

...

I guess,

Hydrangea Highschool,

In the classroom of 4 Astra

At 7:15 am

*by the way im from Malaysia,

In malaysia, 4 in highschool means 16 yrs old and Astra is the name of the class, it can be anything though, also, my school starts at 7:30 am and end at 1 pm* (thanks for reading 。^‿^｡)

While waiting for their teacher to come in,

Kei spends most of his time staring at the trees outside of their classroom

"Hi Kei!" a girl named Rika, with a big smile on her face smiling and waving to him.

*all students in that class looking at them for a moment*

Kei was surprised because they aren't close enough to wave back at each other, also a thought came across inside his head,

"isn't that girl famous?"

"what will be the other people view?"

"arent people going to think im flirting with her?"

He quickly smiled a little back at her and nodded

Rika pouted and a best friend of her named, Yuki approached her,

"why? Don't you think its obvious he clearly ignored you?"

"shhh keep it down, just whispering,will you? *sigh* asked Rika"

"Yuki, its frustrating me already the fact he just smiled back, what's with him though?"

"If i were you, i would felt embarrassed" said Yuki

"ugh Yuki, Im in major frustration right now so I asked you to stop saying anything regarding him again, you are no different" Rika rolling her eyes

"Didn't i told you to ignore him? He is just an arrogant person, seems lonely but its all for attention, what a sad boy",

Yuki laughed and tried hard to make Rika, leave Kei.

"Yuki, i asked you to stop, didn't i?"

"Ah sorry, my mistake," a face of unsatisfied clearly shown by Yuki

...

Meanwhile, Kei listened...

"Haha.. I heard them talking about me again, its always like this, don't they know what whispering is?"

Kei is known as a really quiet person in the class, everyone who knows him from middle school surprised how quiet he turned out to be,

No one ever asked him why and what happened. Even so, he managed to be friends with Taisei and Ryouma.

Ryouma

He always skipped his class so its normal for him to not know what happened to their buddies especially Kei in class and he don't bother to ask him

Taisei

He is actually kinda close to everyone due to his friendly behavior, but also due to that, he often forgot his friends when he meets other people and left them behind.

*Even now, Taisei left Kei alone and talking to his other friends until the teacher arrived.*

"Its not that i hate them but i felt lonelier than before,even though we went home together and eat during recess together... It just- i know that im really quiet, i also hate this", Kei silently whispering to himself.

Without him knowing, Rika stare at him and noticed he began to feel down..

Rika knows he has he own reasons for acting so, and Rika want him to achieve his confidence back like he was in middle school

"Yes i will approach him whatever it is!"

"I want to see that sweet smile of him again!"

*rika smile*

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