who am I

"will you be my girlfriend?"

"yes I will."

.. Emily...

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I'm Emily. Right now, a beautiful boy has proposed to me on his knees. The boy's name is Joan. How can I reject such a handsome boy proposing in front of the whole campus? I'm already weak towards beauty. On top of that, Joan is the heartthrob of my university. Everyone on the whole campus is looking at her in surprise. No one can believe that the heartthrob of the university can propose to a nobody like me in front of everyone.

I'm not very good looking. Average looking with black hair, brown eyes. Average body figure. Financially average too. No one understands how a 6ft tall, black hair, blue eyed rich boy can propose to such a nobody. Our journey begins from this proposal.

Everyone on campus is very jealous and admires us. We were the golden couple of the campus.

I was sure from the beginning that Joan might not really love me. For what purpose did he propose to me? After a month of our relationship, I asked him if he really loved me or if he proposed to make one of his ex jealous? If it was the latter, tell me in advance. I don't want to be heartbroken. He smiled nervously and said that he really loves me. I never asked him again.

We completed our graduation together. After graduation, he joined his family business. I also got a job as a lecturer and joined it. Five years have passed since our relationship. Since entering our careers, we both have become very busy. We cannot give each other time like before. So he talks about living with him. I keep avoiding him on various excuses. To be honest, nothing has happened between us even after five years of being in a relationship. We have not even kissed each other, let alone exchanged V-cards. When I first said that I do not want to be intimate before marriage, I saw the relieved in his eyes.

Don't get me wrong, I'm a girl with lots of romance experience. I have dated so many people. Yes I know I'm not attractive but not too much unattractive either. People don't notice me first. They only noticed me when I want them to. I've a big secret that's nobody knows. I can date so many people at once but they won't notice a thing. I'm not a big fan of myself. But I do like some part of myself. I've lot's of boyfriends and they all have one think similar. They are all so handsome.

So when joan proposed me it didn't surprise me. On the other hand I said yes. I didn't love him but couldn't say no to his handsome face. Once I asked him will he ever cheat on me if his ex comes back or he ever found another love of his life. He stared at me for a very long time then he coldly said " I RATHER DIE THEN CHEAT ON YOU." Then in low voice he said while looking at the blue sky , " I'm not a heartless monster to abandon my love of life."

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