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•No one wants her as their choice..

•No one acknowledged her presence..

•She's nothing but a replacement..

•U are a disgrace..

•She was an unwanted guest in her own house

"Are we supposed to accept this nobody into our family"

•My relationship with everyone has remained strained neither warmth nor hatred, just a void of indifference..

•They wanted her to bow, to break, to accept her place in silence. But she was never meant to be tamed..

•Mornings are always different for everyone

•Her chest tightened.. Someone has finally seen her. Someone finally acknowledged her presence..

•You are stronger than u think..

•Her presence commanding attention..

•She felt something inside her crack. She turned to walk away, unwilling to hear her existence to be reduced to a mistake..

•Sometimes I feel like I am just waiting for the moment they finally tell me to leave

•Love isn't always the words. Sometimes, it's in the way u refuse to walk away

•some silence can give a wound deeper then any insult. Her heart ached, but she stood tall. If no one's ready to fight for her, she will fight for herself..

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You know what

I just hate myself for existing..

I am feeling disgusting of my presence..

It would have been much better if I had died before..

I am always the one to give pain and sufferings to others..

It's like that's the motive of my life..

Whatever I do it will cause negative effect of others..

My existence is the whole fucking hell for others..

I am just a burden in their life..

Why don't someone just come and kill me becoz of these reasons.. Many murders are happening.. They are killing the one who wants to live and not killing who fucking wants it..

I just need one chance, just one chance and I will end my life.. Then they will be able to live freely without a nuisance and burden..

I don't even have a reason to live anymore.. I don't even know why I am just existing and being a burden for everyone😂 even for mother earth

Now I got to know the meaning of pang in heart.. It's very hearvy to hold up from crying ur heart out in a running class, but I won't be able to control it for long... It all becoz of me only.. It's good that all these is happening with me.. Atleast by then I won't regret in future.. Atleast they will live happily without me..

Am I really that much irritating.. Why do I have to be the one to always bow.. Do I really have any value.. I don't think so. It's eating me from inside.. I am becoming empty inside out.. I don't show doesn't mean it doesn't hurt.. It's like.. Like I am someone to is trying to blend in a group who don't see my worth.. Or do I really have any worth?..

My crying doesn't matter.. This also won't matter.. I will again be forgotten like always..

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