EPISODE 1: KAWAI YIRUZAMA

If only i was good enough...

If only i was a bit funnier...

If only... i was kind enough...

Will it be like this?

They all look happy

They all look satisfied

They all... They are great.

A smile curved in my lips, as i look at them

It feels like yesterday, i was the one standing beside them

Now, here i am, Moping around here

Wishing someone will ask if im alright...

But, that just never happens.

If a person already has what they want

They wont care about anything around them

They wont even waste a second giving attention

to something or someone.

They're just...just LIKE ME.

Everyone is just the same

No one can deny that,

You know yourself that you are no diffirent

Even if it comes to the worst side of a person

You can try to be kind

You can try to be Selfless

But there will be the time

That you must stop hiding

Hiding from your true self

Hiding from your dark side

Because tyou are too afraid

that they will leave you

When you show them

what you are truly made of.

There is no such thing as "pure"

Everyone is just dark as the others

if you look more carefully

No one can deny that too.

They said i was selfish that's why i was left alone

They said i was boring that's why they left

Well, cant deny that

That was a sure thing, im boring.

EPISODE 1: KAWAI YIRAZUMA

Im a great fan of animes! yeah OTAKU, that's what they call me. But... Not all people likes watching animes so... I DONT HAVE FRIENDS... well, i do have a few but... THEY ALL LEFT, yeah that's just how life is right?

Reading mangas, Watching anime, thise are my hobbies but... for a 20 year old girl like me, others my age really dont understand me like "Duhh...they like flirting with boys more than hanging out with me" So... I decided to be alone.

Well it's not really that lonely, just eating with me by myself when lunvh time and seating with only me in a line of chairs, it's not that lonely. :)

"Ms. Yirazuma"

I woke up from my daydreaming when i heard my name.

"Y-yes?! " I panicked.

"Ms. Yirazuma, do you think my class is a joke? "

the wicked professor asked.

"Uhh... o-of course not! "

my voice was trembling and so is my body.

I got too preoccupied sh*t! i thought.

"*sigh, Class dismissed, Ms. Yirazuma go to my office"

Tsk. That grumpy old man!! ￣へ￣

always calling me when im daydreaming hmp.

"Yes sir ^_^" i replied.

Gosh... what a waste of time.

I walk through the corridor...same as usual

Im their daily topic ~_~

I wish i could graduate as fast as i can

This isn't a university,

It's HELL, a hell for those like me

well even if i dont really care...

Im still human...

Ughh... How i wish im just an anime character

But... of course that's impossible.

When i reached old grumpy's office,

I grabbed the door knob and opened it

The next thing i know, everything went black.

-End of episode 1-

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