Chapter 6- When I'm not myself

I fell asleep and could only remember his face in utter agony. With no one around I was just another person completely feeding my inner self a meal for the ages.I could tell he was afraid but at the sight of blood on the ground, I woke up from this trance. Then I felt sick seeing the blood and then I quickly left . Lucky enough everyone was at the festival enjoying the firecrackers.

Sees a young boy at the festival ,where he attacked Alois .

Alois : Wrong you didn't even think of me ,and my family.

Drew : Who told you to speak ,I thought this was my dream ?! ( turns to face him).

Alois : Since you almost killed me ,we grew a connection to this dream like state.

Drew :Hold on you can speak ?!

Alois :You noticed this just now? You leave me there on the ground to die .

Drew : You didn't die , I heard you made it out just fine.

Alois : You better wish I don't tell on you, I could tell Kaine your other side.The side she may throw you to the rejected pile.

Drew : I don't need to listen to this ,not from you.

Alois : I will not believe you attacked me out of a meer condition you have .

Drew : Just pray I don't go out to kill your family if you say a word to her .

Alois : Do you even like her ?,You only met her once .

Drew : I like her ,I saw her from afar but I liked what I saw.

Alois : You can threaten me all you want , but you will get what you deserve in the end .

Drew wakes up angry and startles Alleyson.

Drew : ( opens his eyes ) Ahh!!

Alleyson : Woah did you have a bad dream?

Drew : Why are you here Alleyson?

Alleyson : I heard you speaking and came to see you.

Did you even hide the weapon?

Drew : ( gets out of bed and looks at Alleyson) Don't say that at all in the house !! People can hear you .

Alleyson : I'm sorry force of habit, you aren't going to tell Karem either ,he's our older brother and may have experience this .

Drew : For now just go , get out of my room!! ( takes her by the hand and throws her out of the room. )

Alleyson hits the wall and sees her blood spill.

The maids see her but keep walking away Alleyson can hear them gossiping and laughing.

Maid Adeine : Did you see her ? she got out of her brothers bedroom and got shoved out .

Maid Sally : What were they doing in there ,the scandal if word ever spilled .

Both girls laugh and stop laughing at the sight of Karem.

Karem : ( looks at the maids ) What's so funny ladies !?

Maid Adeine : Nothing master Karem , inner joke of me and Sally .

Sally : Check on Alleyson she's bleeding...

Karem sees Alleyson unconscious and bleeding from her head.

Karem : Well don't just stand there ,call for help !! NOW LADIES!! ( Runs to Alleyson) Alleyson!!? ,Can you hear me?!

Drew : ( hears a commotion outside his room) Karem !? ( opens the door) what's going on here?!

Karem : It's Alleyson she's losing blood.

Drew in his mind : No this can't be , was it because of that time a moment ago? I didn't throw her that hard did I ?!

Karem : Drew don't just stand there,help me with a cloth to cover her. She can't die our parents will be mad about this .

Drew : Right ,sorry I'm shocked to see so much blood. ( walks away and looks for a cloth and sees his bloody cloth of yesterday's weapon ).

Karem : ( enters the room with Alleyson in arms )

What's taking so long?! ( sees Drew with the weapon )

So I was right , Drew did you do this to Alleyson?!

Drew : I didn't mean too , I swear ...

Karem : I believe you , let me get Alleyson help don't go anywhere. ( leaves the room).

Drew : * laughs * Damn this all !!

Moments later Karem returns to Drew's room .

Karem locking the door . Walks up to the nearest chair and sits down.

Karem : Listen to me Drew , all this is normal behavior.

I was growing up to ,I had these things happen to me.

Drew : You did ?! *looks at Karem *

How did you even manage this urge to-

Karem : I heard from the maids , they saw Alleyson going to your room and thought the worst.

Drew : Nothing happened between us ,if the that's what you want to clear out.

Karem : It's natural behavior, I almost killed her myself also .It's what our blood calls out ,blood to be spilled.

