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Chapter 35: The Battle Between Me and Me – Endless Regret and Suffering

It was past midnight. Everyone in the hostel was asleep. Except me.

I sat on my bed, staring at the ceiling, the fan spinning mindlessly above. My books were open, but my mind was shut. I couldn't focus.

Because tonight, I wasn’t fighting with Physics, Chemistry, or Biology.

I was fighting with myse...

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Episodes
1 Episode 1: Welcome to Allen Bhubaneswar
2 Episode 2: The First Day Disaster
3 Episode 3: The First Friend (and First Breakdown)
4 Episode 4: The Timetable Illusion
5 Episode 5: ChatGPT – The Unofficial Allen Faculty
6 Episode 6: The First Major Test – Reality Check
7 Episode 7: The Thought That Shouldn’t Exist
8 Episode 8: The Restart Button
9 Episode 9: Nightmare About the Future
10 Episode 10: Midnight Realization
11 Episode 11: New Roommates, New Nightmares
12 Episode 12: Rotational Motion & The Legend Named Anand Kumar
13 Episode 13: Ritesh Joins the Star Batch
14 Episode 14: Anand Sir – The Star Teacher
15 Episode 15: The Regretful Sunday – A Day Wasted
16 Episode 16: Anand Sir – The Star Teacher
17 Episode 17: The Toughest Question – Ritesh’s Genius Moment
18 Episode 18: The Day Ritesh Broke Down
19 Episode 19: Kinematics – The Ultimate Revision & A New Friend
20 Chapter 20: Surprise Revision by Anand Sir – The Ultimate Fun & Learning Experie
21 Chapter 21: Biology – My Love, My Life, My Everything (And Susmita Ma’am
22 Chapter 22: Another Sunday – A Plan to Save Time
23 Chapter 23: 400 Marks in Review Test – Another Nightmare
24 Chapter 24: The Fear of Another Failure
25 Chapter 25: Why Do I Always Forget What I Planned to Study? Am I Dumb?
26 Chapter 26: The Day I Decided to Study… And Failed Miserably
27 Chapter 27: Anand Sir Asks Everyone Their RT-2 Marks… Including Me
28 Chapter 28: Botany – A New Beginning with Prakriti Ma’am
29 Chapter 29: Teacher’s Day – A Celebration Like No Other!
30 Chapter 30: "Teacher's Day Over… Reality Hits Like a Truck!"
31 Chapter 31: Group Study – Animal Kingdom Revision Begins!
32 Chapter 32: A New Addition to the Friend Circle – Enter Priya!
33 Chapter 33: Raman Sir’s Last Class – The End of an Era
34 Chapter 34: The Arrival of Sanjiv Sir – The GOAT of Physical Chemistry
35 Chapter 35: The Battle Between Me and Me – Endless Regret and Suffering
36 Chapter 36: October 8 – Durga Puja
37 Chapter 37: The Taunting Neighbor and My Biggest Fear
38 Chapter 38: End of Vacation – A Relief or Regret?
