How I found BTS?

As I said in previous episode, my friend Ashalid introduced BTS to me. We had morning classes from 6am.We used to go school together. Ashalid was not really a morning person. It was hard for her to wake up and get ready. So, I used to reach her home at 5:30am. I used to go then wake her up. Until she gets ready she used to give me her phone and force me to watch BTS moments. Her bias was Kim Taehyung (V). I was forced to watch for 1week then I started liking those videos. After that, she introduced every member to me. At first it was hard to even recognize their faces (well that's not same at all now I can say who is singing by only hearing their voice). After I remembered every member's name,she showed me their music videos. Dope was my first song. But I was still not that interested in them.But Ashalid didn't gave up and kept on forcing me to watch them. On April 4, BTS released Black Swan. That was the time when I claimed myself as BTS ARMY (fans of BTS). Ashalid was so happy when said I wanted to stan BTS. Soon then pandemic started which means more time to watch BTS. During the pandemic, I used to watch BTS moments,their music videos,interviews and all. Then BTS released We are bulletproof pt.2, I literally cried watching that music video it was so good.All the hardships they went through paid off at the end.I was so happy for them. Watching them used to make me feel good. Even though I'm crying if I watch their even one video I start to smile forgetting everything. When I feel low I used to think about killing or hurting myself but BTS encouraged me to not give up in every way.They made feel like I was never alone.I took them as my inspiration.I started to listen what they say cause everything they said were so comforting to me.I felt their love through screen I was alone but they never let me feel alone.

Slowly I started to forget about my past.I no longer cared what people say.I still had hard time during night but it was better than before.As I started to stan BTS,I was losing my relation with Aniyos as she didn't stan BTS meanwhile my relation was getting stronger with Ashalid. Me and Ashalid started to spend more time together. I was afraid if I was coming between Ashalid and Aniyos. I was afraid if they would stop talking to me so I stopped meeting Ashalid for few days. But she used to force me to meet cause she knew what I was going through. And just like that we again started to spend time together. The thread of my relation with Aniyos was hanging in the name of Ashalid.

I'm getting emotional🤧 I try to write more in next episode. Love ya'll💞

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