chapter 7

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...*jungkook's Pov*...

I can't do this. she'll be in danger. my enemies might target her and if Lisa stays there they might target all of them. her connection to me in any way, let it be Lisa or directly me, is really dangerous. I must scare her away from me. I can't let anybody hurt her, I must.... I must..... but I love her.... ugh..... I love you y/n ....i love...

"Huh? what's this? why are my hands wet? "

RM - hey jk, I've found more info on that topic you told.. hey jk! what happened?! why are you crying?! "

*c-crying? I haven't cried since I was 1*1.....what's this.......

my vision blurred as my eyes filled with tears. I brushed the off but they didn't stop.

"tell me jk, tell your hyung, I'll definitely find a way. " RM said as he hugged me.

" h-hyung I don't know what to do.... I want y/n but I don't want to put her in danger. how do I push her away when I'll go to bring Lisa home? I..... I want to scare her away... what should I do?"

RM smiled and game me a pat on the back

" jk, everything happens for a reason. what you'll do next, if you believe is good, will definitely be good. it's all about trust. yes, in every situation you'll face problems and you might even think that you've lost, but never forget that, that was YOUR decision and the destiny is also YOURS. so just trust yourself and do as you want." RM hyung said as he patted my hairs and left the room.

he is wright. I'll become bad to push y/n away. I must protect her.

...*after 4 days (****still in flashback****) *...

RM told me that Lisa and y/n will be visiting the amusement park today so I went there. I was stalking them waiting for the wright moment to appear. they've grown up. y/n was prettier than before. I saw Lisa go somewhere while y/n stood there. finding it the best time I followed her. she was looking for something desperately so I was just curious. then she jumped and went to the Washroom.

stupid girl, as always. I chuckled.

I waited there for her to come out.

after a few minutes when she didn't come out, I got worried and decided to go check.

suddenly I hit something. I never did this but I instinctively grabbed the little thing that was falling after hitting me. she looked up. she was my y/n. she was in my arm. for the first time in these 9 years I've seen her this close. she is even more beautiful at a closer look. her eyes, lips, nose-AH! what am I doing?!

I released her.ive to push her away. I must.

...fastforward-...

when Lisa and I were hugging I felt someone's arms around us. it was y/n. ii wanted to hug her, never letting her go but I've to push her. I mush

so I did

I pushed her and said those cruel words. this must be enough.... don't come to me y/n.

I stalked her for days. she don't eat well. she's getting thin and pale. should I just.. NO! her lively face turned gloomy and pale. the only time she smiles is in front of granny, a fake smile. that hurts me the most, but she will accept it sooner or later and will move on. that'll be better.

Huh? where is she going?

I followed she. she went to the police station. I know why. but that'll be of no use. I'm the most powerful mafia boss, what can police do? I watched as they forced y/n out as y/n cursed them. she got into her car and drove of.

I followed her

I followed her to the park. she got off. she looked weak. she might fall at any moment! AH! she's falling!

my legs moved automatically but.. someone caught her. he looked at her features. he's looking at her face and then took her! who's that b**tard!!

F**k! that's jakson!

I am alone at this moment I can't do anything now. jakson is the second most powerful mafia boss of South Korea. he must be armed. I mustn't do anything. I've to make a plan.

I went to my office and told the boys everything and we were ready with the plan.

suga, RM and jin will go evacuate granny first. then I, v, hope and v will evacuate y/n.

I knew jakson will take her out the next the. I just knew that he will. so we follower them separately.

...*on the 1st entrance in the amusement park *...

I saw ' that jakson' grabbing MY y/n tight from her waist and lean towards her ear! I'm gonna kill him for sure! then y/n ran towards my direction.

this is the time

when we were out of jakson's sight. I grabbed y/n's waist and covered her mouth and hid her behind the tree. she was shocked but for me she was beautiful. she asked me questions and I answered them harshly so that she'll stay away from me.

her evacuation was successful.

in my mansion she asked about Lisa. she must forget her! that's too much danger! she fall in the hands of that jakson just by looking for Lisa! she's so dumb! I must push her away! she mustn't come closer to us!

I yelled at her. she looked terrified. but I controlled my self and gave her a creepy grin to make her hate me more and went outside after ordering the maids to show her her room.

my first love. I've loved you since the first time I saw you. in those past 9 years that love has grown ever more. but we're not meant to be with each other.

I wish she'll hate me...

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