A LETTER TO MYSELF

A letter to myself. The clock strikes three in the morning and I find myself still awake. Tossing and turning. Thinking and thinking about the day that awaits. My mind is against me but my heart tells me to be strong. It tells me that I'll eventually find my euphoric key I just need to hold on. There are reasons why people live on and face the mundane. And sometimes bleak hours of this thing We call life. There are reasons we enjoy the sunrise, every morning birds song, and how some people push the thought of suicide away and put down the knife. The long her loved one cause, the warmth of a hug and a sweet late night kiss, it is in these moments that the wounded souls find bliss .

I've written words of hatred towards myself for many years, words that I'd never call anyone else, words filled with anger and fears, dear me who has pushed through pain, attempted ending it all, and has built an indestructible wall to protect what's left of a broken person you love so much and yet never give the same ammount to yourself you help others when they fall , but you hurt yourself instead of asking for help you see all of your fault and tear yourself down, you continue this cycle untill you stand to drown, why can't you see what others see? why do you always beat yourself up and say " what will be, will be". It may all seem painless and worthless but you beat the odds before and have set yourself free. Yes, you always get caught and caged, that does not stop you from dreaming of that stage , where your hope is telling you, you will escape again. Where your family is cheering for you, and so are your friends. The spark inside of you had become weak and it's motivation and courage that you seek. There have been night when you have cried, and have buried your sorrows and have said you have tried. But there is a tomorrow that you dread and worry about. Because you think it will be the same there is no sunshine, there is just rain hoping for a love, so dear and a future so bright, can I ran away from fears? Don't I have the right? So there it is, a from me to me, a latter I must not burn, A latter that I need. No matter the hell on earth, or the uncertainty of the unknown I must prevail. We must, stand up, dream big, and rise..

^^^ SOHINI GON^^^

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