Ai Zhe POV
[Alarm from the clock]
Ai: It's 9 AM already? (getting up from my bed and take a shower) while at the bathroom words on her mind begin to ask. Hmmm I was dreaming the same dream again is that really part of my childhood days?! Or it's only part of my dream I don't know anymore if it's real or not, all I can remember is that I'm willing to die back then.
(from 15 years ago) That day, all I can remember and I'm very sure it's real is that I brought humiliation to our family because of what I've done. (remembering what happened) my personal maid scolding me and asking where I have been? tsk you can actually notice that her intensions is kinda off and acting to care even tho she doesn't notice me missing, I frankly answered her tsk.. quit acting I know you didn't care about me, it's written all over your face that you didn't even notice me I'm gone, the reason she got irritated and quickly grab my hand then brought me in front of my Dad.
[Dad flirting with my Step Mom]
(the maid greeted my dad) and begin to continue her malicious plan and told my Dad that Madam Ai is been a brat and doing everything that pleases her, she even told him that I'm the one who's humiliating my personal maid even tho I'm the one who's humiliated by her (a nanny that scolding me like she really cares about me tsk that pisses me off) My Dad yell at me and told me to become a decent woman and since you're part of Zhe family you must know discipline and know how to behave yourself, I whisper you believe my personal maid that easily? You believe her more than me? Then he slaps me in front of everyone! and shouted at me, you brat!! When did you learn to behave like that huh? Tsk then he whisper to a very thin voice that he hope that I've died along with my Mom. Remembering that boy is only part of my delusions and the nightmare who chases me all this time is what my father told me back then. (kneeling, sobbing inside the shower and raise my head up) saying the words if only I died along with you Mom, I can be together with you!
[After bathing myself and look on the calendar]
Oh It's already Sunday so tomorrow will be the opening remarks of our University. I may atleast be thankful that I'm living near my University and away from those toxic people, but those bad memories with them always hunt me like a prey hinting me that I'm nothing in this world, tsk applying me to college is to not bring any shame from their names, if only I can be someone else, wasting my whole year studying diligently and been aced from my elementary days up until now, but nobody praises me those medal and certificates is nothing but a trash, if that someday is today I can literally change my life, but that's nearly impossible to make.
Do I need to prepare for tomorrows opening? Hmm I think there's nothing to worry about I'm just a nobody after all.
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Comments
Venus Knight
Ugh!!! I knew her father is going to be like this😡.
Poor fl , she has been suffering so much😢😢😢😢.Where is the ml ? when will he show up?
2020-11-12
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Charles Alvarez
ey this can happen in real life, cause if you experienced a lot of pain the only reality you can recall is the pain you felt
2020-11-10
2
Kath Montero
What's his name? why you didn't ask his name
2020-11-07
1