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Afterwards Ge Chen came to her in order to kill her. While he was occupied in his doings, to open the gate to her jail, he was distracted and couldn’t react to the sneak attack Yue Jian conducted on him. She thrusted the knife into his stomach. For a split second she regretted her decision and felt sorry for him but then she immediately starts to run away. While she rushed forwards she vaguely heard the words Ge Chen utters to her: "Go to Sabbat."

(Aki's spoiler: If we see the Situation from Ge Chen’s point of view, he was already aware that Yue Jian would stab him. To explain this you can say that Dye You has already talked about this plan with Ge Chen. There are also a lot of people who knew that when they want to fight against Osiris and Set a complete Mei Yue Yin is necessary and that’s why Yue Jian has to survive. But there are also a few people who don’t understand and want to cause uproar. It’s useless to waste his breath and talk with these people to rectify the misunderstandings. Furthermore it was obvious that Brujahs clansmen would play tricks. Ge Chen was sure, when the elders wake up Mason he would demand from Ge Chen to kill Yue Jian. Therefore to shift some time he decides to set out a wound on him and let Yue Jian stab him. The best choice would be when the wound would be a little serious so that the other clan members have no other choice and couldn’t temporarily leave their abode.)

After Yue Jian escaped, (Camarilla's actual position is their nearest base on the forbidden sphere, the place where Lu An was executed) Ge Chen went towards the outside direction to arouse attention so that he can be found. Brujahs Clan members have the feeling something seems to be fishy at this situation but after they catch sight of a seriously injured Ge Chen in this grave situation they couldn’t say something against him and have no choice as to put off their discussion with him for later. Right now the circumstances don’t allow Camarilla to depart. Even the other members of Camarilla couldn’t leave in this situation. The only choice they had was to search with all their might for Yue Jian's whereabouts.

The scene changed to Osiris and Xi Yans side. Xi Yan has already completely forgotten about Zhao Yan. She put her mind on preparations on how she can deal with Yue Jian. But because Mei Yue Yin is inside her she’s always conflicted with nightmares. Inside these dreams she is standing beside a girl who looks exactly the same as herself. The only difference is that this girl wears a ponytail. In these nightmares this ponytailed girl chased after her to kill her. She cursed herself for dreaming about something like this. It makes no sense, why should she kill herself? She questioned herself if it’s possible that she was ungrateful towards this girl and so on. Every time she wakes up from this nightmare, she feels unbelievable fear and sadness. Because she has no other way to vent her anger, after these nightmares she goes to Yi Sai and tortures him. On one side she really hates him and gets furious if she only thinks about him and on the other side she feels this urge to tell him about her dreams and laughed at herself for these kinds of thoughts she had. She was so absorbed in her doings (torturing Yi Sai) that the time she spents with Yi Sai starts to increase and Osiris have to wait a long time before he can spend time together with her. Osiris quietly observes this situation and then his expression gradually gets more and more saturnine.

If someone would look at her outside appearance, it looks like Xi Yan already emerged from a caterpillar into a beautiful butterfly (means that she get stronger and powerful like she wanted), but reality shows she’s not happy at all and it doesn’t matter if it would be because of her nightmares and/or her vengeance against Yi Sai. At this point whoever it is, Osiris or Yi Sai both can clearly see through her. Xi Yan decided she would train Yi Sai and using the same gruel way he use to teach her back then. But no matter what she did to him Yi Sai always remain unmoved by her actions. He never let out a scream of grief because of the pain he has to endure. He never acts petty and low so that he could win a favor or beg for forgiveness. His facial expression also never shows a trace of hate. Just as before he always has this sly grin on his face. She wishes to erase this ridiculous sneer out of his face. It’s obvious that he looks down on her even when he is the one who kneels before her. However it seems like she would be the one who looks up hopefully to him like she had done in the past. This caused her to get even more furious and intense her maltreating towards him but Xi Yan has already understand it thoroughly that it doesn’t matter in which way she torture him, Yi Sai will always remain unmoved. That kind of thinking leads her to develop a new habit. Whenever she feels irritated (unaware of here action,) she begins to scratch her thighs. (It’s the area where the bat entered in her body.) Even Osiris begins repeatedly to stress her with this matter about the bat.

“Don’t scratch it! I almost got it, I should have taken this bat out of you earlier! Where is this damn bat right now!’’

“It’s in….no, it’s always there, it doesn’t matterwhat you do to break this spell but please take her out don’t let her slip. It hurts so much, Sorisi please help me…’’

These are the only moments where Osiris and Xi Yan are both together and can be their selves. On Ordinary times when they need to confront themselves with their enemies or the human government, Xi Yan's expression never changed she’s always reserved. Only when she is with Osiris alone once in a while she shed tears without a reason.