Drew : You know something don't you ?!* walks up to Karem* Tell me what I am when this happens please .

I am not myself anymore and I despise this.

Karem : Tell me Drew , what color if you remember was that boys blood?

Drew : Blood color suddenly matters now ?

Karem : It does matter ,but did you even see ?

Drew : No, I didn't see the color ,which is funny you ask me , I just ran away.

Karem: Nevermind I will let our mother tell you.

Drew : How do you controll this urge to hurt people ? You seen me, this is not me, I didn't mean to hurt Alleyson.

Karem : Relax, I haven't told our parents who or what happened to her.

Drew : Is Alleyson safe now ?

Karem : Safe from you ,she is safe ...I will have a blood test on her .

Drew : You don't actually believe the rumors do you ?

Karem: Not for the rumors ,to answer why you attacked her in the first place. I believe its mom's job to tell you .

Karem leaves the room and walks to go check on Alleyson.

Episodes
1 Prologue Part-1
2 Prologue- Part 2
3 Prologue-Part 3 -In This World - Drew side
4 Episode 4 Prologue Part 4 - Heiji's Side - In This World
5 Prologue Part -5- Kaine's Side -In This World
6 Chapter 1 - The Colors of Kingdom of Becker
7 Chapter 2 - This Festival Amazing
8 Chapter 3- Where did you go?
9 Chapter 4 - I'm A Bad Sister
10 Chapter 5 - Keep it secret from them
11 Chapter 6- When I'm not myself
12 Chapter 7- When we meet ,When we met ..I was-
13 Chapter 8- We we when met -Part 2
14 Chapter 9 - I never wanted this!!
15 Chapter 10 -Telling truths
16 Chapter 11-Telling Truths part 2
17 Chapter 12- To see you again
18 Chapter 13- To Let Go
19 Chapter 14 - Tell Me
20 Chapter 15 - Thorns of a Promise
21 Chapter 16 - You are here
22 Chapter 17- Was this not what I thought?
23 Chapter 18- With me tonight
24 Chapter 19-Somnium
25 Chapter 20-In a trance
26 Chapter 21-Trance part 2
27 Chapter 22- For the Kingdom
28 Chapter 23 -In my memories
29 Chpt 24- Do you know what you are doing?
30 Chptr 25- To be with you
31 Chapter 26- With or without you
32 Chapter 27 - Where is he ?
33 Chapter 28- You must not
34 Chapter 29- You Dont Speak For Me
35 Chapter 30- On the move
36 Chapter 31 - Don't be afraid
37 Chapter 32- What we saw
38 Chapter 33- Her Curse Is Strong
39 Chapter 34- What Can I do ?
40 Yours Words Change It All
41 Chapter 36 You Are A Liar
42 Chapter 37 - The Ritual
43 Chapter 38-To War !!
44 Chapter 39- To Feed Is To Live
45 Chapter 40- Two Years Later
46 41- The Twins Part 1
47 42- The twins Part 2
48 Chapter 43 - Don't Lie
49 Chapter 44- Aftermath
50 Chp 45- Scars on you
51 46 - You Aren't Enough
52 47- Its an Order
53 48- To Help Others
54 49- How to become an Ancient
55 50-Love is dangerous
56 51-What did you do??
57 52- Vira Mia Somnium / Don't Say That
58 53- It's In The Blood
59 54- It's In The Blood part 2
60 55- It's In The Blood Pt.3
61 56- The Confession Heiji
62 57- The Confession/ Eickor
63 58-Different How?
64 59- The Bloodlink
65 60- It's a Long Story Cut Short
66 61- Blood Oath and Bloodlink
67 62- With Those Eyes
68 63- Your True Intentions
69 64-Not To Worry
70 65- A Shape Shifters Journey
71 66-You Will Live Through This
72 67-We Burnt Away in the Rain
73 68- My New Awakening
74 69- The Power Awakening PT.2
75 70-Will To Start Again
76 71- To Fight For
77 72-My Ideas Not Yours
78 73- This Is For The Best
79 74-Know Your Limit
80 75-Your Path To Her
81 76- I Don't Want To Be Here
82 77-For Her I'll Do Anything
83 78-For Her I'll Do Anything part 2
84 79-My Memories Of Us
85 80- In Another Life ~Yoshua
86 81-In Another Life PT.2-Alexster
Episodes

