It looks like I'm turning myself back into someone I used to know,
Someone I Thought I had left All Alone.
All the Old habits which I once left, are Creeping
back in,
It looks like I'm building the walls around myself
Once again.
Though these walls ve always been my familiar, being as my Safety Zones,
But this time, I'm Scared of becoming the Person
That I used to know
I thought I had learned to let People in, to let
them Trust myself ,
But Now, that feeling is turning back to dust.
The Old habits of mine, that I thought I had
left and kicked,
They are back this time with some kind of new
Tricks.
The way I used to keep myself so guarded and
tight,
Those feelings are Creeping back in through day and Night.
It looks like I'm looking myself in a cloudy mirror,
You know ?
And their I See a shape which is blurry, and which
really doesn't show.
I look at that Person, who is looking back
at me?
It feels like a question that's always meant to be for me.
A Scary feeling, a knot has tightened in my
gut,
Getting myself Changed again, Once at the
time I was.
I ask myself, Am I becoming someone, that
others again won't even like?
That's the only thought, that keeps me Up
All night.
I don't know whom I should ask these questions
this time,
To let me know, where I'm going to land
myself this Time.
Once again this time I'm lost in the middle,
being unsure and afraid,
Again asking Myself, Am I becoming that Past
Person because of the Choices I have made.
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- Aurora 🎋
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Niki Fujoshi
Mind-bending plot.
2025-03-26
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