Dreams

It is usually the same day same routine and same thing. I went to school as usual study and sleep at break looking at the window seeing trees, and we can also see town it may sound nice and calm, but the class has the different vibes chatting with friends eating lunch in break time with friends and singing we all have good time. I just have 3 friends we all share different class section. They were popular in school after all they are toppers all rank first in exam and never rank second meanwhile me average my father always compares me with them after all they are the dreams of every student well I am also famous for my hyper insomnia and I am good runner. It's all sounds good right? But there are times I heard people talking back about me making fun of problem well can just say that I really don't mind, but family is only the I can't handle it. When I look at the other parents it is so different from what I have imagined i always thought every time fighting is common with parents just when I realized it was not . I really hate when they break any things they find and using knife to cut eachother to tell i am so feade up i can't keep up with them not only me but my brother he is just 6 years old.It is my mother fault after all she takes away money from my father pocket with out asking it's not that my father won't give he is a nice guy ,he brings big packet of pad not to me only but for my mother buy good bangles ,dress and bring medicine when she is sick he looks after her but what I can say god really put all the bad karma from the past and married him with my mother. what can I say about her she who stab my father and hit my brother manking so many injuries who wish me to die and saying why did i ever born ofcourse she try to kill me in my childhood days luckily i have my aunt who takes care about me . Not only at home i mother wants her daughter to die I have to suffer from bullying nowadays it was just enough so god decided to give me the pain of losing friend .Well well i have to go ahead in life so just start the day with smile who knows what that smile is hiding .

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I came back usually from school. I eat dinner and goes to sleep usually. Furthermore, I rarely dream but when dream I always have dream about where I am with my friends in school talking, laughing and it's goes to dark suddenly and every one is gone except for me. I go to the room where there is little light is coming from, and it was class where I used to study,, and I look everywhere inside the room, but there was nothing and when I was just goIng to leave I look at other side of the class I saw my old friend Ina she was sitting in the window seat she looks at me and smiles. Furthermore, I was just little step far away from her, she kept putting smiling face in front of me, but it was not the smile I know somethIng was off about that smile. After all we were childhood friends. We used to do everything things together and people used to get confused and told us are you two sisters? But time pass, and she left and moved to new town, and we lost our touch. It was only that time I saw her but seeing her here my heart goes numb I don't know what to say? No words were coming out of my mouth. I finally have some courage and I was just goIng to speak with her suddenly Ina grabbed my hand, and we jumped at the window I was just going to close my eyes out of fear but when I look at Ina I thought it was the only time I will see her I see her so open my eyes and look but only to found out I was in the ocean I look everywhere Ina was nowhere to I can not swIm and I was drownIng deep out of lack of oxygen I can not even try to open my eyes. I was feelIng lIke someone help please help me. Furthermore, Furthermore, I opened my eye and look at the girls in front of me there were two girls at the school corridor one was sitting and asking for help and other was cutting her neck when I look closely It was Ina and other was me the was killIng her i tried to stop myself from doIng but my hand was going through the other part of my body. The feeling of killIng her i can feel myself I don't know why, but I was lIking it little.I was just space out little time then I saw myself fInally killing her and blood covered my face I sat downside to her crying and holding her after all she was just like my little sister to me. My emotions were mixed up,, but there was still me crying in her blood holding her tight and looking at me just I was going to hold Ina it went to suddenly bright I was at the hospital bed my aunt was sitting next to me and my family was waiting outside. My aunt woke up and called doctor. Every thing went fine, and I got discharged from hospital. I ask my aunt why I was at hospital she replied saying when I was coming from school I got hit by the car causIng loss of blood, and i have just randomly ask aunty I wonder how Is Ina Is she fine she doesn't seem to forget me right

Aunty just said how can she forget her only first and last friend...

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