My past
Name : Evelyn / Fl
Age : 27
Personality: attitude, smart,kind, lonely from inside.
Profession: mafia( work as underboss)
Likes: lonely night with herself, music, fiction and ice cream
Hobbies: long drive, killing and boxing
when Evelyn close her eyes she remembers her past..
Evelyn/ Fl
My father is a alcoholic and good in his job for a few years after marriage and my mom is housewife and mother of two daughters
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*I have been hospitalized for various reasons because of my health conditions since birth and because my dad is good at his job and spend his money on my hospital fee, I escaped from my grim reaper *
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*After that my dad become so addicted to alcohol his work also goes down and we suffered little by little untill I got blamed on being born. But my luck is we become a poor family because of my body condition and get to live a middle class life*
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*My sister looks good and shine so bright in my mom's view and become a apple of the family, on the other side I look fat and begin blamed for little things *
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*i never remember my past life before 15 years, not because of memory loss but my mind just don't want to remember that part of me. I felt that's the time I really felt happy for being born but I don't know why I particularly forget those memory.*
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* After 15 I started thinking what's the purpose of being born? And start to fall in hell little by little. *
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* I even think maybe I am one who cares for nothing and blaming it on others. But I can't help myself without thinking like that to go on with my life.*
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And my family thought of me as a burden and I can't help myself, their words always leaves a scar on my heart and I did nothing but crying
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*There are times when I shouted for myself and they make me realise, even I open up for myself they are never going to care and I learned to stop shouting*
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* After that even small talks goes into big arguments and so on I stoped talking with my family and they only cares for my elder sister who always make them spend less money than me and made her even special *
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*I am not good with frnds either they never want to see my scars. I never share my story to anyone unless they feel specl and I never get to be best frnd with someone who knows my private life*
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