39 Chapter 39: Back to Allen – The Same Cycle, Again?
40 Chapter 39: Back to Allen – The Same Cycle, Again?
41 Chapter 40: Days Are Passing, and I Am…
42 Chapter 42: A Ray of Hope or Just Another Illusion?
43 Chapter 43: The Illusion of Progress
44 Chapter 44: The End of Physical Chemistry & The Beginning of True Fear
45 Chapter 45: Double Dose of Physics—Anand Sir & Survesh Sir on the Same Day
46 Chapter 46: The Mock Test That Broke Me
47 Chapter 47: The Final Piece—Who Will Teach Inorganic?
48 Chapter 48: We Decided to Change the Teacher Even Before the First Class
49 Chapter 49: Navin Sir’s First Class—Was the Change Worth It?
50 Chapter 50: Outing with the Six of Us—Filling the Gaps
51 Chapter 51: Priya—The One Who Could See Through Me
52 Chapter 52: Aarav—My First Friend, Priya—The Last Addition
53 Chapter 53: 2024 Is Ending, and NEET Is Coming Near
54 Chapter 54: The Beginning vs. The End—Will This Time Be Different?
55 Chapter 55: Group Talk About the Future—The Break That Felt Different
56 Chapter 56: Happy New Year 2025 (A Golden Year as Rohan Believes)
57 Chapter 57: The First Month of 2025
58 Chapter 58: Last Review Test Syllabus Is Coming to an End – Stress, Panic
59 Chapter 59: The Last Review Test – A Reality Check
60 Chapter 60: The Bhubaneswar vs. Kota Major Test War
61 Chapter 61: The Test Struggle Continues—Different Scores, Different Perspectives
62 Chapter 62: Another Set of Tests—Falling and Rising?
63 Chapter 63: Skipping a Test—A Smart Move or a Big Mistake?
64 Chapter 64: Was Skipping Bhubaneswar Worth It?
65 Chapter 65: Am I Dumb? Not Learning from My Mistakes
66 Chapter 66: Lost in the Chaos
67 Chapter 67: The Cycle of Regret
68 Chapter 68: March 25—The Day Before Kota Test 7
69 Chapter 69: March 26, 5:00 AM—Eight Hours Before Kota Test 7
70 Chapter 70: March 26, 5:31 AM—The Final Breakdown
71 Chapter 71: Losing the Boundary Between Logic and Illogic
72 Chapter 72: The Day That Disappeared
73 Chapter 73: The Path of Krishna
74 Chapter 74: The Birth of Debasish
75 Chapter 75: The Legend of Debasish
76 Chapter 76: Fearless Effort Till Dawn
77 Chapter 77: A New Kind of Day
78 Chapter 78: Breaking the Cycle with Krishna
79 Chapter 79: A Shift in Strategy—Back to Biology
80 Chapter 80: A Fall, But No Regret
81 Chapter 81 – The War Within
82 Chapter 82 – The Night of True Karma
83 Chapter 83 – March 28, 2025: Another Bhubaneswar Test I Decided Not to Skip
84 Chapter 84 – A New Approach
85 Chapter 85 – Seeking Guidance
86 Chapter 86 – The Uncertainty of Syllabus 3 and 4
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Episodes

