Episode 4 : Before I Die

After what happened yesterday she still visited me , as if there's nothing happened between us , She's really brave to come at my place , does she not know that she almost die because of me . Does she really not afraid of dying?

Jade:“ daddy about yesterday I'm really sorry, I just want to surprise you with that"

Jade:“ I saw an old man that day carrying a painting so I ask him to paint me and you"

I just ignored her and walked past. why should I waste my time on a child who will die someday. I'm heading to my company now.

Jade: “ ummm~ daddy take care and I love you"

I stopped and turned around then look at her, this word again , I should feel annoyed about this but when she smiled at me and saying that word I just can't do anything.

I came back from my company very late it's already 10:00 p.m. But I saw Jade sitting on my sofa as if she's waiting for me .

Me:“ Oh what are you still doing here, do you want to die already?"

Jade:“ daddy before I die can you fulfill a little request of mine?"

hah! she even dare me to fulfill a wish from her.

Jade:“ before I die....."

“ can I sleep beside you ?"

this is her request? to sleep beside me? After I killed her mother I've been sleeping alone in my bed.

Me:“ well then I should grant a little wish of yours then"

I took her to my room, After I took a bath I saw her sound asleep in my bed , she slept so fast but she didn't use the blanket as if she gave the blanket all for me.

I covered her with the blanket, the blanket is big enough to cover two people.

I really wish I can kill you but I can't do it, do you know that?

I stared at her for a second and touched her forehead when I touched her forehead she smiled at me gently.

Me:“ if your mother didn't betrayed me before, We will live like a family in this world "

Maybe I should wait for a while before I can kill you, just for a while.

I slept beside her, but she hugged me I was shocked by her touch.

Me:“ huh? "

I stared at her but she's just smiling as if she really love what she's doing.

But I touched her hand too and tears started to flow in my eyes.

Me:“ huh why am I crying?"

I started to wipe my tears but it won't stop, then I just cried helplessly.

Me: “ hah! why *sniff* can't I stop this?"