The pain

Flasback....

Since Selena getting well..,Tian and Jiemin signed the agreement of marriage.

And one of thier point is Jiemin can working to feed up his life during in States.

Everyday Tian and Selena treat Jiemin so bad,sometimes just give him dinner only.

Jiemin was confused how to pass hislife in this place..without any relatives and freinds.its like live in the cage.and Tian do it to revenge of losing his baby! all is Jiemin mistakes..its sound ridicolous!

Today Selena back to her country in Ubekiztan because her mother is pass away,she is back alone without Tian.

Jiemin ventured himself to borrow money from Tian,however he must go out for looking jobs.

"Ti...tian...can I borrow some money...??I want go out looking for some part time job..."Jiemin says in bricky voices in front of Tian bedroom.

Tian turn back his head and stared at Jiemin.

Honestly,Tian feel so sorry by treaten Jiemin like this way..but he hates it when keep remembering of losing his baby.

He want to treat Jiemin well,but he is afraid it will hurt Selena.its like two sides of difficult choices...!

But now,Selena is not here,just leaving him and Jiemin.

Jiemin is look pretty ,and so intteractive to being ignored with his plum lips.

Tian walks towards Jiemin and touches his face.

Jiemin was shocked and stay back in a minute to avoiding Tian.

"You want money,hmm...??"Tian asking while keep towards Jiemin again,till Jiemin stopped walked back and against the wall.

Tian closed him by lean back his arms in the right and left sides of Jiemin head.there is no distance between them now.

Jiemin was scared and hoverings his lips just a centimeters from Tian.and its so alluring Tian now.

That plum lips..

"Let me go,Tian..if you dont have any plan to borrow me money..!"

Tian keep stared at Jiemin eyes,grapping Jiemin jaw tightly.

"Wha...whats..do..you ..want,Tian..??"

"I want to taste how good of you..."Tian hisses satcastically.

"Do your job as good husband now..."

Jiemin shooks his head.

"No..please..Tian.."

Tian begin kisses and nipped Jiemin lips hardly.he is never thought that's Jiemin lips can be soft like this.and he is waiting for this moment for very first time they were married.

Jiemin tried to pulls Tian chest away and parted his lips

"Don't destroyed me,Tian...I thought I have suffering enough tied in this fuckin married with you..!!"

"Ssttt...dont be so rudely,baby...."Tian whispers,his eyes focusing on Jiemin lips and letting his thumb trail it slowly.he is burning in lust now

"Aren't you disgusted with gay like me..so let me go,please..."Jiemin hisses in teary eyes.

"But I changed my mind now,Jiemin arh...don't you know, you are so fuckin alluring me..?"Tian locked both Jiemin hands up over his head with his one powerfull muscle arms and his another hand is eagerly clawed Jiemin shirt and began to unbotton it,yanking it down without breaking his kisses on Jiemin lips as his roams Jiemin smooths skin with his fingers.

****...he is perfect alluring...!

Jiemin tried to against,but he is really powerless.

Tian looks amazed with Jiemin body from top till bottom.

"**** you,Tian ...!!Iam not your Selena,your slutty *****,...!!"Jiemin shouted angrily,stare hatred at Tian

Tian chuckled.

"Yeah .. You are my husband...you should pleasure me as your duty to me.,Jiemin arh.."

"You should do this at our very first time,Tian..but you breaking me until I can't find that desire with you already..."Jiemin says,the tears is drezzling down from his eyes

"I don't care..!!you are mine,Jiemin arh..so stop to rejecting me.. or I'll end up fuckin you against this wall!..."Tian growls and trails his lip down to Jiemin chest,letting his tongue whirl Jiemin around nipples which make Jiemin moan to the shots of pleasure striking his body.

His head was taken aback,his hands grasping tightly at Tian hand which is tied his hand over his head.

"Stop it...I beg you...pleasee...!!"Jiemin mumbled desperately,when Tian pulls his body into the his bed,grabs his tie to tied up together both of Jiemin hands on headboard.

"Hmm..what are you talkin about pretty .?"Tian laughed while trails his hand to grasp Jiemin length hardly.

Jiemin eyes snapped open as he look down to see Tian tear his pants down ,included boxer and threwed it away.leaving him bare and exposed it right in front of him.

"No..stopp it..!"Jiemin hissing in tears while Tian opened his legs.

