JUST MY LITTLE LOVE LIFE⁄(⁄ ⁄•⁄-⁄•⁄ ⁄)⁄

Sorry guys I may have disappointed you coz I was busy with my assignments and online classes...since I found time I'm gonna write a real life story of mine ..it's a short story only so I'm writing it ......

My name is Lina ....and I'm 15 .

I love to Flirt and I enjoy being with my friends, I love traveling, I admire hardworking people , I love novels , I collect sanitizers and never used em 😂, I love wet tissues 😌,

I like each and every one of my friends

they've supported me in every way and lastly my family and friends in real life ........

Not to mention my "MT" friends ,

Cutie pie (best friend😉😋😈)

Stalker(mah bitch 😂)

Saabitha (my school BESTIE)

Ankita bae😏(best friend)

Princyyyy 😳 (best friend)

Miss romantic rose (mah rose😏)

Nina(my baby😊)

Cristy (my baby 🤗)

Jeanette (my youngest baby😊🤗)

Sam [BTS army]( my best friend 😚)

Crystal rim(my flirty friend and writer😉)

Joy(mah sis in law 😂😂😂)

Savage love (my rhea bae😚😚)

Shau[Tae](my best friend 😏😏😏)

Preetz (pizza my fav admin🤗)

Alpha-san(my fav sis🤗)

606[priyonty](my big sis AGENT 😎)

Kenisha(my best friend 😉)

enigma [VAISHU](is mah lovely sis)😊

misscolumnist (my missy🤗🤗)

little lily ❤️ (lil sis)

Granny [sope](my bae granny)😂😂

Aria(my lil sis😊)

Samia(my sisterrr🤗)

Anjali[amor](my bunny lil sis🐇😊)

Leno [icy hot](my buddy and son 😎)

Hadour (my handsome second eldest son😏)

Klance(my sweet son😊😊)

Rj[baby baby](my cry baby 😂😂😂)

Lone feather (my shy buddy 😏😏)

Hell max(my best friend 😰😂)

Sun wukong (my buddy 😌😂😎)

Darksoul (my lovely best friend 😊)

Deathgod (my big brother!!!!🤗🤗🤗)

Park(my friend handsome park😗😗)

Okay....I don't really remember how much friends I have so I'll just go on now😗😗😗

My first story was with my first love

when saying first love .... isn't it excited?

well I thought it would...and it was but in the end not everyone is blessed to have a happy ending.......

My first love was someone who was sweet....he was in his senior year....I was still in my ending of junior year..... that means his 1 year older than me......we used to date in school...

There's one time during recess time ...it was crazy.

that time 😲😲😲 girls used to be anywhere he goes 🤣...I will walk pass him ...he will take his book and come straight to me and act like his teaching his junior student.....but that's just an act 😂😂. On his birthday, his table will be filled with presents and he wouldn't take any of it ....but I would bring him a chocolate bar only and he would gladly take it ....he is a class topper and I was a girl who studies at the same tution he goes 😗😗.... sometimes he would buy drinks for me or I'll buy .....the class will be filled with gossips....😂😂😂😂even though I didn't make it a big deal he would always say something serious like , "this class seriously needs to be disciplined....how dare they talk about their class president .....I'm gonna call u all to the student council....if you'll still continue this ",

I won't interfere since it's his choice...that time I was a quiet girl . I won't talk too much....then he would drop me off at my house after school......

The next day he will wait for me at the school gate ...we meet at school gate but the girls would be there so I will go in first ...

he would be like

:" oh come on ... seriously....when can u hold my hands and go together with me til the class".

I'll reply him

:"you want to hold my hands do it then just if the girls disturb me again I swear I'll smack your head with my book here."

he would laugh and come to me then turn looking to the girls and say ....

:"girls if u keep doing this then I can't even date this girl next to me ....she has way to much rules in line ...😂"

I would step on his feet then continue walking to the assembly ....I would go to my class with Andrew and during recess I will be with my friends at the canteen .

one of my friends will ask

: "aren't u gonna hang out with him today ?"

I'll say

:"it's his turn to come here today.... yesterday I went today he'll come 🤣"

as I said he'll come with his friends and sit Infront of me .....my friends will be speechless....as the place will only be filled with girls and he came suddenly 🤣😂

I would be like

:"hey , it's for girls not u ...let's go somewhere else before the teacher comes again😂😂"

( we had to say we are siblings when the teacher asked I was the class president so the teacher believed it 🤣)

but then all my love was for nothing......

in the end it wasn't a happy ending....

I thought of what would his reason be when he broke up with me ........

I thought it was my fault......

maybe I was wrong......

maybe it's because I'm too hard on him.....

maybe I restrict him too much.....

but I was wrong it wasn't because of me or about me or about my feelings for him nor my love .......

my heart shattered to pieces when he cheated on me with my best friend.....

his reason was " you're too boring."

I didn't cry over that asshole

coz he didn't deserve it ....I didn't meet him after that bacause I really had feelings for him but after this traumatic experience...I decided not to fall in love .........after I met few dates and loves in Mt 🤣🤣🤣🤣I continued to be myself....I didn't really think about him.....I almost forget him .....but I saw him again

I saw him during my first senior year ....he was there to take his things from the class room .......I was registering there ....and taking my text books..........he saw me and came to me saying that he still loves me.

I told him thank you but no thank you I've already found my true love and it's him...