“I also don’t know the reason why I’m crying, maybe it’s because I’m too depressed. I have always this empty and desolate feeling deep inside my heart. Sometimes it seems like my heart would stop and I can’t breathe. This kind of feeling it’s felt like I would die. Even when I maltreat Yi Sai I would have this unhappy feeling inside me (means it makes her not satisfied to torture him anymore) Why is that so? I already get strong and powerful so why….’’

“So do you want to say that you regret your decision to stay together with me?’’ Osiris stared blankly at Xi Yan, She couldn’t move and remain silent a little while but then she only said: “No, I don’t regret my decision.” After her words she grabbed his hand tightly.

Osiris is very mistrustful to others, especially when it has to do something with Xi Yan, (Look after chapter 125/126) because the experiences from his previous lifetimes runs deep through him. Xi Yan also can understand this. But because of the things regarding her nightmares and the feeling that Yi Sai knows something, she never dares to ask him again about this matter. As for the nightmares, she has the feeling inside this dream must be a trace she can follow to find a hint. However she doesn’t really have a clue for what exactly she should search for. In the end she decides to go to Yi Sai and ask him if he know something (who's the girl in her dream.)

“Of course I know who she is, but even if I would tell you would you believe me? Back then you have had a big sister who really loved you dearly. However you were ungrateful towards her kindness and turned your back on your relationship. You even joined hands with your beloved Osiris to kill her. It’s only natural that she would search for you and haunt you in your dreams.”

“ Ha, Do you really think you can drive a wedge between me and Osiris ? Forget it, who would believe this kind of lies?”

“If I would tell the lie or the truth you can easily investigate and find out by yourself. Since you have already remember her appearance then this must be mean that in the depths of your memories must exist something that is concerned with her. After all you also have stolen something that belonged originally to her. Hehe…’’

Afterwards Xi Yan was just entangled with all different kinds of her nightmares and searched overall in them for some clues. The more she searches for the clues the more she gets the feeling that Yi Sai told the truth to her. Instead of telling her the whole story behind the ponytailed girl in her dreams straight into her face, he begins to bewitch her (means he only tell her a few pieces and then let her stand alone with this spare informations to make her crazy). He even took advantage of times were Osiris weekly walks alone to the human government. In these times Yi Sai entice Xi Yan to come to him on her own accord in order to help her find out everything and he also will that she understand that Osiris tries to prevent her from finding out the truth. Xi Yan detest Yi Sai from the bottom of her heart but at the same time she begins to beware of Osiris. After Osiris who notice all of this couldn’t endure this any longer, he decides to get rid of Yi Sai (means he will kill him) and also calls Xi Yan to come over to him.

It gets into a common habit from Osiris to go to Yi Sai in order to maltreat him. Since Osiris is the one who indirect created Yi Sai, Osiris also knows that in reality he can feel pain and what exactly he must do to let Yi Sai feel this sort of pain. (This is because of Osiris continuously has had done experiments.) In the end Osiris treatment made Yi Sai loose the smiling expression he always had and let him breath out a painful snort.

Osiris: “You brat don’t stir up my baseline any further, you are not qualified to challenge me. You are not the only one who I can get rid of, there’s also Fan Le Lao and the members of the Sabbat. I can let each and everyone one of them experience something even worse than death itself!’’ Yi Sai respond to Osiris words with a ruthless stare on him. He even let Xi Yan see this expression. However seeing this it doesn’t let Xi Yan feel any kind of happiness (it means after all the time she maltreated Yi Sai he remained unmoved and always had a smiling expressions by her actions but finally she can see how he loses his mocking face but it doesn’t make her happy). Her attention now lies completely on Osiris but all she can feel is an unbelievable fear. Osiris played enough he gets serious and intends to kill Yi Sai but finally when he wanted to make his killing move, in the corner of his eyes he noticed how Xi Yan secretly shed tears. He grinded his teeth and hesitates for a long time where he feels downwards in his heart then he decides to abstain from his doings and released Yi Sai from his cruel torment. Yi Sai begins to gasp for breath then he smiled again.