This the first time for Tian with man.and he is never thought thats Jiemin can make his length harderned like this .

Tian begin to trails his fingers jerking off Jiemin,thrusting his fingers hard and faster inside Jiemin roughly,like Jiemin is sex doll only,its shocked and make Jiemin feel immense pain.

"Ss...stopp..it..please....,Tian...!!"Jiemin whimpered while bitting his lower lips hardly

"You are so fuckin alluring baby..!!"Tian growls while lead his head to Jiemin enterence.without any preparing he was slammed his length inside Jiemin.

"Arghhhhh....."Jiemin screaming out his pain.its hurt raw.Jiemin shudders along with his tears drezzling down from his eyes.

"You are so tight baby.. !"Tian sighs in pleasures as he ****** grew more and more agrressive,his hands clinging on Jiemin hips eventhough he felt something wetness pouring out from Jiemin enterence.it was blood...Jiemin was bleeding..!

Tian smirked.its like breaking into women virginity and its drive him so crazy.

"****...you are as like as ****** baby...more alluring than Selena..."

Tian kisses Jiemin lips,feeling his built up sensation at his pit of length as he ****** harder inside Jiemin when he felt about to *** as well.He trails his hands to choking at Jiemin neck,squezzed it hardly,it makes Jiemin was choked and breathlessy.

"Fuckk....!!"Tian sighs in pleasure when Jiemin enterence massaging his length tightly its make him ****** Jiemin roughly without caring about Jiemin was bleeding and dying now.

Tian ****** his length as *** burst filled up inside Jiemin.the blood and *** is spilled out until Jiemin thigh.

Jiemin collaps but Tian still keep jerking off Jiemin unconscious body to final his release inside Jiemin.

Tian pulls out Him's from Jiemin,stand up from bed and release Jiemin from tied.

After three hours,Jiemin awakes and felt hurt and pain in his body,and he find out the *** and blood mix together from his enterence until his thigh and still *****.

Jiemin cries,feeling so bad with his fate.being raped by his husband so bad in way.

Jiemin tried to wake up and sit at the edge of bed.sudden Tian comes into the room.

Jiemin stared hatred at Tian

"Don't come near by me..!!"

Tian stunned for awhile and smirked to Jiemin.

"Why..we are couple in front of God and legal...!why I can't come nearing you..??"

"**** you,Tian....don't act like nothing happen...!!i'am not your *****...!!"Jiemin growled angrily,the tears streaming behind his eyes while stared hatred at Tian.

"Of course you are not...so..you want me treat you well..??so stopping for rejecting me starts from now...!"

Jiemin sneering bitterly.

"If like that dump out your *****..!!"

Jiemin says sarcastically.

"You cant do that,right...??"

Tian gritten his teeth to hold his anger.

He is walks to approuching Jiemin and slapped him,and choking his neck hardly.

Jiemin feel choked and breathlessy .

"How dare you give me a choices...??who do you think you are,huh...****...!!"Tian growled angrily

"Jj...just..k..kill...me...!!"Jiemin hisses weakly along his tears drezzling down to his cheek.

"Y..you..such..aa...ss..son..of...bit..bitchh...!!'

Without any hesistassion Tian slapped Jiemin cheek again while pushed Jiemin laid on the bed,pull of his length and stuffing it into Jiemin mouth.

"Better you eat up this **** with your sexy lips than keep sworning me...!!"Tian shouted annoyed and starts to choking Jiemin roughy with his length.Jiemin trying to pushed it away by tapping on Tian thigh for having some air..but Tian looks simply pushed Jiemin head deeper until his throat,and sounding any couple of choked sound.

"**** ..even your mouth is so adorable,bitch..!"Tian moans while filled up Jiemin mouth with his ***.

Jiemin vomitting all the *** and falls limp into bed.

Tian get off from the bed and throwing five bills of one hundred dollars into Jiemin limp ***** body

"Here is your money for serving well,bitch..!!"Tian sneers to Jiemin

"I'll treat you bad,if you still keep rejecting me,Jiemin arh.. !!"

Jiemin tritten his fist to hold his anger.

"I'll make you pay all of it one day,bastrad...!!"Jiemin growled furiously.

With his strength,Jiemin wake up again and walking limps to the bathroom for dressed up without cleaned up the evidance on his body.before dressed up,he has camera capturing himself which is still full of *** and blood on the pit of his anal area. his swollen cheek ,with the dried blood from the tips of his lips.

