The doc first gay experience Seongjoong

Contains sex scenes

Hongjoong stands in his dressing room and hears negative voices in his head, like you are not my son, you are a disgrace to the family. Hongjoong looks in the mirror and tries to take deep breaths, he is very nervous and tries to calm down and ignore the voices he hears. Hongjoong tries to decide what to wear to think of something else to put his mind on. Hongjoong finally decides on black jeans and a black shirt.

Time passes and Hongjoong gets more nervous with each passing minute, eventually Hongjoong feels himself getting so nervous that he has to throw up. Hongjoong runs to the toilet, then rinses his face and tries to calm his nerves. Hongjoong receives a text that says: I will come at 9pm. Hongjoong gets more nervous and puts the phone down and takes a step away, then he turns back and looks at the text again. Hongjoong gets another one that says: Can you confirm? Hongjoong doesn't know what to do, he gets more and more nervous, he goes to the bathroom again and looks in the mirror to calm his nerves. Hongjoong makes an effort to practice what to say when the person arrives. It does nothing to calm his nerves. Hongjoong starts to regret why did he decided to have a meeting. Hongjoong thinks about cancelling, he takes his phone and sees it's already 8:50pm and realizes it's to late.

Seonghwa is sitting in the car trying to find the address he got from the guy he arranged to meet on Grindr.

Seonghwa had just got Grindr after nagging from his friends. Seonghwa didn't think he would meet anyone, but a guy caught his attention and they decided after texting for a while to see each other. Finally, Seonghwa arrives at the right address and parks the car. Taking a deep breath, Seonghwa walks over and rings the doorbell. The door opens hesitantly after a while.

- Hello\, Hongjoong? Seonghwa asks.

Hongjoong nods and Seonghwa says:

- I'm Seonghwa.

They stand for a while and Seonghwa finally asks:

- Are you going to invite me?

- Yeah sure\, says Hongjoong nervously.

Seonghwa walks in and looks around Hongjoong's apartment.

- I like your place.

- Thank you\, Hongjoong says.

They sat down at the bar in Hongjoong’s living room and sit in silence. Hongjoong feels that his nerves are on edge and he finds it hard to relax. Hongjoong tries to take a deep breath to calm them down.

- Shall we go through some rules first before we start anything? Seonghwa asks.

- Okay\, Hongjoong said\, thinking that it might get his mind on something else.

- First\, if you become aggressive or rude\, I will leave here.

- No risk\, I'm not that kind of person.

- Okay\, that's great\, and I don't take drugs and I'd be grateful if you didn't either tonight.

- No\, I'm a doctor\, I don't take drugs\, I prescribe sometimes\, Hongjoong laughs a little nervously.

- Okay\, that's good\, Seonghwa says with a small smile on his face.

Seonghwa looks around a bit and then back at Hongjoong, Hongjoong looks really good with his black clothes and black hair covering his eyes as he leans forward. Seonghwa sees that Hongjoong is a bit nervous so Seonghwa starts caressing Hongjoong's legs with one finger gently and then with his whole hand. Hongjoong starts to get the negative voices in his head back. Seonghwa lifts his shirt up a bit over his stomach and takes Hongjoong's hand and brings it to his stomach so that Hongjoong caresses his abs and up to Seonghwa's chest. Hongjoong looks at his hand as he caresses Seonghwa's abs, but suddenly the voices get too loud so he rips his hand away.

- Sorry\, I'm so sorry\, Hongjoong says.

Hongjoong puts his head between his hands and tries to silence the voices.

- Is everything okay? Seonghwa asks with concern in his voice.

- Yes.

Seonghwa looked at him skeptically and asks:

- Are you married?

- Uh\, I was married before for about five years\, Hongjoong answers after a moment's hesitation. We were best friends in high school.

Seonghwa smiles at that and it makes Hongjoong feel like he can continue.

- Right then\, everything felt like it wasn't a big deal\, that everything that happened was meant to happen\, I didn't question anything. I felt normal\, but I struggled and tried\, I didn't know what to feel and still don't know what I feel. In the end I couldn't give her what she wanted\, she got frustrated and she left me. I'm terrified.

- Why? Seonghwa asked.

- Because I can't let any of my friends\, family or colleagues find out who I am.

Seonghwa placed a comforting hand on Hongjoong's back and asked:

- That you are gay?

Hongjoong looks up at him and replies:

- Yes.

Seonghwa grabs Hongjoong and gives him a hug, as Seonghwa hugs Hongjoong, tears start to form in his eyes. Hongjoong breaks the hug and says:

- Sorry.

