"last"

"Last"

I wasn't sure if that would be the last time I'd see you. We were on the 5th floor of our school building, leaning against the railings, waiting for our teacher. There was a guy on the other side of the railing. When our eyes met, he smiled and looked away.

"Hey, the guy on the other railing smiled at me," I whispered to my friends.

The person I told looked over at the guy. "Yeah, look, he's still smiling at us," she said with an assuming smile.

"Did that guy make your heart flutter?" she asked, smiling widely.

I couldn't help but smile too, but not because of him. It was because she was being too playful. The guy started walking towards us along the railing. I glanced at him, wondering if he realized I'd been staring at him for so long. Even the people around us didn't notice. My friends kept pushing me towards the other person on the railing. I played along, not wanting them to know that my attention was focused on you. No one would know.

I realized that this might be the last day I'd see you, the last time I'd secretly glance at you. I might not see you again. But if this was going to be the last time, I wanted to memorize every detail of your face and features. When you smiled, I couldn't help but smile too. I looked away, trying to compose myself. My friends thought I was smiling at someone else, and I let them think that. I had no intention of telling you how I felt. If I kept my feelings hidden, no one would ever know. There was never an "us," so there was no need to say anything.

To you... I don't know if this will be the last time I write about you... My favorite glance maker.

"I've looked into many people's eyes, but you're my favorite glance maker." -bannedwritten

I never expected to look at you again, yet here you are, my favorite glance maker. We've met before, but I didn't dare to look at you. Now, when our eyes meet, it feels like it was meant to be.

I recall the times you were close to me, but I didn't notice. We've crossed paths a hundred times, yet I didn't dare to look. Then, one day, I couldn't take my eyes off you. This time, my gaze stayed fixed on you.

I didn't dare to look away again. I watched your expressions, your smile, your nose – memorizing every detail as if it were my job. This time, it felt like witnessing a breathtaking sunset.

I couldn't help but stare at you, and I fell deeply in love with you. This marked the beginning of my fall for you.

G & Jo

(I sent the message, but it wasn't sent.)

I like you.

:)

Hi guys, this is the end, and I'll be starting a new story soon. Maybe it'll be about G and Jo, Mitzie and Zeth, or just a random idea from my "keep notes." Thank you for reading my story. I posted here because I wanted an online diary, even if it wasn't well-known yet. I'm grateful to those who read and stayed until the end. I didn't want to finish this story, but I think it's time to move on and start something new with a proper ending. I appreciate all of you. Even when I was just starting out, there were people like you who read my story. I didn't expect that kind of response, but thank you for reading. Ciao

Please feel free to comment with your thoughts or suggestions.

bannedwritten 🖋️

***Download NovelToon to enjoy a better reading experience!***