Day to Face

On the way to school with huge excitement

Last night was so good and short

that my eyes are still red but I can handle that. As more distance is being

covered my feelings for the mini are getting more and more intense.  So,

finally reached school but I got late for my class. the assembly for the morning prayer is already over, and I couldn't attend it. And this is the first time in my new school where I got punishment so I have to stay out of my classroom for nearly 45 minutes. I was like "why these all happen with me when something good was about to happen". it's

not only about the late, actually, for today's class, I was so excited that I forgot my English textbook at home.

Now I have to stay outside in my second period too. while walking on the road, there was

like intuition that I forgot something but didn't remember at that time. I always feel this when something I forget in my home. do other people also have such intuitions? for example; when I forget the room key, when I forget to turn

off the lights switch, or wherever I left the home unlocked. After forgetting these all things to do, my mind keeps on rolling to recheck it but today because of the excitement I left my textbook.

so, This was not a good starting of the day but guess what, It's actually very good because today I didn't have to

see through the window for Mini as I could see her from where I was standing.

And I could watch her smile very clearly. she is talking with her friends, I wanna know the topic of their conversation.

Her expression is damn cute. she takes off her spectacles, Her small eyes get smaller and more attractive. her

curly hair seems like a noodle colored in brown. Her red cheek seems like a delicious cake. she is just a perfect recipe. I was drowning in the ocean of her eyes deeper and deeper, I wish nobody picks me up from there.

wow, this was the moment I really felt how attractive she really is.  Suddenly she turned to the side and

saw me and hurriedly I waved my hand towards her, it was a reflexive action. After a few seconds, I was like

" oh shit, I shouldn't have waved my hands" cause I drew every student's attraction towards me and made them laugh at me. I was so embarrassed. Mini hide her laughing face and luckily no one noticed her but

later on everyone was asking me to whom I waved that.

Bells rings...

Finally, the period is over. I really loved these 40 minutes If I hadn't been overly excited I could have enjoyed the last 5 minutes too. Anyway, now I have to also spend my second period outside but the English teacher forgave me for not bringing the textbook. so, I entered the class and everyone is giving me a sarcastic smile

and waving at me just in front of my eye. It seems too funny for them. eventually, I saw Shikshya sitting on my left bench. when I looked at her face, within a second she turns her head to another side. clearly showing that she is

still mad at me. oh my god, her angry expression

really gonna make me scared. her offensive facial expression.

Just after the period gets over I

tried to go nearby her and to quickly apologize but I thought am I taking it

very seriously? it already passed two days. Felt shy but also I went to her and

said sorry straightly. and I was about to express my regretting words, she told

me "it's okay" in a very loud voice. I never thought she would be such angry. I went to her again to say sorry again but she went off without saying any words. okay, I don't think she would forgive me now. I will try after some days.

 so finally it's break time.

I saw Mini coming out of the class.

she is coming towards my class, she walks slowly, and suddenly her eye gets in contact with my eye. for nearly

10 seconds we saw each other and I felt like the time has stopped right at the moment and after that slowly she stretches her lips like a tight rubber getting loosen, smiling, giving me a killer look. My mouth automatically got wide opened and for one more time I tried to talk with her waving my hand and saying her "hello".

and then we had a simple conversation. She asked me the reason why I need to wave my hand in front of everyone especially when you are punished in the middle of the period?

Looking at her eyes

*** (Inner me: How to say you Mini, my hands itself gets uplifted to say you, hello, my mouth itself gets wide opened, my heart itself beats ten times faster, from the day I saw you, my eyes is always looking for you. I feel like I am losing myself. I never had such feelings before. I know you will never accept me but I always imagine the situation where I could put these words in front of you and wait for your positive reply)***

Mini: Hey, shree where are you lost??

ME: ummm...No, I was just ahhhh.....

Mini: anyway, I will talk to you later

She went with her friends

After meeting her today, it"s feels like I am still unknown to her. I have observed several times, Girls do not get as friendly enough as they used to be in social media. she doesn't give the same response as on Facebook.

Before meeting her I always used to imagine the ways to get my conversation interesting and funny so that she would never feel bored talking with me But what I see is that the biggest problem is her friends. There are always some friends with Mini, they never leave her alone, not even for a second. while going library, while going to the canteen, and even while going to the washroom. Mini always walk having 2-3 of her friends surrounded by. And I don't feel comfortable talking in front of her friends. I feel like those two-three of her friends are thrones surrounding the most beautiful and adorable Rose of the entire Garden and I think That's the reason why she feels comfortable only on Facebook rather than Face to Face.

When she returned she even didn't notice me. She didn't look at my section and she went straight to her class.

And at this point, I realized I am overthinking about her and going too fast. Maybe it takes a lot of time to make myself feel the special or a close person to her.

While on another side, Shikshya was still angry with me, and when I asked her for a water bottle she just drank all of it.😆😆🤣😆🤣.It was funny though. and then she gave me the empty water bottle.

Shikshya : "you asked for a bottle, not for water"

Me: "what I am supposed to do with the empty bottle"

Shikshya" you can go out and come by re-filling that with water"

So, I went outside not because I wanted to fill water but I got another reason to see Mini's face. Actually, it was summertime, and to refill the water we had to go downstairs three-floor down and then again returning to class walking a lot of stairs. The stairs could make anyone tired.

After getting into the class, Shikshya asked me for her water bottle, actually, she wanted to drink more water so, as same as Shikshya, I drank all I could and the rest of it I gave it to my friends and then I returned the Empty bottle.

She became more offensive but I enjoy her.

and now its the time for going home after school.

While walking, I saw Prasu and Mini were going home together and I doubted that is there anything between him and Mini? I mean Prasu told me he is a friend of Mini since childhood but the way both of them were talking seems like both of them were two lovebirds.

This again made me surrounded by a lot of questions but I do have hope that there is nothing such things between them. So, tomorrow at the very beginning of the class I will ask Prasu about Mini and him.

Going home with an upset-face. I was aware of the fact that we should never judge the situation without proper information on it but yet I was afraid of Prasu answers.

What if he says he likes Mini?, What if they are in a relationship? ......

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