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...Jimin's POV...

Tomorrow is my first day of my new school. I had to leave my old school and my friends there in the city where I lived my whole life since my dad wanted to leave Busan and move to Seoul, hoping he could forget about my dead mom. We really love her and miss her so much, especially me, but the fact that she was so close to us, we can't bear thinking about her loss. So my dad thought of just moving away, change our lifestyle and visit her from time to time.

...{Flashbacks}...

...Third person POV...

"Baby, I'm fine! I'm totally fine! Don't worry about me, please. I'll be in a good place, I promise! Just be careful with yourself and be happy for me please. I'll be watching you, ok Jimin? I'll never leave you alone." Jimin's mother spoke with a soft, weak voice as she was holding her son's hand, firmly. Jimin just kept crying silently beside her as he looked at his mother on the hospital's bed and kept holding her hand firmly, not willing to let go of it. His mother just smiled softly at him while slowly and weakly extending her arms for Jimin so Jimin instantly sat beside her on the bed and hugged her tightly, crying even more now.

"Shh, baby...it's gonna be alright." Jimin's mother kept her arms around Jimin and patted her son's back softly, calming him down, while looking at her husband.

"Please take care of yourselves, babe. Take good care of our son for me, please.." Tears kept flowing down Mr. Park's cheeks as he listened to his wife and instantly leaned down, giving her a last kiss.

"Don't worry, dear. You just rest.." Mr. Park replied sadly. Mrs. Park just smiled at both of them before looking at the ceiling of her hospital room, still patting Jimin and holding her husband's hand tightly, then slowly closed her eyes, still smiling weakly.

...{Present time}...

...Jimin's POV...

Before I could even realize it, I felt tears escaping my eyes and flowing down my cheeks when I remembered how my mom died when I was in her arms. She had a terrible cancer in her brain which caused her to die quickly in times I obviously needed her. It's not like my dad isn't nice and caring to me. In fact, he takes good care of me so much just like he promised my mom. It's just that me and my mom were so close to each other just like best friends. My father was our best friend too but losing one of them is harsh. I sighed deeply before wiping my tears away then looked down at my sketchbook and continued sketching. Everytime I sleep I always find that handsome guy in my dream even though I've never saw him in real life. It's like he's an angel who comes in my dreams. He's just so handsome and I couldn't stop myself from sketching him. I've drew some sketches of him now.

I finally finished my first complete colored drawing of him.

I smiled softly as I looked at my beautiful drawings of him. I know my drawing skills isn't that good but I think it's close to how I see him in my dreams. Hah..I've always hoped for a handsome guy to take care of me just like my mother did before she died. And this guy I always see in my dreams is obviously the perfect one. He's just always so handsome, cute, muscular and has a great personality. I just wish I can see him in real life.

Hah..my parents doesn't even know that I like men. I wonder how would they react if they knew. I mean I'm sure my mom is okay with it since she saw me a couple of times crushing on boys when I was young and she used to tell me personality is way more important than gender. I also think she already knows since she's watching me from up above too. I'm pretty sure my dad will be okay with it, too.

I sighed softly before getting up from my desk then started putting my books and my sketchbook in my backpack. After I was done, I set my alarm on my phone then plopped down on my bed. I really hope tomorrow won't be bad as I'm thinking. I think it won't be that bad, right? Plus, if I didn't fit in with others..I'm pretty good at lots of stuff. I mean I'll definitely join clubs, for example, so I don't get bored. Everybody loves my voice and my dancing and of course my drawings. I have hope for tomorrow.

I smiled softly to myself before my eyelids finally started to feel heavy and slowly closed to hide my eyes and fall asleep.

(Hello! I hope you like my first chapter of my first story here. Can you please comment if I should continue or just give up on my first story 😂?)

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