Our Chaos, My Secret Crush

Our Chaos, My Secret Crush

Fried Rice and First Glances

After a long holiday, today was officially my first day back at school for the new year.

And yeah, I’m sixteen now — hello, sweet sixteen! 💃

I’m Nesya.

And I’m definitely not one of those girls with a perfect boyfriend, a squad of BFFs, or a picture-perfect family.

But let’s not get into my tragic backstory. 🤫

No drama today — I was too busy feeling a weird kind of excitement.

Because this year?

Something tells me it’s going to be unforgettable.

…Oops. There’s my school bus. 🚌

And surprise, surprise — the ride was as boring as watching paint dry. 🥱

When I finally got to school, it felt exactly the same as every other year:

same faces, same classrooms, same sleepy me. 😫

That is… until I hit the canteen.

I was absolutely starving — and not just for food, but for a break from this déjà vu life.

So off I went to get my favorite fried rice.

And by the way, I was with Lara — you know, that classmate who insists we’re best friends. 🥸

Anyway, after I grabbed my food and a drink, I was heading back to my table like a queen on a mission to demolish some fried rice.

And then.

Boom. 💥

That’s when I saw him.

A new guy.

A face I’d never seen before.

And in that tiny second — I swear — the world hit slo-mo like some cheesy romance movie.

My heart? Practically doing backflips.

Time literally paused long enough for me to go,

“Wait, who is that?! 🔥”

And just as quickly as it began, the moment was over.

I was back in my seat, fried rice in front of me,

acting like nothing had happened — but let’s just say my brain was playing that little encounter on repeat. 🎬💖

And I had a feeling that moment?

Oh, it was definitely going to haunt me for a while.

After a few days, I found out his name—Kaysan. His class was just next door to mine. He often came by to meet someone from my class—Skyrt.

Skyrt and I had known each other for about two years. He used to be my cousin’s best friend, and because of that, he would always find a reason to tease me. Last year, we even ended up in the same class. We weren’t exactly friends, but we weren’t strangers either.

Skyrt still teased me, often in front of everyone—including Kaysan. And maybe that’s when Kaysan started to notice me. I usually responded to Skyrt with a cold stare or an argument, and sometimes I even hit him on the shoulder. (Oh! I forgot to mention—I’m learning taekwondo, so when I hit someone… yeah, it actually hurts.)

But deep down, I kind of liked it when Skyrt teased me in front of Kaysan. Maybe because it made Kaysan look my way—even if just for a moment.

It’s been three months now… and still, I haven’t had a single conversation with Kaysan.

Episodes
1 Fried Rice and First Glances
2 That Awkward Moment When Crush Knows Too Much and You Want to Rewind Time (Or Become Invisible)
3 When Teasing Cuts Too Deep
4 The Drama of a Stubborn Crush and a School Bus
5 Undercover Drama & Late-Night Calls
6 Together, Even When Apart
7 When the Big Brother Doesn’t Care (But I Do)
8 The Theme Park Trip That Drove Me Crazy (Literally) Part 1
9 The Theme Park Trip That Drove Me Crazy (Literally)Part 2
10 The Day I Spoke for Her — and Myself
11 In My Silence, You Heard Everything
12 I Push You Away, You Stay Anyway
13 When a Fevered Fox Finds Her Bunny
14 I Thought I Mattered…
15 Alone, Until Tiny Footsteps
16 Regret in Every Step
17 A Birthday Wish for Forgiveness
18 Closer Than Ever, Farther Than Before
19 Too Late to Be Heard
20 Not All Scars Bleed
21 A Whisper from the Past
22 He Held Pompom Like Hope
23 The Case Is Closed. But My Heart Isn’t
24 I Was Never the Girl You Wanted
25 What They Broke, I Rebuilt
26 The Day Truth Stood Tall
27 A Glimpse from the Past, and a Hand That Never Let Go
28 The Name I Thought I’d Forgotten
29 The Name I Thought I’d Forgotten II
30 This Time, I Won’t Run
31 Just for Tonight, Let’s Be Us Again
32 I Just Wanted to Camp... Not Catch Feelings
33 Because You Deserved Someone to Stay
34 The Accident That Felt Like Home
35 Sticky Notes & Unspoken Goodbyes
36 Scarlet Shadows in the Mountain
37 The One We Chose to Save
38 The Secrets We Carry Home
39 Interrupted Confession & Hoodie Princess Chaos
40 One Month to Steal Your Heart
41 The Bodyguard and the Flirt
42 The Sweetest Challenge
43 Tangled Hearts
Episodes

Updated 43 Episodes

1
Fried Rice and First Glances
2
That Awkward Moment When Crush Knows Too Much and You Want to Rewind Time (Or Become Invisible)
3
When Teasing Cuts Too Deep
4
The Drama of a Stubborn Crush and a School Bus
5
Undercover Drama & Late-Night Calls
6
Together, Even When Apart
7
When the Big Brother Doesn’t Care (But I Do)
8
The Theme Park Trip That Drove Me Crazy (Literally) Part 1
9
The Theme Park Trip That Drove Me Crazy (Literally)Part 2
10
The Day I Spoke for Her — and Myself
11
In My Silence, You Heard Everything
12
I Push You Away, You Stay Anyway
13
When a Fevered Fox Finds Her Bunny
14
I Thought I Mattered…
15
Alone, Until Tiny Footsteps
16
Regret in Every Step
17
A Birthday Wish for Forgiveness
18
Closer Than Ever, Farther Than Before
19
Too Late to Be Heard
20
Not All Scars Bleed
21
A Whisper from the Past
22
He Held Pompom Like Hope
23
The Case Is Closed. But My Heart Isn’t
24
I Was Never the Girl You Wanted
25
What They Broke, I Rebuilt
26
The Day Truth Stood Tall
27
A Glimpse from the Past, and a Hand That Never Let Go
28
The Name I Thought I’d Forgotten
29
The Name I Thought I’d Forgotten II
30
This Time, I Won’t Run
31
Just for Tonight, Let’s Be Us Again
32
I Just Wanted to Camp... Not Catch Feelings
33
Because You Deserved Someone to Stay
34
The Accident That Felt Like Home
35
Sticky Notes & Unspoken Goodbyes
36
Scarlet Shadows in the Mountain
37
The One We Chose to Save
38
The Secrets We Carry Home
39
Interrupted Confession & Hoodie Princess Chaos
40
One Month to Steal Your Heart
41
The Bodyguard and the Flirt
42
The Sweetest Challenge
43
Tangled Hearts

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