- No\, that's okay. I've met other guys who have broken down worse than you\, Seonghwa said with an encouraging smile. So have you ever been with a guy before?

- No\, I never dared.

- Would you like to kiss me? I will try to make you feel better\, I promise.

Seonghwa stands up and puts one hand on Hongjoong's cheek and leans in, kissing him lightly. Seonghwa takes Hongjoong's hands and places them on his slim waist as he stands between Hongjoong's legs and places his hands on his cheek and kisses him.

- Does it feel okay? Seonghwa asks.

- Yes.

They began to kiss each other again at a peaceful pace.

- Come with me baby\, Seonghwa says and they get up and walk towards the bedroom.

Seonghwa sits on the bed, Hongjoong stands between his legs and leans down and they kiss each other. Seonghwa lays down on the bed and pulls Hongjoong as they kiss.

- Are you ok? Seonghwa asks between the make out session and kneels at the same time.

- Yes\, Hongjoong answers with heavy breaths.

- Is it okay if I unbutton your shirt?

Hongjoong nods and Seonghwa starts unbuttoning Hongjoong's shirt as they kiss. When Seonghwa gets his shirt up, he looks at Hongjoong's body.

- Sexig\, Seonghwa says caressing Hongjoong's chest as they continue to kiss.

Seonghwa breaks the kiss and caresses Hongjoong's chest and starts kissing it. Seonghwa kisses down Hongjoong's chest, coming down to his abs and dangerously close to Hongjoong's crotch.

- Eh\, I don't really know what I want to do\, so we can take it easy\, says Hongjoong nervously.

- Of course we can.

They continue to kiss and caress. After a few minutes, Seonghwa asks:

- Do you want to lie down?

Hongjoong lays down on his back and Seonghwa takes off his shirt and Hongjoong's unbuttoned shirt. Hongjoong looks Seonghwa's body up and down.

- What a sexy body you have.

- You too.

Seonghwa leans down to kiss Hongjoong's lovely lips again. Seonghwa puts one of his legs between Hongjoong and lays on top of Hongjoong as they kiss, they rub their legs against each other. Seonghwa lifts Hongjoong's arm and starts kissing him along his arm and down his chest.

- I will take care of you\, I have you\, Seonghwa says reassuringly.

Seonghwa kisses Hongjoong again and goes down and kisses Hongjoong on the chest. Hongjoong begins to breathe heavily and Seonghwa leaves Hongjoong's chest and lets their lips meet again and they begin to kiss each other deeper. Hongjoong feels himself getting hard and Seonghwa feels it as they rub their sexes against each other.

- Does it feel good to have our cocks pressed against each other?

- Mmm\, Hongjoong moans out.

- Can i take off your pants?

- Yes\, Hongjoong answers out of breath and with a little nervousness in his voice.

- It's okay\, Seonghwa confirms.

Seonghwa takes off Hongjoong's pants and also his underpants. Seonghwa starts kissing and caressing Hongjoong's leg down to Hongjoong's cock and starts kissing around it. Seonghwa gets up, takes off his own pants and lifts Hongjoong to a sitting position. Hongjoong looks at Seonghwa's muscular body and caresses his abs with tentative hands, looking down at Seonghwa's erect cock.

- A lot to take in at once.

- Yes\, Hongjoong replies and hesitantly begins to kiss Seonghwa's chest.

- Are you ok?

Hongjoong nods and kisses Seonghwa, they lie down against the mattress again with Seonghwa over Hongjoong. Seonghwa breaks the kiss to kiss Hongjoong along his jawline further down towards his nipples. Seonghwa takes one of them between his lips and sucks them with light movements, Hongjoong moans low and Seonghwa moves to the other. Seonghwa moves further down to Hongjoong's cock, placing light kisses against it before moistening his lips and taking Hongjoong's cock into his mouth, calmly and slowly begins to suck Hongjoong off. Seonghwa gets up on his knees after a while and takes both of their cocks and starts rubbing them against each other. Seonghwa takes Hongjoong's hand so he can also jerk them off together.

- You seem overwhelmed\, are you okay? Seonghwa asks as he lets go of Hongjoong's hand and their cocks.

- Yes\, I'm fine.

- It's good\, Seonghwa replies\, and starts caressing Hongjoong's cock as they kiss each other.

- Oh\, it feels so good\, Hongjoong moans.

- Want to try something different?

- Can we continue to caress each other a little bit first?

Seonghwa nods and they caress each other's cocks. After a while, Hongjoong asks:

- Can I try to suck you?

