Chapter 4

* Past time *

*Joons point of view*

As we were going to our rooms after dinner ,the first thing i felt was a smile stuck on my face ,with the thought that Bae had given me and my minmin's room together .

It was kinda or should say very fastened heart beat felt .

We bid our good nights and moved to our rooms it was finally ,minmin and me .Atlast ,we bid our last good nights and left .It was a windy night ,I had closed my last banging window and drifted off to sleep.

I woke up mid night with someone calling me ,i with an irritated voice picked it up .Hearing the person who was on the other side ,softened me ,even though it was terrified ,it was sweet as honey ,i heard him say .....

minmin:"hyung im outside...p..ple..please ...open...the door"

And i rushed out of to the door ,just see a kitten sitting there hugging his knees ,while shivering ,the site could melt the stone heart and make them smile .He is just a squeezy fluff ball who is a lil devil but at the same time ,is a scardy cat ,everything about him is just so beautiful.I mean how can someone can be so cute when they cry ?

I just hugged him ,and patted his back .I could feel my shirt near my chest getting wet ,it was him crying .

I heard a foot steps ,i turned to see Bae smiling at us .He was probably out to check on minmin ,after all he knows us all way too nicely ,well im kinda jealous he knows about him better than me ,but cant do anything , always spends time with us without thinking of any need of personal time.I smiled back and he left back to his room.

I picked him up and brought him inside my room and i closed the door as it was before ,he was holding me tightly ,i felt butterflies in my stomach ,an unconcious smile crept on my face .He has never been this close to me .He usually held onto haneul ,my lil bro or bae,i wasnt really an option .He was in my large arms looking all so small ,I just wanted kiss him badly .I comforted him for a while talking about the funny things that happened to us all in nine years of our friendship and i heard small chuckles that made my heart stop ,i wanted to tell him how much i loved him ,but i was afraid of rejection .

I heae him speak and there was a sudden rest in the paniced ocean of mine.

minmin:"*sorry hyung i disturbed u ...i wanted to go to hyung but they are far so ....i had to disturb *you".

joon*:"its ok u will always have me by your side ....no need for sorry* "

I saw him smile but the little blush is what made me smirk .And i confidently pulled him by his waist ,into my chest and his hands were on my shoulder ,i nuzzeled into his neck ,he smelled like cherry .

I felt a slight blush and a shy smile and it made me happy.

present time.

I still remember that time ,the first time I ever touched you.*sadly chuckles *

Then i were lifeline and the hope of life ,now your memories ...

"Toast to the ones that we have ...Toast to the ones we have lost ........Cause the memories bring back ,memories bring back you "

(the song is not by me ,the name of the song is memoriea by maroon 5)

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