stumbled on past

Having so much to say, yet you're struggling with how to put word's together to form sentences that's how It felt like reading Jenny's past dairy you could see she was clearly young she was still figuring things out trying to know where she fit in looking back to her past self she was clearly miserable sorry if that word hit you hard, but i think we all at some point can relate?

Damn.! This language isn't even my first language, she said aloud many misspelled words made it seems raw although all her life she was exposed to this language. she poured a lot of her emotions into writing that she doesn't bother to try to reread her words to check for some errors what word is it called again, the English speaker called it when you're being too emotional.

At home even in school English was the first means of communication, however they had their own invented English which almost everyone spoke and could understand

when you come to a certain age Everyone has to learn to read and write english was still the most used language when it comes to writing.

At home mom and dad uses more of their native language and at school English words was mostly what was learned jenny first language was her native language almost everyone speaks it in their respective accent.

isn't it fascinating how most people from the same region their accent makes one go ooh he/she from this place, that's kinda hilarious and unique.

Jenny's Mom always mix both language together while her dad always uses his native language bet you're trying to figure where Jenny's from lol sometimes she wonder why she was born there but believe when she says she loves her culture, she embraces her heritage, her country and who ever she choose to be.

guess I'm making things difficult for you, I know but let make it a puzzle, hold on to that thought and try to guess where Jenny's from :) now let go of that thought:) because it doesn't really matter.

Can't remember when jenny start keeping dairy all she could remember was, she was a little kid with so many questions, she couldn't put much into words, couldn't bring herself to ask many questions for the fear of being a burden or being too much the only thing she could do was write it down to be sincere that felt much better, more secured, more like she had a close friend she could really trust.

She still made this joke till date I realized what trust means too earlier than I should have.

She always tells her mom maybe she had many bad energy in her past life because she's always quick to say "trust no one" dream of the worst that could happen accept oh I knew that one day this too will come to an end, don't expect much from people..

these made her much of a poker face cause damn she always appears mean because of her slow reaction to some certain things were unexpected even at some point unintentionally treated her mom same way yeah I know what you're thinking "unintentionally" but knows it… yeah! she does because she is an overthinker and at the end of her day she always reviews herself things she had done and said whenever she's reviewing she put herself in second party position and realize oh my response was quite mean, my reaction was off, I shouldn't have done things that way maybe next time I should have done things this way, there are multiple ways I could have solved that problem then she tells herself never to repeat same mistakes again. simply she lived her life that way. yup she isn't much of a fun person she get that alot.

Don't be too serious with your life, try smiling a bit learn to enjoy the moment...

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