Everyday he made me surfer. I was forced to allow an outsider to sleep in my bed with my husband in my house. I wasn't allowed to feel any other emotion but pain. It was a sin he said anyone could experience life but me. I was to say by his side without any complaint 24/7. I was never to question his authority no matter what he requested of me. He's mentally and physically broken me down. He said if i loved him i must give him my all. My mind, body, and soul. Which is what i did but in the end it turned me into his personal everything. His punching bag, his bed warmer, his assassin, his employer, his everything. I never did anything on my own or for myself everything I've done has been as he requested or to keep him pleased. I would do anything for him as long as it meant that he loved me. I was a fool blinded by his charm allowing myself to be used over and over again never seeing an end to the painful abyss.
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