Jiemin watching Tian went out with his car.this is his change to go out too.

Jiemin planning going to hospital ,looking for sexual assault forensic examiner to have autopsy check of sexual violence on his body.

At hospital...

The nurses in ER shook thier head to concerned about Jiemin condition now.

The standby docter named dr Jung ho seok is the first person who walks into Jiemin ward and give him first aid after Jiemin report to examiner.

"Are you korean too,Jiemin sshii...??"

Jiemin nods to him.

"Ne...bagsa'nim..."

"I will give you preventative medication from sexually transmitted infection...and some anti drepressant.."

Jiemin nods.

After that dr Jung injected antibiotics,some medication of sexuallity infections into Jiemin IV,and cured his anal area with some medication.

"Please collect his blood serum sample for STIs test..."

The nurse nods.

dr Jung ho seok stared at Jiemin for a while with pittyness.

"You can have your rest now...if you needed something..you can call me,Jiemin sshi..."

"Thanks...docter..."Jiemin says weakly.

dr Jung Hoseok walks away from Jiemin ward and back to docter room to signing the patients boards.

"Seokkie arh...let's have some lunch together...!!"Hoseok turned back his head to the sound direction.

Hoseok rounded his eyes disbelief for his best friends coming.

"Namjoonie.....!!what a surprise mann....???"Hoseok shouted happily while stand up and hugging his old pals.

"How many days already you stayed here,Joonie..??"

"Two days already...."Namjoon smiles.

"I have something to discuss with you...!lets have lunch first..."

"Wait....let me finishing my patient report first to forensic devision.."

Namjoon was surprised.

"Forensic...???is the patient pragnosist is black already..or the victim of attemped murder...??"Namjoon asking curiously.

"He is almost black...!he is the victim of sexually violence...!"Hoseok sigh desperately.

"I'am so pity with his condition.."

"Its seems you looks interested with him..."Namjoon says teasingly Hoseok.

"****....so where I must hidden my donkey...??"

Both of them burst into laugh.the donkey nickname is for Hoseok boyfreind,Andrew Kim...who is owned the Sohokim's club with Namjoon.

"So how about his condition now..??"

"Ermm..he is still need some rest to avoid panic attack .."Hoseok says

"Interested to seeing him...??"

"Okay..."Namjoon said while wearing his mask and following Hoseok into the wards.

Hoseok stopped his step around one meters from Jiemin wards and peeked him from the backwards of curtain.

Jiemin is fallin asleep.

"Here is he..."Hoseok whispers.

Namjoon was stunned.

it is him...?

"Who hurt him till like this...?the strangers or...?"

"His husband....!"

Namjoon starled.

"Is it him...?"Namjoon mumbled.

Namjoon walks towards Jiemin bedside while pay attention on his face.

From his eyes,nose and lips..Namjoon still keep remembering well,and his tears because of treaten so bad by his husband... his husband hurt him again...??

Without any realizing,Namjoon trails his fingers along that man face.

Jiemin whimps for a while to feel someone touches his cheek so gently.

Slowly Jiemin opened his eyes even still blurr,Jiemin can see that man is masked..like someone who is helped him after Tian treat him so bad in the hospital in the day Selena got accident.in his married day..!

"Joonie...!!!!are you crazy....????"Hoseok shierked under his breath and pulls Namjoon arms.

"No...Iam looking for him for along time already...it must be him....!!"

Hoseok shook his head and pulls Namjoon hand while walks away from ER.

Three hours later ..

Jiemin wakes up and whimpering,trying to sit down on the bed.one nurse comes to approuching him.

"Need any help,sir...??"

"Can you help me to prepared well my report documents...?I want to going home before my husband home..."

The nurse shocked and stared disbelief with Jiemin.

"You dont afraid thats your husband will hurt you again,sir...??"

Jiemin smiled bittery to her.

"Its okay...I just need this evident as my shield to fighthing him....I got my plans..."Jiemin said weakly and tried to shows his smiles

"But..thanks for your consern,ma'am.."

The nurse smiled back and going out to prepared all what Jiemin asking for.

Not long after that the nurse is coming back and pulls out Jiemin IV.

"If something bad happen to you,please come back to here..."the nurse said.

" I dont understand why your husband can treat you so badly eventhough you are look like an angel..."

Jiemin smiled.

