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The only moment I can think all to myself.! Jenny Said while looking at the mess she created slightly raising up her left eyebrows while gazing upon an old dairy.

From her reaction you could read she was feeling all emotions at once she had on her face a rather disturbing look that contradict what ever is going on in her head you can clearly read a face irritated by what she's seeing or rather disgusted.

Ugh seriously I need some growing up to do she said softly fixing her gaze on the seascape painting hanged on the wall.

jenny as always been the type that a stranger will look in one glance and think what an odd person most times people misjudge her sense of humor leading to big misunderstandings at times some people decide to stay away due to her nonchalant attitude but deep down she's just a little lost cat who shows opposite emotions when it comes to feelings just like your typical cat would you know the grabbing you aggressively, the showing of affections with little harmless attack's, the hissing at you to leave them alone  but you know they don't feel so the one's that follows you everywhere like a lost puppy or the M.E and no one else between us yeah a little bit possessive yet understand what personal space meant.

Jenny is the type who gives much even though she knows she might not be treated same way, her favorite quote is yeah I understand, it's normal you're human you have feeling's it might not always be the best, but it's fine.

if she's being treated in an awful way she took it as a challenge I'm the reason they are giving me crap there are some things that can't be fixed, I'll grow stronger enough to shut them down and teach them how to shut their mouth nd deal with their own business.

And if it's something she should be working on she takes on the challenge to fix things giving room for improvement that has been a goal set.

There's another part of her that overthink every situation your one word means a universe of web series, she's choose her words carefully so she won't receive any harmful response however some sees that as sense of pride, some says people pleaser but what ever, who cares.

Everyone is out there adapting, striving for something pushing for someone or something. Everybody says I don't care deep down they care, they care about what people think even if they say they don't give a damn they care.

Sometimes I wonder what's like to be seen in another person point of view, I'm human I do have feelings, I try to understand my feelings by embracing them all to balance each and every part of my feeling.

sadness: why do I feel sad? I ask myself this questions sometimes, at times when everything seems normal, I should be happy but I'm feeling opposite emotions, it can be a reoccurrence of some past memories I thought about, or I found myself in some embarrassing situation that trigger my change of mood, I question my self, I observe , indeed I communicate with it, analyze the cause, reason, reflect and I move on.

Happiness; I'm overwhelmed I feel like I can do anything I'm too hyped the world feels clear and great.! I feel like I've won a lottery I try to analyze the reasons for my sudden change of mood, delight in each moment, embrace all the intense feelings I felt, reflect, analyze, move on.

I believe we have so many emotions worth studying to fully connect with one self.

We're human with feelings, you have a share of that moment of should have been me, I deserved that, I was in fact lucky, yes analyze the cause, the reason, reflect and move on.

my name is Jenny and this is my dairy dairy.

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