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Jimin's pov

Ow God!!

I'm so nervous, excited, happy, scared at the same time, so many emotions running through out my body. I have been waiting for this day since I've developed feelings for Tye. And now, that I've got it, I have no I idea WHAT TO DO!!

"SO!!! Today is the day my best friend gonna go to karaoke~" Lu wiggled her brows and teased me.

Now I was more nervous and embarrassed. I felt myself heating up so I burried my face in my hands supporting on my desk.

"Hey, c'mon, don't be nervous. Its just a karaoke night"

I shot up my head to look at her in disbelief. She knows how much its important to me more than anyone else and she dared to say it was only 'karaoke night'. She laughed historycally at my sight and then I knew I was all red. I was so shy, embarrassed, nervous and all that I can now feel is my body heating. I again buried my face.

"Hey hey hey, look at me" she brushed my hair. I was a bit calm so I slowly looked up at her.

"You're going to be okay. What's troubling you? Do you need any help?" she sweetly asked.

"Help with what?" yoongi barged in, Jin and Namjoon standing beside him.

"Ah! Its nothing!" I stood up in a rush. Lu stood up as well, snickering before turning to them.

"Our beloved Chim here has a date". Now my face was not pink but RED like my blood in my tensed body.

"Oooo~, a date? Who's the lucky guy?" Jin smirked seating across me.

"No no no, its not a date. He just asked me for a karaoke night as a friend, that's all" I bit my lower lip, lowering my head down.

"It seems like he is 'that friend' huh?" Namjoon patted me on my shoulder as he grinned wide showing off his dimples.

"Tsk, Friend my ***. If he doesn't like you, he lost big BIG time" yoongi emphasied his words.

"Really?" I asked in an unsure voice looking at him.

"Yes, of course. And I'm pretty sure he likes you" Jin smiled.

"Do you want a wing man or in my case a wing woman?" Lu suddenly asked grinning.

"What do you mean?" I asked confused since I don't know anything about relationships.

"I will be with you before you go in and I will be in the back from where you are and I'll help out"

"WE will be in the back" Jin added.

"All of you?!" I asked, taken back.

"Will that bother you?" Namjoon asked.

I was surprised they wanted to help me. Rich, handsome and cool people like them hanging out with a person like me seemed completely ODD. Maybe they wanted to make fun of me but its unlikely since they are really kind and Lu said that they are not as any other spoiled snobby brats and I think I would feel calm if they stuck around. Even If the situation somehow goes wrong, they will be around to cheer me up. After a thought about it, it would be great if they come along.

"I would like that" I cheered. Soon we were noisy talking about this and that, smiling and laughing until.

"What's all this about?" a stern cold voice silenced us.

SHIT!!!! WHY DOES HE HAVE TO BE HERE NOW?!

"Good, you're out. lets go we have plans tonight" Jin stood up.

"What plans?" his voice still dead cold and with no expression on his face whatsoever. I shifted my eyes down once again when his presence is around me. And lately I've been feeling this weird thing, like he's somehow watching me. Delusional aren't I?

"Chim, is it alright if he comes along?" yoongi asked.

What am I supposed to say? I really don't want him around but I don't want to be in a bad position when it comes to him either. He scares me even when I hear his voice. There was this space between us that was filled with his tensed gaze on me and I couldn't help but look at him back.

"I...I-I...think its...o-okay" I stuttered the words out as fear haunted my body when I locked my eyes with him. And for my knowledge, he was still staring at me with those charcoal black cold eyes, and apparently so was I.

"Are you sure?" Lu nudge me in assurance.

"Ah...um...yeah, you guys can have fun on your own too"

"Ow okay but mainly its to help you out" Jin winked at me.

"I'm still here you know" he spoke again but sounding more harsh.

"What's all about this? Would mind to explain briefly?"

"We're trying to help out Chim with his crush who asked him on a karaoke night, like wing men and woman" Jin blurtted out like it was nothing special to the BOSS!!! I MEAN WHY DID HE HAVE TO TELL HIM?!?!?!

"Wing men? What do you know about such things anyways? Its not like you were in a relationship or any real ones" he rolled his eyes as he snorted.

"So what? As long as we help it doesn't matter. And you're just the same as us" Jin spat back.

"I really don't care but just to enjoy the drama I'll join" he smirked devilishly.

'To enjoy the drama'.

My life and the most important day in my life is just a drama to him. I know we don't know each other but to respect, it doesn't matter if you're strangers. I was really mad about his words and as I kept thinking about it the more my body tensed and heated, only now is because of anger.

He is just like the other people I have met. He only uses me, uses me for his entertainment, sees my life as a drama to enjoy now and to be forgotten the next day. Why doesn't respect matter? This four guys are way different than him, I don't know how IN THE HELL THEY ARE EVEN FRIENDS?! And the most thing I hate about myself is that I don't have the heart to hate anyone nor to hold grudges. Its like I don't have that trait. But it makes me hate myself more than I already do.

"Jimin are you here?" Lu snapped her fingers.

After a brief moment of silence and chaos inside my hard I finally turned to him, adrenalin shooting up to my extreme, looking at him dead in the eyes.

"Enjoyment or not, respecting someone's life is not hard. Even if you're more grand, wealthy and even healthy, it doesn't give you the right to use someone's life and to label it as a drama. The enjoyment you get from that person's drama, maybe is tragic or horrible and you thinking of it as that and using it makes you a less of a man than you are."

"Lu, I will text you the address and the time and we'll meet there. And sir, you can also come to enjoy the drama"

Without further and do, I unplugged my phone, grabbed my document bag from my seat and without any hesitation or looking back, I walked out.

The boss that I've been trying to avoid at any cost, I talked back to him today. Ow heck, I'm shocked at myself but what I've said is nothing but the truth and I don't feel bad about it all. I thought using people is over when I met Tae and Hobi back then and now these three guys and Lu. But I was naive and wrong, people like that still exist.

Uh... I have to calm myself and relax. Today is the day I've waited for so long and I'm not letting my cold hearted, stone headed, rich CEO to ruin it.

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