"Thank you ma'am.."Jiemin smiled before walks out from ER .

****

Namjoon back to ER to found that man again.

"Are you crazy,Joonie....?dont get so involved with that man....!his husband must be paranoid...!!"Hoseok says worried.

"This is not his first time being treaten like this..I must help him..!"

"Joonie......!!back to your sense,please....!!"

"No,Seokkie arh...even its sound ridiculous...but I want him as mine..and I dont want to lost that chance again...!!"Namjoon said while keep running back to ER.

Hoseok runs after Namjoon too..,tried to stopped his freind madness.

"Where is him...?"Namjoon asked the nurse who is cleared the Jiemin ward bed.

"Ohh...he just leaving..he said must back before his husband home.."the nurse answered.

Hoseok and Namjoon starled for a moment

"What the ****...??"Namjoon growled angrily for losing that man again.

"Is he dumb...??he could be killed...!"

"The dumb one is you,Joonie arh...!!!forget him...!"Hoseok sighs desperately even he feel sorry for that man.

"If you have been ever in love so silly with someone once time,you will understand what i'am feel now,Seookie arh.."

Jiemin walks from hospital to the bus station .the skies is going dark already.

Jiemin eyes looks amazed with the bars,club along his paths in the road.

Jiemin stopped his eyes into one club,and there is a job vacancy as dancer is available.

"Sohokim club"

The club looks luxury with the highest class service.

Without considering,Jiemin opened the club door,and finding the receipsionist.

"Hai...sorry...the dancer vacancy is available..??"Jiemin asks the sexy women who is sitting in the receipsionist desk

The women smiles to him.

"Yes..still available....you can apply it,boy..!you can bring your curriclum vitae,and performance your dancing but as long as you know...this club is gay club...so if you are interested you can apply it...!"

Jiemin nods understand.

"Okay ...I'll back tommorow for interview...thank you..."

Jiemin walks back to bus station to going back home.the bus is waiting already and Jiemin go into the bus.

"I must ending this fuckin marriage..and get back my family company ...!"Jiemin mumbled desperately.

When he is home,Tian is waiting for him already.

"Where are you going..??"Tian asking angrily in tones.

Jiemin sneers bitterly to him

"It's not your business...!!"

"What the **** ..??" Tian growled while grabs Jiemin wrist roughly

"Don't touch me...!!or I'll sue you..!!"Jiemin hisses sarcastically

"Sue me... ???wow .. "

Tian laughed

Jiemin throw up the document of sexually violence report on the table

Tian stunned for a moment and read the documents

"Just wait my lawyer comes to sue you...Lee Hyung Sik...!!"

"**** ...!!!what are you planning for,huhh...??"Tian yelled furiously.

"Yes....let's deal for our marriage agreeing..!!or I'll show this sexually violence in public...and I'll sue back my family company from your father..!!"Jiemin sneers while stared hatred at Tian.

"Considering it with your sense,Lee Hyung Sik sshi...!!"

Jiemin walks away from Tian .

And with the sexually violence threaten ,Jiemin have half of his freedom back.

And he is apply as dancer in Sohokim club.

Andrew kim smiled happily after seeing the dance performance from the new candidates names Park jie min.

"Okay...since you know this club is gay club and your jobdesk is entartaint on the stage..I will evaluate you in a week during your trainee time.."the boss said while smiled to Jiiemin.

"You can start it tommorow night...!"

Jiemin nods happily

"But you cant serve the guests too who is dare to pay you...you can company them for drinks..or...something..like..one night stand..but of course the highest fee.."

Jiemin smiled.

"I'll consider about that sir...but I really got intresting at dancing only.."

"Okay...I'll cherish your decision..."

Andrew Kim stand up and shakes Jiemin hand.

"Welcome to Sohokim club ,Park jie min ..."

Jiemin smiled happily.

"Thank you sir..."

Jiemin walks out from his boss room and leave the club.

Even this job is not the best one...but he can begin to restoring ruins of hislife,and get back his freedom.

Jiemin walk along the boutique along the road and look at himself from the mirror of storefront.

" Jiemin arh...you are so pathetic..its time to walked bravely out from your patheticness .."Jiemin mumbled bittery while smiled at himself at the mirror.

Not long of that,Jiemin walks to the bus station waiting for the bus which can brings him home.

"Don't hold on for something you cant stand anymore..because the ending is you will hurted and hurt even more.."

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