Ai Zhe POV
[then tomorrows come]
Ai woke up early and turn off the alarm clock telling myself this is unusual! Is this excitement? How come? Why do I feel this way it's like somethings going to happen and it give me chills.
[open my window and stare outside for a while]
It seems nothing change, I can no longer see the beauty of this scenery no matter how long I look at it, it's still the same, I feel so empty.
[saw the notes from my calendar]
The opening remarks will held at the school theater 11:00 AM. This is my last year at college, am I really gonna go with it? Why do I feel this way? Is this what it feels to be excited? This questions of mine always wanted me to kill myself! Why do I even have to finish studying? if I knew I'll ended up like one of the maids! This really frustrate me.
[after taking a bath]
I do hope that taking a shower and cleaning up yourself make a difference like can I be someone else? Can I be like other person wanting to live and fulfill their dreams? Can I ask God for the impossibles? Can I really make a difference? Because, whatever I do nobody cares, like who would care about me even my Dad don't love me at all, what am I expecting that someone would actually rescue me from this terrible life of mine.
I'd rather kill myself than be a burden to someone else life. And yes I'm actually okay with it if I can choose between life or death I rather die cause I don't want to live like this anymore. It's like I'm living in hell I think it worst than hell.
Living this kind of life, can I hope for a little bit? Can I actually wish that someone can find me? And fall for me? Okay I give up, I know no one will stand up for me, and I know no one could ever fall inlove with me it's impossible
(preparing my suff) did I forget something? Nope I guess I'm ready atleast I can live my life freely as it is, really thankful to have this dorm.
As I open the door I already expected the bullies always gossiping around and laughing about me, those judgemental eyes one of the reason I always look down so nobody will initiate to talk to me, as if someone actually does it.
[Strangers gossiping around]
Stranger 1: She's the daughter of Mr. Zhe right? Why did she have to live in this ordinary dorm if her family were so rich.
Stanger 2: I don't know, but did you hear that maybe she's adopted and she's pretending to be part of the Zhe family.
Stranger 1: Yes, I heard about it a few years ago is that for real?
Stranger 2: Maybe! Haha acting so great in her academics tsk she's nothing but a trash no one even dare to talk to her.
(rebutting on her statement in my mind) I will never deal with this low standards tsk!
Then I ignore them like I didn't hear them smile at them and greet them.
Ai: Hi Good Morning! don't be late to our opening remarks. (with a big smile)
Strangers: Tsk she pisses me off!
And I ran out after saying those words so I can get rid of those stupid strangers.
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Comments
Venus Knight
Oh poor her😔..I hope she can be happy😑..
I was alreday sad reading about fl thought but then these pesky strangers made me angry😡
2020-11-13
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Charles Alvarez
those strangers tsk
2020-11-10
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Kath Montero
ohh I hate those strangerssss!!
2020-11-07
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