Hey baby, I miss you. _chuckle_ Don't think I've forgotten about you for a second; that's why I'm missing you in this next second, no. I'm missing having you in my arms, keeping your legs on my lap while you're doing your own thing, cuddling you from behind when you're reading your books and telling me not to disturb you. Today, on my way back to the farmhouse, I asked uncle to grow the greens you like, and they grew perfectly. When he packed them and put them in the back of the truck, I chuckled unknowingly, thinking about what you'd say if I whined about not eating this grass. You would've smacked my head and scolded me like a mother, then fed me, and like a lost puppy, I would've eaten it just for that little kiss as a reward for being a good kid.....Before you left, you asked me to promise to live my life with happiness and do things I like. My happiness is loving you, and what I like? Baby, I love that my heart still screams your name.
I love the way I imagine things happening with you to show how much I love you and how I want to express it to you... You don't even have the slightest idea what your absence in my life is doing to me... If I had the power, I would make the air around me smell like you, so every time I inhale, you'd be all over me, roaming inside me, in every part of my body that craves you."
"What's life doing to me when I'm the one leading to you in every way? What is it called, love, when I just want to worship the care and affection I want to give, and to you only - not even the babies you'd ever give? The obsession I have for you is beyond my own imagination. Every second, I feel like maybe this is my limit, but that's when the next second hits and shows me my own actions, revealing how far I'll go - just to keep you in every word that belongs to something called love."
"A few days back, I was cleaning your room as usual and was about to drop your picture accidentally. Suddenly, I remembered the time when I dropped this exact picture of yours, and you said you didn't like it because of the cute pout on your lips, saying you looked ugly in it. I flopped on the couch and thought, would you say the same thing if you saw the way I look at you? The way my gaze softens whenever my eyes fall on you? The way my soul stares at you? You look prettiest to me, baby. You're the most gorgeous creature God ever made in the whole of human existence. If you ever got a chance to see how I look at you, you'd. fall for your own self with every gaze you take at. your face."
smiles* that's the end for today ig, time's up.. see u soon bub.
love you♡
.
.
.
.
love you the way u will fall for your own self if uu will know how I love u.. good night chubby. sweet dreams.. cuddles you*
***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***
Comments