Chapter 3

**I was woke up by sun shining brightly. I block my against the sun ray and I take my phone to check the time, it was  9 a.m, 10th of March, Wednesday.I check my messages, emails and news. I've got few snaps from Katie who sent me the picture of Serah's newly dyed pink hair which looked absolutely hilarious, she is a bitch who always try outdoing and bring me down, not only that she lives to flatter and lick the feet of riches, That's why I and Katie hate her so much. I had a text from my mom and dad. I reply to them then get up to go have my breakfast in the restaurant of the hotel.My breakfast was an absolute delicacy, I had miso soup, steamed rice, natto, and seaweed salad.

While eating, I was thinking about where to search for him. 

Well the first place he took me was Shibuya crossing, world's busiest crossing, before going there we went to a kimono shop and he got me an elegant light blue kimono and me to wear it. I went to try it in the trial room, the soft material of the dress brush across my skin, I finally managed to wear it, after a lot of struggle. When I came out, I could say that Alan could not stop staring at me, I could see his ears turn red, I could tell he was blushing. So to tease him I said stop drooling, your saliva is on the floor. He turned away quickly and stuttered you look beautiful but still cannot beat my idol.But his eyes ave him away.I smiled to myself and went to the cashier to pay but he wanted to pay, we had a quite an argument about who is going to pay then I let him.

I look down at the plate, I have already finished eating without even realizing I have sat here for an extra half an hour. But now I have a clear idea of where I'm going, of course Shibuya crossing. I hurry to my room to change. I wear the stripped red t- shirt and my favorite white skirt.**

I booked a cab and I am waiting at the lobby. A cute little girl approached while her parents were busy with something. She asked me "Onee-san, do you talk English? You look like an American too."I gave her a smile and replied" yes, sweetheart, what is your name?". She  turned around as her parents were calling" Yua, don't disturb anyone, come back here!!". Before leaving she said " Onee-san, you look so pretty, get a boyfriend who cherishes you". She winked and left. Soon my cab arrived, I got in.

I got off the cab and walked to the middle of Shibuya crossing and just stood there still closing my eyes where a hundreds of people pass by me, just like last time.

When Alan and I got here last time, I was really going through a lot that time, that's why he brought me here, at first I didn't understand what is so special about here and what does it have to do with me being depressed. But then he asked me to look what I could see there I just said that there were a lot of people passing that was all. Then he said that was right but that was not the point. He took me to the middle of the street right where I am standing at the moment. He said that it was his one of the favorite place and he goes there whenever he feels down, he asked me to see around and said that as you could see, we all live in the same world but we do not share the same story nor the same lives but we always want it to be perfect when we see other's life but I say that perfection doesn't exist, it is just an illusion. So stressing over something is waste of time.

He pointed out a few people  we saw some weren't rich,some weren't happy though they had money, some weren't worried about life and then we saw  children who were orphans, then I know he was right. I wanted to do something for the orphan children, so we went to a toy shop and bought some toys and gave it to them, they were really happy and they were saying " Arigato gozaimasu Oneesan" which I presume is thank you. Somehow this incident and moment divert my thoughts from which I was stressed about. I wanted to have fun too. And I did.

I stood there still reminiscing all these.

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