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People call me insane when I express my love. They say I don’t understand what love truly is. But love isn’t the same for everyone. It takes different shapes, different meanings. Mine just happens to be different—darker, twisted in ways I can’t change. It’s ugly, I know. But it’s the only love I’ve ever known… the only way I know how to love.
It was a fine evening when everything changed. My brother and I had a habit of reading books, mainly him reading books as i watch him and play on my own in the garden.
Valor Blackwood (5 yrs old)
Brother... What is love ?
Vance Blackwood (9 yrs old)
*Look at him*
Valor Blackwood (5 yrs old)
How can you know when you're in love ?
Vance Blackwood (9 yrs old)
Hm... interesting *place his book on the table and look at him*
Vance Blackwood (9 yrs old)
Love is possession
Valor Blackwood (5 yrs old)
possession ?
Vance Blackwood (9 yrs old)
Yes. It’s the ache of wanting. The whisper that says, ‘Mine.’ It’s keeping someone so close that the world forgets they exist outside of you
Vance Blackwood (9 yrs old)
You see, love is not freedom. It is a chain woven of devotion, a lock that only you hold the key to. If you truly love someone… you do not let them go. You wrap them in your shadow, keep them where no one else can reach.
Vance Blackwood (9 yrs old)
If you love someone, you can't let them go. You have to keep them close—chain them to you if you must. That’s the only way to be happy.
Valor Blackwood (5 yrs old)
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Vance had always been twisted—his thoughts, his actions, even his words dripped with a strange darkness that didn’t belong to someone his age. There was something unsettling about the way he saw the world, as if emotions were nothing more than tools to manipulate, and people nothing more than pieces on a board. His words weren’t just misleading; they were poisoned, laced with ideas that could corrode even the purest mind. And somehow, despite knowing this, I still listened. I still believed him.
As a kid who believed every word my older brother said, I took his definition of love to heart. Love is ownership, he told me. It’s the power to control someone, to have them belong to you. I was too young to see the flaw in his words, too naive to question them. Maybe if I had, things would have been different. Maybe if I hadn't listened—hadn't taken his twisted advice to heart—I wouldn’t have ended up like this…
I have two older brothers, Vance and Vinson. They're not on good terms, but that doesn't mean that they treat me badly. I love them both, and they take care of me when my own parents are busy making money and with maintaining their reputation
I grew up with my brothers, but Vance was always... different. There was something off about him—he never showed any real emotions, only a carefully crafted facade. It was as if he hated everything and everyone,it's like he hated this whole world for some reason yet he still made the effort to fake a smile for me.
He's twisted in ways I can’t fully comprehend, and somehow… he made me believe I am too. Being around him, listening to his words, warped my own sense of reality. He convinced me that love isn’t about care or affection—it’s about absolute possession. And worst of all, I believed him.
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There you are *sat next to him*
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I thought you were studying when you said you're going to the library
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And here you are dozing off
Valor Blackwood
Ooh.. Hey Rohan
I must've dozed off while studying. Why did i have to think about that tho
Rohan Kelsey
*Smile* What's going through that little head of yours ? *Flick his forehead*
Valor Blackwood
Oww.. that hurts you bitch
Rohan Kelsey
*Chuckle* Like it should
Whatever.. let's just forget about it
It's not like thinking about it's gonna help with the situation I'm in anyway ....
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I know I said I'll start writing it after my exams but.... *Sigh* here we are
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⚠️ SLOW UPDATES WARNING ⚠️
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Don't complain
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It's a little complicated story
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I'm trying something different from my other stories so if you don't like complicated ones , you can leave right now
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No point in complaining later
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Love you 😚❣️
Comments
Hyunsuksblushingcheeks
I'm waiting for 40+ chapters to be uploaded before I start reading this, but I still wanted to drop a comment because I’ve been your reader for a long time.
I remember seeing the old cover of this CS—it had three people on it, so I assumed this was originally going to be a polygamy story. But now the new cover only has two characters.
I've also noticed some comments on your other CS where people said they won’t read this one if it includes polygamy. Honestly, this is your story, and you get to decide how you want to write it. Your vision and choices matter way more than anyone else’s opinion.
And personally, I don’t vibe with people who hate on polygamy or polyandry for no reason. Let others enjoy what they like, right?
2025-04-04
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princess
i actually like your stories i wish one day mine will be as exciting as your but i somehow managed to reach 7.15k on my first chat story if you have time can you tell me how to improve my story after reading it /Smile//Smile/
2025-04-01
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✨Jeon_Taekook✨
so he was the one who spoiled him
2025-04-01
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