I brought Andrew in this scene and said his my current boyfriend.....I know him since childhood and I'm sure he won't cheat on me

(but he wasn't my boyfriend he was more like best best best friend 😂😂😂😂)

pfft I can't believe I did that to Andy 😂😂

he was beside me his right hand in my left hand and his face all red and blushing shyly 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂.

he left after he saw the so called proof of me having a boyfriend........but when I saw Andrew beside me blushing hard I asked him

"dd are u having a fever or what."(checking his forehead with my hand)😂😂😂😂

he stuttered "n...no ....it's j....just I ate chilli accidentally........"

I replied "but u enjoy eating spice foods."

he went away quietly....😂😂😂🤣🤣🤣

after that Andy shifted to Australia And MCO started. I was all alone .

After a year........

suddenly Andy texted me saying he was coming back soon .

I was excited and asked him when he replied

next year November......so I thought he'll come next year.... unexpectedly....he came back 2 weeks after the text ...... around October

then we spent time .... anywhere he went I went with him !😂

I tortured him wherever he went 😗😗

then after the end of October

exactly on 29th October

he said he had to tell me something 🙄.........

I usually sleep by ten during MCO coz of online classes in the morning.....

I didn't sleep that night because I couldn't sleep....so decided to stay up ...it was

11:50pm ......Andy called me .......when he knew I didn't sleep that night....he scolded me

😌😌😌😌and when he scolds it's scary😰😰😰after that he suddenly proposed to me

I was ...... *speechless*

I didn't know what to say....so I just.... replied

"oh...uhm....I suddenly remembered I have to sleep now good night... sweet dreams...bye."

and I ended the phone call ......

when I woke up he left me a message saying

"breakfast is on the table ...eat it .

I'll be back this afternoon."

I was wondering why he confessed to me suddenly...... I thought his just pranking so I went on and around afternoon he came back .....my aunt (his mom)was watching TV

while I was doing afternoon tea ....he sat at the dining room.....I gave him the tea and sat infront of him drinking..... suddenly he said ...

:"had thought about yesterday night?"

I was drinking tea, hearing what he said I coughed and then looked at him 😶

and I replied

:" what's about it?"

he said

: " well I need an answer ....I was controling myself since last year...but I can't anymore....

I just don't want you to leave me. I won't rush u ....u can take your time ...."

I just nodded....

the day passed and it was very....very awkward.....when I see him I'll try to avoid him..... but I can't.......when he sees me he'll back off ......

then I texted stalker my Mt bitch😂😂I told her like he confessed to me

so she said

:" do u love him?"

I replied

:"love ....him?😂idk he is my friend. not just friends we r childhood friends 🤣"

she replied

:" well ........ what would u feel if he dates a girl now..?"

I replied

:"the girl is damn lucky and crazy 😌"

she said

:"and what would u feel if he kissed her Infront of you?"

I replied

:"idk.............."

I hesitated...but I just texted without knowing

I replied again

:" I......I'll cry ......."

then she said

:"bitch ! u love him 🤣"

and I said

:"me..?.......I don't really think so😌"

then she said

:"think about it again 😂"

and the conversation ended .

i woke up that morning....it was not so good

we were still being awkward and ..... around 11:00am . he came to talk to me I was tryna avoid him but he accidentally slipped and fell down the stairs.........it was unexpected........tears was running down my eyes.....I was crying....he was hurt badly ...his hand when I touched his left hand he shouted.....he was in such pain and I couldn't do anything......my uncle came (his dad)

he brought him to the hospital........I was worried sick......

I texted stalker regarding this matter . I cried in her pc couldn't control it don't know if it was because my friend got hurt or something else ......

she tried to calm me down . I just couldn't my heart felt miserable....he fell Infront of me....I just couldn't bear it ....I hoped he was okay....

then stalker said

:"isn't he just your friend?"

I was quite

......

she said

:"think about it isn't it love ....ask yourself....do u love him?"

I was still quite and confused

......

she continued

:"why are u crying silly... he'll be fine 😊"

I realized.....and asked myself.....do I really love him....?but what if I disappoint him.... what if I'm not perfect for him .....his a shy and a sweet best friend of mine .... what if he gets hurt because of me?

I had way too many questions.....and I told this to stalker.....

she said

:"u love him admit it bitch!😂🤦"

I smiled .....I replied her

:"thanks bitch ...I think I love him without realising it 😂😂."

I said to her

:"he called me . uncle told me it's just a minor hand fracture.... he'll be fine in weeks ☺️"

she said

:"good then now ....go there say it to him clearly.....hurry off"

I said

:"not tonight.....I'll let him sleep quietly tonight... Tomorrow I'll tell him..."

the next morning was 1st November

I woke up 5:00am ......went to his room

....he was asleep....I went out to take a stroll it was already pass 30minutes by the time I came back.......I went to his room I told him

:"I know you've been awake from 5:00am now wake up."

I went down to the kitchen and did breakfast

he came down after awhile......

sat Infront of me and ate

then he spoke up

:"hey ....the confession.....it's ok if u wanna take it seriously.....if u don't want to...u can just ignore it ....I don't want this to be awkward...we have been friends from childhood so I don't wanna risk it ....."

I told him

:"I love u dd ....but I don't want to disappoint u ......I really love you ok"

he didn't reply anything....

I thought he was already backing off .....

but instead he told ......

:"the best birthday gift you've ever given me is to love me back ....I'm too happy that I can't say anything......"

I went to my room after that .... overjoyed I couldn't do or think anything....I came out to see my aunt ......(his mom)

looking at me as if I was her daughter in law 😂😂😂😂

she told me

:"did my son confess to you ....?why r u blushing?"

told her

:"who ?me ?...no aunty .....me ?his gf?