Dreams
Hlo guys
Mm, to be true I am still not sure if I should do this. Then against everything here I am typing at 1.58 am instead of sleeping despite having class to attend today. Maybe I just felt I was so out of it today so I better start dumping everything. As in description this is a random rumbling of a college student facing problems everyone faces wanting to know she isn't alone in this.
Let's call myself Abi. Probably I won't be using the name much and still wanted you guys to know. It isn't my real name cuz can't risk someone knowing me stumble upon this. Just imagine that, it would be a total disaster. Oh god I hope that not a single soul I know come across this. Not like I know anyone using the app still for safety I will be Abi from now on. Even though Abi isn't my legal name it was something my grandfather (my pa's father) used to call me. I have no recollection of it as he died when I was around one year old. It was my mom who told me. I think no other soul than my ma remembers this. She told me my grandpa found it difficult to pronounce my name ( note it my name isn't even hard you can read and spell it easily ) typical old man gave me a nickname I never knew existed until an accidental slip up.
Ok ok. We will continue the past tomorrow let's enter today's entry.
08.09.2025 2.17am
Yesterday it was a lunar eclipse. For the first time in my life i saw it with my real eyes. Felt so happy. Yet I found myself clutching my chest to make the heaviness in my chest go away. As I finished writing my notes and scrolling for a bit I found myself at loss. Of what I don't know as I dragged my body to take bath the uneasy only grew. I messed up washing my hair, as the one packet of shampoo which should be enough felt inadequate. Finishing it I stumbled to change my clothes and i fell on the bathroom floor half dressed still i sat there for a moment cuz my head was finally clearing up. I feel unwell. Why ? Who knows. So that's why I am starting this I had this idea yesterday but never thought I would actually do it. So here I am now typing those words i usually write in my diary hoping for what even I don't know. Maybe the little girl in me wants to be noticed or she is just tired of being the happy sane one.
See you tomorrow if my resolve persists. Good night gotta sleep have class to attend at 8.30am, and it's 2.28am already. Bye bye. Hope I persist.
Have a great sleep and a great day everyone.
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It’s Rain…
So creative!!!! 🌸🌸🌸
2025-09-09
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