Prolougue : Thoughts That Wound Us

Thoughts wound every part of my mind. Maybe this isn't true from a psychological perspective but that doesn't matter anyway now.

Wonder why the bridge is so empty tonight. Some kind of curfew? I think not. People rarely would like to go out at 2 in the morning just for some leisurely walk anyway..

The river below looks so beautiful as ever, the moon complementing it's glow in the wavering water. Like they were always there..for each other..

The moon is so beautiful isn't it?

This eerie silence is comforting but well it's too late now. Thinking about it, I should have tried harder to get her, talked more openly and understandingly with her, maybe life would have taken a route separate to what it stands now.

This bridge reminds me of something that I can't seem to recall at the moment. Wonder what it is. Something important.?

The railings are cold to touch yet my hands are refusing to let them go. How beautiful it would be to just let go of everything.

Sigh, Man, I miss her.

Well there's no going back after that. I did what I could. No one liked me in the first place anyway. I won't be able to walk up in the morning in time for my morning part-time. Toshi-san will yell at me again..The thought crossed my mind but there was nothing I could do.

I am going to miss this world. But. Would it miss me back? Who knows, Will they even remember me? I think not. Do I care? Absolutely Not.

Being so carefree and someone by side is so good..right..?

I leapt forward with a groan huff  and closed my eyes. The air was beating fast against my face. If I ever wondered how high the bridge is, now I knew..prettttyyyy high.

*spplassh*

Oh? I hit the water..My legs are twisted in ways they should but they are not hurting at all. The water is cold but comforting, numbing but reliving.

Yeah, I miss her too much. Can't even forget the last four years, damn life sucks. When was it again? The first time I met her......?

Can you blame me anyway? Not that I wanted this to happen anyway. The currents feel blissful to the skin, didn't knew cold water feels so great after some time. Not a worry of thought passes my head. My mind was at complete peace.

Did she know till the end how much I loved her?

Heh..Probably no way...like why do I care about a liar so much? The chuckle was all but in my head..Slowly but surely the blue see-through water was turning red..

Damn..death from blood loss? My nape did felt a bit hot before but it was dissipating now..turning cold...my heart rate the dangerously low..I could feel it.

"•••%#••ka•"

What? I heard what sounded like a voice, but it was too faint to make it out..Oh! There goes my vision..As I closed my eyes..and accepted myself to fate that ends here...

But..

"Are you okay?"

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