My Beloved (lost love)

My Beloved,

I sit here, pen in hand, and the weight of your absence is so heavy on my heart. The world feels quieter without you. The days feel longer, and the nights, well, they stretch endlessly. I try to go about my routine, but everything seems so empty without your presence. Yet, here I am, writing to you, even though you're no longer physically with me. I feel your spirit around me, and that is the only thing that keeps me going. I have so much left to say to you, so many things I wish I had told you in those last moments we shared. But now, I can only speak to the winds, hoping somehow you hear me.

I’ve never known a love like the one we shared. It was pure, unspoken at times, but always deeply felt. You were more than just a lover—you were my closest friend, my safe place, the one person who truly understood me. The way you would look at me, with those gentle eyes, as though you saw the very core of who I am, was something I will never forget. That connection we had, that bond, was something special, and I know now that it was something rare.

The memories we made together are now all I have left, and while they bring me comfort, they also bring sorrow. I remember your laugh—how it would fill the room, warm and bright. I remember how we would talk for hours, not always about anything important, just sharing our thoughts and dreams, and even the silence between us felt like its own kind of language. Those moments will always live in my heart, but the pain of not having you here to create new ones, to share new memories with, is a wound that doesn't heal.

I think about you constantly. I wonder what life would be like if you were still here. I think about all the things we could have done, the places we could have gone, the dreams we could have chased together. There’s so much I wanted to share with you, but now I can only carry your memory, and I try my best to honor that every day.

I remember the first time I ever laid eyes on you. It seems like a lifetime ago, and yet it feels like it was just yesterday. How we stumbled into each other’s lives, two souls, somehow destined to meet. I remember thinking how lucky I was to have you in my life, and I still feel that way, even now. You changed me in ways I never imagined, and for that, I will forever be grateful.

There are days when I still feel you near me. I hear your voice in my thoughts and feel your presence in the spaces around me. Sometimes, I swear I can still smell your scent, or feel your hand brushing against mine. It’s as though you're still here with me, whispering to me, reminding me that you are never truly gone. And in those moments, I hold onto the belief that our love transcends time and space, that you will always be with me in some way, even if it’s not in the form I so desperately want.

I want you to know that I will carry you with me always. Your love will live on in everything I do. Every step I take, I will think of you. Every choice I make, I will ask myself what I would have wanted, what we would have dreamed of together. You are still my guiding star, my reason to keep moving forward, even when it feels impossible.

It’s hard to imagine a future without you, but I know I must try, even though it will never be the same. You have left a permanent mark on my heart, and I will continue to love you, even in your absence. You are a part of me, always and forever. And while I wish with all my heart that I could turn back time and hold you one more time, I find comfort in knowing that we shared something beautiful, something that no one can ever take away.

So, my love, though you are gone from this world, you are never gone from my heart. You will live there, in that sacred place, for as long as I breathe. Until we meet again, know that I love you with every fiber of my being, and that love will never fade.

Forever yours,

XXX

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