Updated 86 Episodes

1
Prologue Part-1
2
Prologue- Part 2
3
Prologue-Part 3 -In This World - Drew side
4
Episode 4 Prologue Part 4 - Heiji's Side - In This World
5
Prologue Part -5- Kaine's Side -In This World
6
Chapter 1 - The Colors of Kingdom of Becker
7
Chapter 2 - This Festival Amazing
8
Chapter 3- Where did you go?
9
Chapter 4 - I'm A Bad Sister
10
Chapter 5 - Keep it secret from them
11
Chapter 6- When I'm not myself
12
Chapter 7- When we meet ,When we met ..I was-
13
Chapter 8- We we when met -Part 2
14
Chapter 9 - I never wanted this!!
15
Chapter 10 -Telling truths
16
Chapter 11-Telling Truths part 2
17
Chapter 12- To see you again
18
Chapter 13- To Let Go
19
Chapter 14 - Tell Me
20
Chapter 15 - Thorns of a Promise
21
Chapter 16 - You are here
22
Chapter 17- Was this not what I thought?
23
Chapter 18- With me tonight
24
Chapter 19-Somnium
25
Chapter 20-In a trance
26
Chapter 21-Trance part 2
27
Chapter 22- For the Kingdom
28
Chapter 23 -In my memories
29
Chpt 24- Do you know what you are doing?
30
Chptr 25- To be with you
31
Chapter 26- With or without you
32
Chapter 27 - Where is he ?
33
Chapter 28- You must not
34
Chapter 29- You Dont Speak For Me
35
Chapter 30- On the move
36
Chapter 31 - Don't be afraid
37
Chapter 32- What we saw
38
Chapter 33- Her Curse Is Strong
39
Chapter 34- What Can I do ?
40
Yours Words Change It All
41
Chapter 36 You Are A Liar
42
Chapter 37 - The Ritual
43
Chapter 38-To War !!
44
Chapter 39- To Feed Is To Live
45
Chapter 40- Two Years Later
46
41- The Twins Part 1
47
42- The twins Part 2
48
Chapter 43 - Don't Lie
49
Chapter 44- Aftermath
50
Chp 45- Scars on you
51
46 - You Aren't Enough
52
47- Its an Order
53
48- To Help Others
54
49- How to become an Ancient
55
50-Love is dangerous
56
51-What did you do??
57
52- Vira Mia Somnium / Don't Say That
58
53- It's In The Blood
59
54- It's In The Blood part 2
60
55- It's In The Blood Pt.3
61
56- The Confession Heiji
62
57- The Confession/ Eickor
63
58-Different How?
64
59- The Bloodlink
65
60- It's a Long Story Cut Short
66
61- Blood Oath and Bloodlink
67
62- With Those Eyes
68
63- Your True Intentions
69
64-Not To Worry
70
65- A Shape Shifters Journey
71
66-You Will Live Through This
72
67-We Burnt Away in the Rain
73
68- My New Awakening
74
69- The Power Awakening PT.2
75
70-Will To Start Again
76
71- To Fight For
77
72-My Ideas Not Yours
78
73- This Is For The Best
79
74-Know Your Limit
80
75-Your Path To Her
81
76- I Don't Want To Be Here
82
77-For Her I'll Do Anything
83
78-For Her I'll Do Anything part 2
84
79-My Memories Of Us
85
80- In Another Life ~Yoshua
86
81-In Another Life PT.2-Alexster

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