PS I LOVE YOU (NOT)

PS I LOVE YOU (NOT)

Chapter 1: The emergency

...Shyla...

14th July 2025 :

Hi! This is Shyla Collins. Welcome to my diary journal. Well, I love my diary. The love of my life. Ah! Dramatic much. I know. What can I do my life is full of drama and surprises. Well, I am just 17 but, but it's dramatic as hell. Can you believe I still don't have a boyfriend. Shocking! I know right. Well, uh! what can I say, I am pretty much popular in my school but the boys in my school. Urgh! They are so fucking cringey. No one matches my vibe. There is something I must admit. I don't like vanilla. I am looking for someone who drives me to the edge, who know how to handle things, I want someone who is extremely passionate and someone who is just obsessed with me, someone who is jealous and hella possessive about me. I know maybe it's too much to ask but yeah me being me I won't settle for less. Well, my dear mom is calling me for my brunch, it's breakfast plus lunch duh! obvs I wake up late. Well, I must go now, or she'll kill me fr. Hello dear diary here I come. Today I had the most boring thing for my brunch. It's just bread butter and banana. Ugh! hate it! hateeeeee it! Oh! btw bad news. No worst news. My parents have to go overseas for some whatever reasons I don't know. No that's not the worst part. The worst part is that they are sending me to his house. Out of everyone him. Why ?? Ugh! I hate him more than anyone in my 17 years of life. He is so fucking rude and arrogant, I sometimes wish to fucking beat him like anything. Like ugh he gets on my nerves for real. The worst part is he is hot like hot as hell. No I am not fangirling him or anything. It's just a guy like him shouldn't be this hot. It's unfair to other guys. Did I mention you how tall is he? Yup! He is 6'2". And he is the fucking popular guy. Ugh. Sometimes it's just so hard to hate him. But then his cocky attitude reminds me my reason for the hatred towards him. And no we are in different schools but hah I am ashamed to admit that I have stalked him like anything so although I am not supposed to know anything about him , I just fucking know it and I am not guilty about it. I mean it's just a harmless stalking. Totally not obsessing over him duh. I still hate him like anything. Oh! I missed the funniest part didn't I? Guess what! He is in a relationship with my childhood bully. Ironic? Not much. Does that make me hate him more? Hell yeah. I hate how his brown eyes glow when he sees her. No I am not jealous obvs. It's just they are so cliche. AWW! THE PERFECT COUPLE. PERFECT my foot. If I had the chance to push them off a cliff, I would do that in a heartbeat. Okay so the bully I am talking about is beautiful as fuck. Her name is Kristina Venus. Classic bimbo. Blondie, bully, head of the mean girl group,etc,etc. Did I mention his name though? He is Aaron Houston. He is the god of football. The football quarterback dating the mean popular girl, not surprising plot at all. The only thing I am happy about is that they both are reading at the same school and I am reading in different school. Yay! So fucking happy.And yeah maybe I did stalk my bully as well. I mean why not? Stalking is fun. I can't fucking believe I am about to spill it. So, yeah before this hating game between Aaron and me I did have a major crush on him. He is the son of my father's best friend, and they are pretty close. By close I mean they can totally do anything for each other. So I was introduced to Aaron when I was just 5 years old. He was so sweet back then. It's so surprising that we were best friends up to class 6. I am shocked myself , I mean the guy who was once my best friend now means nothing to me . All I have for him is just hate and pure hate. It hurts to think that once we had so great bond that we were literally inseparable. But I have long moved on. I don't give a fuck about him or his business anymore. So yeah I am super annoyed that now I have to go and live with him for 2 months. God just give me strength so that I can tolerate him. That Kristina she fucking managed to turn him against me and it worked. She would deliberately bully me and when I took a stand for myself she would cry and go to Aaron for help. And Aaron would believe her without giving a second thought. It hurt to think that he would believe some other over me, his best friend. Anyway, those days are gone. And now I have to fucking be mentally prepared to handle his arrogance. Urgh! And yes, I can take my own stand coz bitches I don't need any man. So yeah, that foolish Aaron can date that snake. I deserve better huh. Oh god ! No matter how many times I say I don't care I am hella worried to face him again after 6 years. P.S: he moved to a different school(his current school) and we never saw each other again. I do deserve an apology from both of them but fuck them anyways. Who cares now. But I will not lie . I don't know how to face him after all this drama. I mean sure I do hate him but still it's so hard for me . oh my dear diary wish me luck. No more time to waste now. Mom is calling me downstairs to drop me at their house. I shall get ready now. Bye bye. I will surely give you updates . Hope I can survive. Yay! So excited(not).

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