Pertama

Andi is an adult man who experiences life problems like in a movie, he cannot express what he is feeling to other people directly so he writes down all the feelings in his heart what has happened to him until now so that at least the people who have the same problem as he could arise unlike himself who kept all the pains of his heart alone.

People look Andi with happiness and lucky life but all are wrong. He just cover all of his struggle, pain, anger, disappointment and tired with pretending He is strong and happy from outside of his life.

He was born with unhappy family and unhappy life, starting born they already not like him because the family predicts He is girl but born as boy, His childhood are disaster, His father treating and raising him without love. when Andi naughty his father always beat him and make Andi hate his father beause always make him cried, he just a kid at the time.

His living in house which land coming from his father family and staying together in one land with different houses, His mother is weak person, she have 4 sisters-in-law always threating her very bad. Andi always remember whenever his mother fighting with his aunty his father always hitting his mother in front his eyes and never listen his mother explanation whatever the problem. When his parents fighting Andi, His mother and His brother always run away to the his mother family for couple of days and coming back again to the house this happened routines again and again which giving Andi bad memory of his childhood.

When Andi 5 years old he was kidnapped by someone while playing near in his house. He just can crying without knowing anything, He was put in dark room for one night luckily someone saw when Andi was kidnapped and report to family and police and Andi returned home with safely but the kidnapped is his nightmare until now.

When Andi aged ready for start school his father never care of him asper His father Andi no need school he will never success and he will be stupid boy forever that word always make Andi painful inside his heart but his mother fight for him so that Andi can go to school.

Finally Andi can school even late he just started 2nd of semester of elementary school. Kid Andi was different with other kid. He is to teen, small, black color body with big mouth so that he is target of bullying in the school from all his friends.

During elementary school, Andi was always sad because bullying from all schoold friend, he always got bad treatment from his friends through verbal and physical violence and even got punches and kicks, he didn't have any friends but he was excited to learn even though he was not smart.

When middle school was a hard time for Andi too, his parents' flight often made him sick of staying at home, he left home and stayed at his friend's house for a few days, he had no money, to buy food he sang on the streets and also sleep on the street. Andi's brother looked for him and persuaded him to go home because his mother was so sad that he finally came home.

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