HOME PERSON

HOME PERSON

I miss my special person. I miss those kisses and tight hugs. When my day wasn't fine and I was lost, my special person was there to comfort me, like they knew exactly what I needed— an escape. They showed me a good ending, a beautiful sunset that now reminds me of them. They showed me the great love I needed, one I hadn't felt with anyone else.

I love my family, and they love me too, but that person was different. It's as if they knew me well, even though I never told them how much I needed their love and care. My last escape with that person was unforgettable. Despite the cold weather, I felt warm.

Can I still meet someone like you? But no one is you. I badly want to feel your presence again. I need it. I pray harder every night to be okay, but it's just not the same without you. When you're around, I forget my troubles.

I thought it was the place I could call home, but it was the person who stayed there. Having memories of that certain person is what feels like home — a safe place that I've been searching for.

-my home person

My (Our) 'home person', my (Our) special person - the one who makes me (us) feel like it's a good thing to have them. Being attached isn't something we should be scared of. We should let things happen, as they're meant to be, and experience every moment - small, big, and little. We deserve to have these experiences. Not only that, but we deserve to be with our special person, because they deserve us even more. Having you in their life is a gift, and they're lucky to have you.

What if they're no longer your 'home' person? It's okay. It's okay to feel unwanted by that person. You allowed yourself to be with them and considered them your 'home' person or special person. Just because they're no longer in your life doesn't mean they were ever truly your 'home'. A true 'home' person or special person is someone who sees you at your worst and stays, who gives you comfort and safety. If you mistook someone else for that person, it's okay. Allow yourself to make mistakes, because failure means you're not yet where you're meant to be or with your true 'home' person. You're still on your way.

What if that person dies?

But little did I (we) know that people won't last. And that's okay. (LoL! I know, It's not really okay but! It's okay to be not okay!) Because if you keep on loving them, they'll live on in your memories and your heart. If you keep on loving them, they'll remain alive.

Find your home person! Don't rush things and wait for the right time! ❤️

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