(Aki.7: Here I must say a similar situation happened in chapter 124 where Osiris identity gets exposed. At this time Sorisi wanted to kill Yi Sai immediately in order to avoid some trouble in the future. But Xi Yan prevents his actions because in her opinion she would lose a motive power and also she can take vengeance together with Sorisi against Yi Sai. She doesn’t want for him to die an easy death. Rather she personally wants to torture him. (Because before he also mistreat her and let her suffer so much pain that she wanted to die but Yi Sai never let her die. Therefore she wants to bedevil him to the point where life is more painful than death.) Afterwards whenever she mistreats Yi Sai he never responds to her actions. Seeing him remain unmoved makes her extremely furious. At that time Yi Sai said to her: “If you hate me this much, it would be better to just kill me.’’ At that time she stopped her actions and stared blankly at him then she cried. Right now she feels an unbelievable emptiness in her heart. It’s true that toward Yi Sai she harbors a deep hatred, but she also needs his support. If he would die then she would also lose a big motivation for power and target. Furthermore the clues including the ponytailed girl would also vanish. Then Xi Yan would be forever entangled and lost in her nightmares and except for her appearance she would never get to know more about this girl or for what clues she should search for. Osiris is also aware of all this (knowing that Yi Sai tell her clues to her sister and also try to make Xi Yan to distrust Osiris) That’s why he wants to kill Yi Sai again. He especially called Xi Yan to come over to see with her own eyes how he would kill Yi Sai but this time she secretly shed tears. Osiris knows that Xi Yan have only feelings filled with hatred towards Yi Sai but even so he feels uneasy in his heart. Because he also hates Yi Sai he wants to kill him but he doesn’t want to lose Xi Yan and also don’t want that she would feels sad. That’s why in the end he released Yi Sai. (This is also a result of the kindhearted side of Sorisi) Then later it’s following an explanation of the situation of the 3 person relation. )

Moreover in this moment Osiris begins to change. He gradually begins to get more reckless and furious. Xi Yan feels that he distanced himself even more from her. (This is not only a result of the circumstances with Yi Sai moreover it’s because what he said to Xi Yan.) (Refers to the part where Xi Yan asked him why he didn’t tell her about Zhao Yans gift and letter etc.)

(Aki.7: Now I will explain how these 3 person relation works and how this relation change. Sorisi and Yi Sai have both an influence on Xi Yan’s way of thinking. Rather to say she’s only wavering between this both persons it would be better to say she’s wavering between light and dark. In the beginning Sorisi is the light part and Yi Sai is the dark part. So we can say Sorisi is a positive part for her (front side) and Yi Sai is a negative part (back side) but right now both sides reverse their places. After all on an early time Sorisi always wished for Xi Yan to become more cheerful and open like the sunlight therefore that’s why he represent her positive side. However on the contrary Yi Sai desires for Xi Yan to fall from grace and become depraved so he can use her for his own benefits that’s why he’s the negative side. (For better explaining you can say Sorisi wants that Xi Yan would be happy so his actions are for her wellbeing and not really for himself. Yi Sai wants to use her for his own benefits so he doesn’t care about her wishes.) But right now Yi Sai wishes for Xi Yan to get aware of her wrongdoings so much that he’s able to change the sides with Osiris and turn him into her enemy. This inflicts a serious damage on Osiris (means right know Osiris doesn’t want that Xi Yan would find out about the truth so he doesn’t do something good for her wellbeing but Yi Sai wants that she find out and continue her way) and as an result Yi Sai is her positive side now. Xi Yan realize that the path she has chosen is a painful one. Osiris continuously hinders her way that’s why he changes to her negative side because he only wishes for Xi Yan to depart from the truth so that she would not suffer pain. At least I will explain it one more time, these so called right and wrong doesn’t really have an absolute norm. So it’s possible for both sides to reverse in some circumstances. The most important part here is for Xi Yan to find a balance for herself in this. But her position along with her character causes her to stand in ontradictions and created a turning point for both sides. Xi Yans struggling will also considered to be in the following story. She will also struggle a lot in her development.)

Aki.7 said she wants to clarify who exactly can remember Zhao Yan and why. Osiris is one of the gods so he can remember her. Yi Sai and Ai Na are both special beings so they can remember her too. Because Fan Le Lao was connected with her Mei Yue Yin he also remembers her. Right now Xi Yan forgets Zhao Yan but because she has her Mei Yue Yin when she tries her best and search for the broken fragments in her memories she can remember her again. Because Fan Le Lao understands her way of thinking and accepts her wishes he doesn’t tell the others about Zhao Yan. Ai Na also knows what happened with Zhao Yan in the past but since she doesn’t want to let her comrades feel sad she refuses to tell them. Aki said more about this will be broadcast questions and she will not answer them here. She explained what will follow next in the plot. First we will look into what happened in Yi Sai's past.