Updated 86 Episodes

1
Episode 1: Welcome to Allen Bhubaneswar
2
Episode 2: The First Day Disaster
3
Episode 3: The First Friend (and First Breakdown)
4
Episode 4: The Timetable Illusion
5
Episode 5: ChatGPT – The Unofficial Allen Faculty
6
Episode 6: The First Major Test – Reality Check
7
Episode 7: The Thought That Shouldn’t Exist
8
Episode 8: The Restart Button
9
Episode 9: Nightmare About the Future
10
Episode 10: Midnight Realization
11
Episode 11: New Roommates, New Nightmares
12
Episode 12: Rotational Motion & The Legend Named Anand Kumar
13
Episode 13: Ritesh Joins the Star Batch
14
Episode 14: Anand Sir – The Star Teacher
15
Episode 15: The Regretful Sunday – A Day Wasted
16
Episode 16: Anand Sir – The Star Teacher
17
Episode 17: The Toughest Question – Ritesh’s Genius Moment
18
Episode 18: The Day Ritesh Broke Down
19
Episode 19: Kinematics – The Ultimate Revision & A New Friend
20
Chapter 20: Surprise Revision by Anand Sir – The Ultimate Fun & Learning Experie
21
Chapter 21: Biology – My Love, My Life, My Everything (And Susmita Ma’am
22
Chapter 22: Another Sunday – A Plan to Save Time
23
Chapter 23: 400 Marks in Review Test – Another Nightmare
24
Chapter 24: The Fear of Another Failure
25
Chapter 25: Why Do I Always Forget What I Planned to Study? Am I Dumb?
26
Chapter 26: The Day I Decided to Study… And Failed Miserably
27
Chapter 27: Anand Sir Asks Everyone Their RT-2 Marks… Including Me
28
Chapter 28: Botany – A New Beginning with Prakriti Ma’am
29
Chapter 29: Teacher’s Day – A Celebration Like No Other!
30
Chapter 30: "Teacher's Day Over… Reality Hits Like a Truck!"
31
Chapter 31: Group Study – Animal Kingdom Revision Begins!
32
Chapter 32: A New Addition to the Friend Circle – Enter Priya!
33
Chapter 33: Raman Sir’s Last Class – The End of an Era
34
Chapter 34: The Arrival of Sanjiv Sir – The GOAT of Physical Chemistry
35
Chapter 35: The Battle Between Me and Me – Endless Regret and Suffering
36
Chapter 36: October 8 – Durga Puja
37
Chapter 37: The Taunting Neighbor and My Biggest Fear
38
Chapter 38: End of Vacation – A Relief or Regret?
39
Chapter 39: Back to Allen – The Same Cycle, Again?
40
Chapter 39: Back to Allen – The Same Cycle, Again?
41
Chapter 40: Days Are Passing, and I Am…
42
Chapter 42: A Ray of Hope or Just Another Illusion?
43
Chapter 43: The Illusion of Progress
44
Chapter 44: The End of Physical Chemistry & The Beginning of True Fear
45
Chapter 45: Double Dose of Physics—Anand Sir & Survesh Sir on the Same Day
46
Chapter 46: The Mock Test That Broke Me
47
Chapter 47: The Final Piece—Who Will Teach Inorganic?
48
Chapter 48: We Decided to Change the Teacher Even Before the First Class
49
Chapter 49: Navin Sir’s First Class—Was the Change Worth It?
50
Chapter 50: Outing with the Six of Us—Filling the Gaps
51
Chapter 51: Priya—The One Who Could See Through Me
52
Chapter 52: Aarav—My First Friend, Priya—The Last Addition
53
Chapter 53: 2024 Is Ending, and NEET Is Coming Near
54
Chapter 54: The Beginning vs. The End—Will This Time Be Different?
55
Chapter 55: Group Talk About the Future—The Break That Felt Different
56
Chapter 56: Happy New Year 2025 (A Golden Year as Rohan Believes)
57
Chapter 57: The First Month of 2025
58
Chapter 58: Last Review Test Syllabus Is Coming to an End – Stress, Panic
59
Chapter 59: The Last Review Test – A Reality Check
60
Chapter 60: The Bhubaneswar vs. Kota Major Test War
61
Chapter 61: The Test Struggle Continues—Different Scores, Different Perspectives
62
Chapter 62: Another Set of Tests—Falling and Rising?
63
Chapter 63: Skipping a Test—A Smart Move or a Big Mistake?
64
Chapter 64: Was Skipping Bhubaneswar Worth It?
65
Chapter 65: Am I Dumb? Not Learning from My Mistakes
66
Chapter 66: Lost in the Chaos
67
Chapter 67: The Cycle of Regret
68
Chapter 68: March 25—The Day Before Kota Test 7
69
Chapter 69: March 26, 5:00 AM—Eight Hours Before Kota Test 7
70
Chapter 70: March 26, 5:31 AM—The Final Breakdown
71
Chapter 71: Losing the Boundary Between Logic and Illogic
72
Chapter 72: The Day That Disappeared
73
Chapter 73: The Path of Krishna
74
Chapter 74: The Birth of Debasish
75
Chapter 75: The Legend of Debasish
76
Chapter 76: Fearless Effort Till Dawn
77
Chapter 77: A New Kind of Day
78
Chapter 78: Breaking the Cycle with Krishna
79
Chapter 79: A Shift in Strategy—Back to Biology
80
Chapter 80: A Fall, But No Regret
81
Chapter 81 – The War Within
82
Chapter 82 – The Night of True Karma
83
Chapter 83 – March 28, 2025: Another Bhubaneswar Test I Decided Not to Skip
84
Chapter 84 – A New Approach
85
Chapter 85 – Seeking Guidance
86
Chapter 86 – The Uncertainty of Syllabus 3 and 4

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