realisation
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Thank-you so, so much for your love and support 🤗...
from the last episode :
Doraemon finally uses the gadget gaslighting on Nobita which brain washes him... Nobita who was traumatized from such future wishes to change it...so when he wakes up ...he decides to change.... everyone is hopeful....but...are they really? .. let's find out
Nobita sat at his desk, gripping his pencil tightly. His textbook was open, but his vision blurred from exhaustion. He had been trying —really trying. Studying for hours, practicing his handwriting, even attempting math problems without asking doraemon for help...but the results....were still the same.
Nobita nobi
*muttering* it's useless no matter what I do...
He clenched his fists, frustrating welling up inside him.
doraemon
*walks in , expression unreadable*
doraemon
Still at it...,huh?
Nobita nobi
*forces a grin* heh , yeah! I just need to—
The air in the room seemed to freeze.
Nobita nobi
W-what ? No! I just need some more time! I—
doraemon
*sighs deeply* it's been months. You're trying, I get it . But it's not enough..you're still failing , still struggling. I don't think I can help you anymore
Nobita's heart stopped. the one person who always helped him , no matter what...was giving up on him ?
All the air knocked out his chest...eyes watering.. hearing such words from doraemon.. nothing could have prepared him for this... nothing and I mean nothing hurts harder than when the person who always believed and helped you had given up on you...it makes everything useless...all the efforts went down the drain...but-but he'll still try and try again to prove him wrong..
Nobita nobi
Doremon... you're joking, right? Y-you always help me... please *a broken expression... trying hard to believe that doramon can't do this* no no...you-
doraemon
*looks away* maybe it's time you help yourself.
Nobita nobi
*legs weak... collapses on the floor...with a hurt expression on his face... almost begging him to stop...to believe in him once again..to not give up on him* please... doramon?
Don't you just hate it ?...when nothing goes your way ? When everything is mocking you ? Making you feel you'll never be enough no matter what you do ?..
That's exactly what Nobita is feeling right now...his pencil...his notebook..his desk..the walls ... everything is mocking him ... almost screaming " you'll never be enough, give up"....it makes him want to cry...to leave everything to give up...b-but he must not give up never... it's okay he'll prove doraemon wrong... he'll eventually apologise for giving up on him and come back to him....but it all felt.. Impossible
Doraemon has always been there for him ... until h-he was not? That night Nobita fell asleep crying
silence..no one ever talks about it but hurts the most but ..... that's all there was..no sound of laughter...no sound of doraemon worrying or fussing over him not scolding him...not helping him....it was only the sound of giving up , silence
For the first time...nobita hated himself
Hated doraemon..for giving up on him... himself for not trying enough...
For the first time Nobita ..HATED...he hated
Takeshi/gian goda
hey, look ! Nobita's still studying! Ptff, what's the point? You'll just fail again! 😂
suneo honekawa
Yeah seriously! You're trying so hard , but you're still the same old loser. 😆
Nobita nobi
*gripping his notebook tightly*....shut up.
Takeshi/gian goda
Ohh? What was that ? You wanna fight, loser ? *grins*
Shizuka minamoto
*sighs* just leave him alone , gian.
Nobita nobi
*looks up hopefully* Shizuka...you...you believe me right ?
Shizuka minamoto
*pauses* I don't know, Nobita. You always say you'll change, but...you never do.
Nobita nobi
*heart sinking...as his last hope had given up on him* not you too...
Shizuka minamoto
*softly* maybe it's just who you are....
Nobita nobi
*sad, pathetic smile* maybe...*mumbles looks down*
That day...nobita felt something inside him break . He turned away , swallowing the lump in his throat.. Stopping himself from crying... that day he realized that he only had himself in this whole world...and could only depend on himself...
He learned it the hard way....
AFTER SCHOOL - WALKING HOME
Nobita kicked a rock, his hands deep in his pockets . He hated this...he hated it all
hidetoshi dekisugi
*calls from behind* NOBITA!
Nobita nobi
*groans and turns back* what do you want, dekisugi?
hidetoshi dekisugi
I saw you studying lately. That's good! But maybe I can help you? We can study together!
Nobita nobi
*bitterly* why? so you can feel even better about being smarter than me ?
hidetoshi dekisugi
Huh? No, that's not—
Nobita nobi
Just leave me alone, dekisugi! I don't need your pity!
Nobita stormed off, ignoring the hurt look on dekisugi's face
hidetoshi dekisugi
*hurt* but I only wanted to help you...then maybe we could be friends *says softly, looking at nobita who was walking away*
The only one who still believes in Nobita is dekisugi. But nobita filled with jealousy and resentment, pushes him away , treating him harshly..
But isn't it human nature to push away someone or something that reminds us of our own inadequacies.( something that's not enough) ... Nobita's resentment towards dekisugi isn't just about jealousy - it's about self-preservation.
He hated dekisugi - not because he was cruel, but because he was perfect. Smart , kind , effortlessly successful - everything nobita tried and failed to be. Dekisugi's help felt like pity, his patience like mockery. Nobita resented him, not for his actions, but for being the proof that nobita was truly worthless.
Hope y'all liked this chapter...till then ba-bye
Comments
Rose
Its interesting..I am looking forward to read more of it.
2025-03-25
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Dream ✨
This is the reality
2025-03-24
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