Prediction

I was curious about the relation between prasu and Mini. I couldn't rest, every time new

thoughts were rising. So I stalked old photos of Mini and Prasu and I found a lot of

them. Their photos were like highlighting everywhere. How I couldn't Notice? I

was just looking at Mini's profile but I forgot to look at Prasu. I saw Prasu photo with Mini cooking together, Hanging

out together, their photo on a picnic, their photo on every school program

though they were best friends which prasu has already stated me but I couldn't stand the fact that any other boy is

closer to Mini. Actually, Mini and Prasu were best friends but it seemed like they were husband and wife, a beautiful couple with no disputes. As far as I know, Mini is a dramatic person and she always do some serious pranks on

their friend and she also do fighting with her other friends but with Prasu she never argues, I never saw them on the opposite side for any issue.

If anyone is such perfect then there must be something wrong. Prasu and Mini were so perfect that amazed me. How could Mini be his friends for such long? Later on, after two-three days of observing I found  Prasu also have a huge crush on her and he couldn't tell his words to Mini But it was just my observation. I came to say this because every time whenever Mini comes near him, he used to act which was not normal and tries to impress her.

One day Mini asked Prasu for practical report photos and he gave her after half an hour. I knew this because Prasu hadn't completed the report and he asked me for Mini. Even I hadn't completed but he requested

me for so long. He kept on asking very desperately. so, I asked my other friend and I forwarded it to him. While asking he never mentioned Mini and see how ironic the situation created, To provide that sheets to Prasu,

At first, I had asked with Mini. She replied to me that the same thing she has asked with Prasu. so I moved to my other friend and sent him. That day, It triggered me, Why this so-called best friend, besties, childhood friends, and whatever they say have no conflicts at all. The thing is that you cannot deny your crush on anything

whatever the situation generates.

you always get agreed with her,

irrespective of your convenience.  You never argue, you always try to be a

perfect boy and always tries to impress her. Though that was just an

observation and my doubts about Prasu but I was  95 % confident in my doubts.

That whole day I was in confusion. "shall I ask directly with Prasu ?" or "shall I just remain silent?" and I decided that I shouldn't be any obstacle and difficulties for them. I decided to step myself out from there.

It was so hard to take this but I know that feeling when some third person arrives in the middle of your story.

You feel completely exhausted, depressed, and extremely mad. It feels like someone just kicked you out of your

own home.

it's easy to love someone but it's really really tuff to express your words. I didn't take this decision because

of Prasu, because he is my friend. I took this decision to get myself out and thought to never pursue my love and feelings again for Mini because I tried to keep myself in Prasu's place and I realized the fact that how miserable the situation would be if I snatch those all feelings. And to be honest, I could have said Mini all of those words and express my feelings for her. I was just making more and more comfortable situations but after knowing the fact that someone other who is more desperate for her, someone who is better than me, someone who loves her

from the day when he even didn't know the spelling of love. I have no courage left to confess my love.

At some point, I became mad at Prasu for many days in class, I couldn't act normal in front of him Or either in

front of Mini but after spending some days I realized how stupid this Prasu is. He doesn't even make her laugh, he always does exactly the same what Mini says to her.

I thought internally that "its good Prasu didn't say anything to Mini otherwise she would have definitely rejected him and the friendship also would get ended ." Because what I think is that when there are no conflicts, Attachments doesn't exist. some little fights and arguments make people closed. The little pranks make memories and those are the memories that bind them together in a single string.

This is the main reason why boys cannot express their deep love. it's not because they are coward and weak but they are careful about the attachments with that girl. What if she rejects me and never talks with me? If anyone is in love with a girl and she is a good friend, he enjoys her company, he feels great when she comes nearby him, when she shares her every tiny experience with him. he feels special to her every time and he is always ready to help her without hesitating even for a second. These little things are the moments he will miss every day if she rejects her.

These little things wouldn't be little anymore and he will feel a true meaning of loneliness for which he was never ready. These are the memories for which boys are hungry for and they never want these little things gets disappeared. This is the reason why Boys are afraid of expressing their words. This is not a coward, this is taking care of friendship bond.

As days were passing, I was trying to avoid Mini. I was ignoring her but deep inside my heart only knows how worse it felt when the nerve of your heart gets teared up when your dream girl left only as a dream. For letting it go, hasn't been easy for me at all. It hurts , It really hurts ...😭😭😩😭😥

what happened the next day was really shocking for me. I couldn't have slept that night and I was just imagining Mini. Her first look, how she used to smile in slow motion, and her killer look. though I was avoiding her I don't know what happened at that moment she texted me and we began to conversate. Finally, I asked her in a direct tone.

"you and Prasu look good together" and she replied very humbly. "No, he is my best friend, and moreover he is like my brother. I don't have any such feelings for him and I am pretty sure neither he has."

I was like "what, seriously?". This was not what I thought of but I knew that not Mini, but Prasu likes her a lot with all his heart. At that time I didn't know what to say. That was a really confusing moment for me. I was somehow relaxed, happy, and at the same time, I felt Bad for Prasu too.

I didn't know how to elongate that conversation more so saying her "Bye Mini, I am falling asleep now " I just left her in the middle of the conversation and went offline.

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