Chapter 3 - Khwab Aur Haqeeqat Ke Darmiyan
Jab meri aankhen phir se khuli, toh main apni asli duniya mein nahi thi.
Main ek gehri, andheri jagah mein thi - jahan waqt thama hua lag raha tha.
Mujhe pata tha main coma mein hoon, lekin mera dil aur meri rooh kahin aur thi - usi sapno ki duniya mein jahan Jungkook aur BTS mujhe bula rahe the.
Mere aas paas ek sukoon tha, par saath hi ek ajeeb si udaasi bhi.
Main apni asli duniya se door thi, lekin us sapne mein zinda tha mera dil.
Woh jagah phoolon se bhari, roshniyon se chamakti hui thi, jahan BTS mere saath the.
Jungkook ki muskurahat mere liye sabse badi himmat thi.
"Dar mat, Ayesha," uski awaaz mere kanon mein gunjti thi, "Main tumhare saath hoon, hamesha."
Lekin mera dil mera haalaat bhool nahi raha tha.
Meri amma hospital ke waiting room mein apne haathon ko jor ke baithi thi, ankhon mein aansu aur dil mein fikr.
Mere dost college mein mere liye dua kar rahe the, par koi nahi jaanta tha ke main kis haal mein hoon.
Sapno ki duniya mein, main Jungkook ke saath thi, lekin mera asli badan behosh tha.
Main chahti thi apne dil ki baat us se karun, apne dard ko us se baantun, lekin mere honton par alfaaz nahi the.
Bas aankhon se usse baat karti thi, aur wo mujhe samajhta tha.
Ek din Jungkook ne kaha, "Ayesha, yeh duniya tumhare liye ek moqa hai. Par tumhe apni asli zindagi bhi samajhni hogi."
Main boli, "Mujhe dar lagta hai. Kya main apni zindagi kho doongi?"
Woh mere haath mein haath lekar bola, "Nahi, tumhara junoon tumhe dono duniyaon mein jeena sikhayega."
Lekin ussi waqt wo jealous fan phir se aaya, zyada badhkar, zyada khatarnaak.
Usne kaha, "Yeh jagah tumhari nahi, Ayesha. Tumhara asli jahaan tumhara intezar kar raha hai."
Maine apni poori himmat se kaha, "Yeh mera sapna hai, aur main ise chor nahi sakti."
Jungkook ne mujhe gale lagaya, aur kaha, "Hum tumhare saath hain, tum tanha nahi ho."
Is sapno ki duniya mein, har pal mere jazbaat badh rahe the, lekin asli duniya ka dard mere dil ko choo raha tha.
Meri amma ne mujhe apne haathon se chuma, aur dua ki, "Meri beti, wapas aa ja."
Woh dard mere sapno mein bhi mehsoos hota tha.
Phir ek din, main apne room mein thi, Jungkook mere saamne tha, aur usne kaha, "Ayesha, tumhe apni zindagi ka faisla lena hoga. Kya tum sapno ki duniya mein rehna chahti ho, ya apni asli duniya mein lautna chahti ho?"
Mera dil tukde tukde ho raha tha.
Par maine apni awaaz mein himmat daali, "Main apni zindagi nahi chhod sakti. Main dono duniyaon ko jeena chahti hoon."
Tabhi mujhe ek roshni dikhai di.
Woh meri asli duniya ki taraf ek raah thi.
Mujhe pata tha ki wapas jaana mushkil hoga, par Jungkook ne mera haath mazbooti se pakad liya.
"Main tumhare saath hoon," usne kaha.
Aur main apni aankhon ko band kar ke apni asli zindagi mein wapas laut aayi.
Meri aankhen khulne par, sab mere aas paas khade the - meri amma, doctor, aur mere dost.
Sab ki aankhon mein aansu the, lekin chehre par khushi bhi.
Main wapas aa gayi thi.
Lekin mera dil ab bhi sapno ki duniya mein tha, Jungkook ke saath.
Maine apni zindagi ke liye ek nayi umeed paayi thi - ke sapne sach hote hain, agar unhe sach karne ki himmat ho.
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End of Chapter 3
Written by Ubaidkk
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