Yi Sai’s Past:

Before I already have said that it’s not necessary to tell about Yi Sai's past because his past is unrelated to the plotline. But since it seems there are a lot of things remained unclear we will take a look into his past. But even when we do this it’s not so that his character gets much influenced by his dark past but it shows even more what kind of steady character he is. (Means he doesn’t change much.) From the beginning Yi Sai should acts as a human shaped weapon that’s the way he was created. It’s not necessary for him to have feelings he only should obey orders that’s all. To be more precise he should absolute obey just one command; his father entrust him to do everything to strengthen the Sabbat. This one command was compared with other commands Yi Sais top priority. From his childhood onwards his father maltreats Yi Sai to strengthen him and also teach him that something that doesn't have a use or benefit for him or the Sabbat he must get rid of this because there’s no use for worthless trash (or useless people)...

Before I already mentioned that Yi Sai has a sense of pain but only because he’s used to it he doesn’t show it. Now inside his consciousness is firmly fixed a not- to –disobey- or –betray- concept. He should not talk back and only keep silent and fulfill his orders. This was always the same until one day he meets a young little companion. He’s quite easygoing and also very weak (in this points he’s similar to Sorisi). I never could decide which gender this companion would have so we will only name him little companion. In the points mentioned before little companion and Sorisi may be similar but they aren’t alike. He may be very weak but little companion doesn’t know how weak he is (at this age he’s just a little kid so he would not know this) and also he likes to tease others. Every time he catches sight of Yi Sai he feels that he seems to be too expressionless that’s why he thought it could be funny to bully him so that he can see how Yi Sais expressionless face could change. Therefore he always loved to tease Yi Sai. (Similar to how Xi Yan likes to tease others) Compared for the ordinary times where his father maltreats him Yi Sai thought that the times where this little guy tries to bully him are peaceful and are like heaven on earth. From the beginning little companion doesn’t even know that the one he bullies is the son of the leader. (Aki: I’m highest awesome hahaha- ) At This time both are very young so they play together. Yi Sai begins to doubt that concept “of having no feelings” but he refuses to contradict it. However when he told his father in the end, his father instead of being angry he support him so for the time being he could play often with little companion.

After some time both gets very familiar with each other but some time later his father entrust him with the order to kill little companion because his father needs to coax some henchmen so it would be necessary for Yi Sai to do this. Since little companion is very weak he’s nothing more as a worthless person so it would be better to get rid of him and when Yi Sai kills him it would make him much stronger (the aspect that he has an heart would be vanish in the eyes of the henchmen). Yi Sai didn’t hesitate a second and went to search for little companion. When he found him and told him about his order little companion can’t believe it. He thought he could influence Yi Sai. Then Yi Sai only said: “You are always like that why don’t you get it, I already have told you before I’m nothing more than a human shaped weapon ( literally he said machine).’’ After he finished his words Yi Sai killed little companion. In the past whenever Yi Sai killed someone he never would waver in the least but only this time he couldn’t look into little companion’s eyes.

Many years later that is to the time when Ji Se Lun’s death (Fan Le Lao’s father) caused turmoil to Sabbat, Yi Sai’s father take out (his) a part of people and run away. He intended to let the Sabbat come back but all these years his father was kept under by Ji Se Lun’s orders and now he can’t handle this situation almost to the point where the few people which only remained also took their leave. Yi Sai always stands aside and has a look to this Situation then he finally decides to kill his father.

His father also showed a face of disbelieves. (When Yi Sai told him he wants to kill him) Yi Sai said:” Once you said to me if people are useless to me or Sabbat they should die just like (little companions name).’’ His father regretless said "So actually you all along have remembered this and always hated me for this… and so on.(he said more things but its seems they will not be mentioned from Aki). Yi Sai only shook his head and said: “Just die, you worthless trash.’’ then he killed his father. There a many different reasons why Yi Sai was continuously on alert of Sorisis actions. How I said before, Sorisi and little companion are alike in some points. Yi Sai was aware that his father and Sorisi lived in the same generation. But because of the ideology his father taught him, (weak and useless people must die) he thought something must be fishy because it’s impossible that someone this weak as Sorisi would keep living for such a long time. So he begins to question him. (Yi Sai doesn’t know that back then when his father came to know Sorisi he wasn’t this kind of furious person he will be become during Yi Sai's childhood. And also doesn’t he know that Sorisi's knowledge of medical treatment was quite awesome) (means because of his medical knowledge, in the eyes of Yi Sai's father Sorisi wasn’t a useless person.)

Yi Sai has indeed a very coldhearted side but I think everyone can understand that little companion was special for Yi Sai (literally he had some feelings for him).

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