- If you really want\, Seonghwa says and he lays down on his back and Hongjoong starts by kissing him and then moves on to his chest. Hongjoong hesitates a bit as he comes down at Seonghwa's crotch.

- I've never done this.

- I'll guide you\, Seonghwa replies.

Hongjoong puts Seonghwa's cock in his mouth and begins to suck him at a slow pace.

- You're doing so well\, Seonghwa moans\, stroking Hongjoong's hair.

Hongjoong continues to suck Seonghwa after his encouragement, after a while Hongjoong lets go of Seonghwa's cock and goes up to Seonghwa's lips again.

- Do you want to try and have sex? Seonghwa asks carefully.

- Yes.

Seonghwa spreads his legs so Hongjoong can lie between, Hongjoong looks over Seonghwa's body and down to his opening.

- I should just put on some lube and then you carefully insert it\, Seonghwa explains .

Seonghwa rubs lube on Hongjoong's cock and also around his opening, when he's done he nods at Hongjoong. Hongjoong holds Seonghwa's legs against his chest while Seonghwa helps Hongjoong insert his cock into Seonghwa's opening. Hongjoong hesitantly pushes his cock in and moans loudly as he feels the heat. Seonghwa moans and after Hongjoong thrusts in and out a few times, Seonghwa asks:

- Does it feel okay?

- Oh yes.

Hongjoong gently moves his cock in and out while Seonghwa strokes his chest and back.

- Does it feel good? Hongjoong asks hesitantly.

- Yes\, you do so well.

- It feels so good\, state Hongjoong.

They kiss each other as Hongjoong moves his cock in and out at a leisurely pace. Both moan and after a while Seonghwa says:

- You can pick up the pace a bit now.

- Am I doing well? Hongjoong asks after he picks up the pace.

- Oh\, yes\, you are doing wonderful.

- Is it okay if I caress you at the same time? Hongjoong asks after a while.

- Absolutely.

Hongjoong grabs Seonghwa's cock and caresses while bringing his cock in and out at a slightly faster pace. Seonghwa moans loudly and exclaims:

- I'm so close.

- So I am doing a good job?

- Yes\, you're doing a wonderful job\, Seonghwa replies\, getting up on his knees. Stay there in your position.

Seonghwa turns so he's on all fours. Hongjoong pushes in again Seonghwa leans forward against the pillow and moans. Seonghwa rises against Hongjoong's chest and they kiss. Hongjoong hits Seonghwa point and Seonghwa moans loudly and meets Hongjoong's thrusts. Seonghwa turns his head to Hongjoong and they kiss again.

- Do you want to try riding?

- If you want\, Hongjoong replies.

Hongjoong lays down on his back and Seonghwa sits up.

- You feel wonderful\, Hongjoong establishes as he once again feels the warmth of Seonghwa.

Seonghwa leans down and they kiss each other. Hongjoong takes Seonghwa's slim waist and helps him up and down. While meeting Seonghwa with his own jabs. After a while Seonghwa gets off Hongjoong and they kiss.

- It's your first time and I want you to experience everything you want. Is there anything else you want to try?

- Can I lie down behind you and we do the spooning?

- Sure.

Hongjoong straightens up and re-enters Seonghwa.

- Hongjoong\, hold me close.

Hongjoong takes Seonghwa in his arms and hugs him tightly as he thrusts in and out. Hongjoong grabs Seonghwa's hand and intertwines them. Seonghwa turns his head back to Hongjoong and they kiss.

- Oh\, I'm close\, I'll come\, Seonghwa moans.

Seonghwa came and Hongjoong came not far behind. They kiss each other.

- What did you think? Seonghwa asks.

- It was wonderful.

- What do you want to do next?

- Can I hold you for a moment?

- Yes\, of course.

They kiss each other, get under the covers with their arms around each other. They fall asleep in each other's arms.

Hongjoong wakes up to the sun shining in, but Seonghwa isn't there and Hongjoong can't help but feel a little disappointed. They had certainly not said anything about meeting again, they had only decided to meet to have sex. Hongjoong turns to the bedside table and sees a note, which says:

Welcome to the first day of the rest of your life. I unfortunately had to go to work and didn't want to wake you up, but would love to see you again. Seonghwa. 

Hongjoong smiles when he sees the note and for the first time when he thinks about the future, he doesn't hear the negative voices in his head. Is just like they disappeared when Seonghwa started kissing him and everything felt so right. Not only Hongjoong's journey starts here, but also Hongjoong and Seonghwa journey together.

The end

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