not giving up

- Alyssa keep on trying to keep her pain inside, fake smile is the best way she used to hide her heartache. Of course Megan doubted her feelings, she knew Alyssa very well because they we're best friends since highschool. She heard some news from their classmates and neighbors that her father left them. She wanted to ask her but in some reasons she refused because she know that Alyssa will tell her soon at the right time. She just help alyssa by accompany her whenever she wants to go. And also being a Rich best friend, she gives her grocery. Alyssa refused it, but she insists it to give it to her.

at the library..

"besh, i don't know how to spend my money. You know me I'm not into material things. (pretending so that she can give it to her easily) "

"(emotionless) Then save it for your future"

"naah my parents did it already"

(alyssa express her sad face after hearing the word parents)

" I mean i have savings already, you can use it besh if you want then pay me if we have already a job ( smiling) "

"I don't want to have a debt by someone"( answering some questions on the book)

"I'm not someone( poker face)

( looking at megan and continue answering)

-It Didn't work but megan has a plan. She will give it secretly to her younger sister.She know that aly will get mad after knowing it but she can't hold her conscience of not helping them.

-while the two busy answering the textbook

"find first the bearing area to get the bearing stress between the pin and strut"- tristan

(after talking he sit down beside alyssa and pointing the figure on the book)

-the two we're shock of what their instructor did. The worst is that he sat closer to aly after he said those things, almost 2 inches of their faces gap and they almost touch their hands.

And the two look at each other with love on their eyes.

"ehem.."- megan

"(surprise of what had happened) I'm sorry"- tristan ( sit beside but not closer to aly)

"I ....I..(lost words) . thank you sir, I.... i almost give up on this question (half smile)

" don't be if you encountered some difficult problem you can ask me."( looking at Alyssa's eyes)

-again the two lost words. they don't know how to start a conversation they just look at each others eyes, they communicate through eyes.

"I just go to the bathroom because I think I'm the third party here (smiling, and walk fast outside the library) - Monique

"hey besh.. ( shouting) wait up (standing) "- alyssa

"sssshhh"- assistant of librarian

"I'm sorry sorry(bowing her head) ( back to sit because she felt ashamed)

"aly.. holding her wrist... I'm very sorry the other day"

"(pull her wrist) it's okey sir, and I think i should be the one to say sorry right? (half smile)

"yes .. i mean no.. ( deep breath) can you have dinner with me? "tristan

"(shock of what she heard) "

"silence means yes right?, okey it's a yes. I will wait you at the parking lot"

(writing something on the book)

"that is my number save it please and text me okey? and kindly erase it because the book is from the library, right? thank you and again i will wait"

( and walk fast)

- aly just don't know what had happened, he can't believe that her crush and also her instructor invited her to have dinner with him. She was shock that she don't know what she should do.She just staring at him at the back.

- all that happened is only sink in her mind after minutes pass.. So she contacted megan to tell her about earlier..

- she decided to meet megan at the canteen

"whaaaaat??? ( shock after hearing of what Alyssa said) "

" yes and I just lost words.I dont know, it

happened so fast"

"did she express his feelings to you? "

"heellloo? what on earth are you saying megan? he just invited me to dinner but i lost word, I didn't say anything..What feelings are you talking about? -Alyssa

"hhahaahha don't pretend beshy, i know there's something in your eyes and his eyes earlier. there's something fishy happening, come on tell me (laughing)"

"stop it, he is our instructor"

"(evil eyes) you can have him secretly (evil smile) "

"who taught you like that!, stop it beshy. he just invited me because I'm a totally freak student of him. He is just trying to know more about me"( smiling)

"love start from knowing each other, then become friends, become mutual friends and lastly become lovers(evil laugh) - megan

" as if she know everything about love, excuse me my dear beshy remember you belong to the NBSB group,( smile) you talked like you experience more than me ( evil smile) "

"you really know how to piss me ( fake angry)"

-and they both laughing..

(ring tone-deaf deathbed)

"your phone"- megan

"(confused) hello"

"hi, are you Ms. Alyssa Evans"- the other line

"yes speaking, how may i help you"( confused)

"You submitted your resume in our tea stop, your hired and you can start working at night 6:00 to 10:00. You're okey with that?"

"(happy) oh my gosh, thank you so much maam, thank you thank you"

"your welcome, see you at night bye"

-end of call

"what was that? "- megan

"I've got a part a time job beshy ( happy) "

"(surprise) what? that's why your always absent from our class because of looking a job? "

"😣 I'm sorry, i didn't tell you besh. I mean I didn't mean not to tell you that. I just want to tell you everything in a right time. "

"no need, i know everything and I understand you why you didn't tell me right away. But you know besh that I'm your bestie, you can tell me everything I'm willing to listen and help you. "

"(almost crying) thank you so much besh. I just want to move on first from my dad before i tell you. You know, it's hurt so much"

"besh we know that it's really hard to forget because it's about your family but remember that everything has a reason and purpose why you encountered so much problem. All we need to do is to accept it, that's the real world not a Fairytale that we used to know"

"(encourage by her words) i really blessed to have a bestie like you( started to cry) "

"don't cry, you are ugly if you cry okey? (smiling) "

" shut up, you too(smiling)

-Alyssa is so excited to start her work. After class she go straight to her work place.

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