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Andi told and discussed with his family the intention that he wanted to get married but none of his family supported him on the grounds that the current situation was not good during the corona pandemic and told Andi to think back on his plans to get married, Andi's feelings were destroyed where no one supported him Andi is confused that what he is facing is never what he planned, Andi tries to find a job with the aim that maybe his heart will calm down a little if he is busy with work.

With the corona pandemic it is very difficult to find a job, he has sent lots of job applications, several companies call for interviews but he always gets rejection, And even mentally disturbed by his problems, And even sick for a few days he thinks it is just a normal headache by taking medicine will recover but he felt a strange thing, his mouth was bitter and his nose could not smell anything and his body was hot with a temperature of 39'5.

Andi went to the hospital to check his condition, the doctor said the symptoms he felt were symptoms of corona disease, the doctor gave some medicine and told Andi to come back tomorrow to have a blood check, the next day Andi came back to the hospital for a blood check and a rapid test. , Andi's rapid test results showed a positive corona, Andi's feelings were shaken why God gave him continuous trials.

The doctor advised Andi to be treated at the hospital prepared by the government, but Andi refused and asked the doctor for advice that he could isolate independently at his house and the doctor allowed him, Andi did not tell anyone even his family and friends that he was positive for corona, Andi locked himself in his room for 1 week regularly taking the medicine given by the doctor.

Andi endures his own illness because he is used to always keeping his life feeling alone, during independent isolation andi gets bad memories of his life that used to make Andi mentally fall and get bad, 2 weeks passed Andi negative corona test and no one knows that he ever positive corona, Andi's girlfriend broke off her relationship with him because there was no serious intention of Andi to marry her, Andi's heart broke again.

Andi's mentality is getting worse day by day, He feels that there is no longer his goal to live, there are no people who care about him, there are no people who will understand his feelings, there is no one by his side when he needs someone, negative thoughts always arise Andi even though several times to commit suicide because Andi was too tired of his unlucky journey of life.

Andi went to a psychiatric doctor for consultation, he told him about his life problems, although not completely, the doctor gave some advice to Andi so that he could start being open to other people and family, and started trying gratitude therapy, trying to try to accept all the shortcomings he had. try to understand himself positively for stress release (decline, bargaining and acceptance).

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