Semicolons Guardians

First Eyes of Cassie

Cassie is a girl who live with her family, she is 24y.o and jobless. She has a family, fill with father, mother, older brother and younger brother. Her parents were a firm person that always teach her how to be as tough as their sons. Cassie who was the only daughter in her family think that she should be spoiled by them but her parents didn’t do it to her.

Her parents always in her brothers side, whatever their mistakes are.

If the older brother’s wrong, her mom would always said to her “it’s your older brother! You as the younger one should say sorry and listen to him ! Not fight with him! Respect him as the older one!”

But when the younger brother’s wrong, her mom would said “he is your younger brother! Why you as his sister can’t understand him??? You are older then him so you must can think and not fight with him!!!”

Whatever she did, she is always wrong in her mother’s eyes.

Whatever her brothers did, her father will always get mad of her ..

When they are still kids.. her older brother always play and assume that she is a boy , kick her head and make her cry, then he would get mad to her and said “stop crying! Dad will come and punish us!”

Even it’s so hurt he never said sorry or regret but get mad to her because she is crying! And when their father know, their father will come and punish both of them with a belt. She was suffering terribly, but she endured it. The more she cried, their father would beat them viciously.

And that goes to the younger brother too. When the younger brother make mistakes, the father will always get mad to her , even it’s not her fault. Her father always said “why can’t you teach your younger brother some good attitude to respect us as parents? Why you only stay silent even you know he make mistake?!” She was thinking to answer him, she want to said to her father why he never teach her younger brother the way he teach her? Using belt to punished her till her whole body feel ache. Her father always said that whatever her younger brother’s mistake it’s always because of her who didn’t care with him! While actually her father spoil her younger brother too much!

She is depressed but keep holding it , she didn’t know want to share this story to who ? Her friends? Her friends don’t even care about her problems anymore because she is too often telling this story because this story happen too much in her life.

She think whatever she did , her parents would never care, if she go home after work, her parents would directly ask her to do house job , and always said “you are just working in office , just sitting there, so you need to work at home.” If she said that she is tired, her parents would say she is lazy. But it would never be the same with the brothers. They work, get home, then free time ! She ever complain this to her parents, but her parents always said “it’s daughter’s job at home! You need to do it! What if you get married and never do the house job?! You will be shy to meet you husband!”

And after she is jobless and focus to do the house job, her parents would said “go find a job! What will you do in age like this as a jobless person?! Can you alive ?! You need money for your life!!!!” Whatever she did, her parents always push it to her. Well actually she think that if the boys work, then girls do house job such as laundry, dishes and etc. But she is really shocked when her parents force her to do both. She always think “so how bout my brothers??? How can their life so nice? They only need to act like a man! Going to work! Finding money! Get married and have a wife to take care of them at home! How bout me? Why should i focus on house job when i care bout my job? Why i should work when i care bout the house? Why daughter need to be a man and woman? Why sons never need to learn woman jobs at home?? Is this fair??!!”

Then one day.. she is feeling too much pressure and hoping to die at that time! She is been thinking the easy way to die as fast as she can! She feel enough with the family and friends and even the world!

She always crying in the midnight, thinking why she is always the one who must feel this hurting things! She always think that God isn’t fair and never heard her pray.

She want to die to make her family and friends feel regret because of everything! The only way to make he parents feel regret and suffer is to kill herself.

Then at that time in the midnight 00:00 , there’s a bright light in her bedroom, she is shock and close her eyes and really scared and think is she dead? Or is there any thief going inside her room? Or is that asteroid???????? She is too scared and keep closing her eyes, and even too scared to shout. Then.. she hear a man voice..

“Are you cassie?”

She open her eyes.. and really shocked !!!!

There’s a super handsome man... in front of here standing there.. and knowing her name...

Cassie “who are you?”

Matthew “are you cassie or not? Am asking first.”

Cassie “but you’re a stranger in my room, so i shouldn’t give you answer first.”

Matthew “ok, that’s the answer. Then you are cassie, cause in my map saying that am standing in a right room.. and it’s cassie bedroom.”

Cassie “so who are you? How can you appear in front of me like this?!”

Matthew “umm.. how should i say this...”

Cassie “wait! Are you angel? Devil? Am i dead???? Tell me something!!!! Is God finally want to take me with him???”

Matthew “-____- are you insane?”

Cassie “yes.”